Story: (Absentminded) Where We Belong 6/?
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Chapter 5
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Jeff marched into the house followed by Jim. “Jensen?” he said hearing Brianna talking to Jared but the boy refusing to answer. “You’re coming home with me.” He ordered. Jared perked up looking at him; the change in energy in the room was obvious to anyone.
“No! This is my house and I’m not gonna be chased out of here like…” Brianna put a hand on his arm.
“You oughta kid… really…” her eyes pointed to Jared standing behind her looking from one to another like a startled puppy.
“Shit...” Jensen moved to hold Jared. “Calm, I take care of you.” he said in Jared’s dialect making the boy finally relax a bit and hug him even if he was squirming still a bit. “I’m not going…” he said loud so Jeff and the police hear him. “We’re moving to the barn until things get sorted out here… then we’ll be back here…”
Brianna was pursing her lips. “Jay…” she said trying to be the voice of reason. “Those things won’t give up… if they impregnated Jared in one try…” Jensen’s arms tightened around the boy. “I’m not saying this to hurt you… but you have to understand that as much as you want stand your ground your first concern…”
Jensen felt another hand on Jared and without thinking growled and snapped his jaws in an attempt to protect him.
“Damn it Jay… I’m just…” Jeff was frowning as he looked at Jensen as if he were seeing him for the first time; as if he were seeing some kind of wild animal. “I’m sorry…” Jensen pulled away from Jared to move to Jeff, but Jared whined and without wanting it his eyes flashed red and he curled protectively around the boy once more.
“We’ll figure out a way...” Jim said huffing and taking the cup offered by Brianna following her away; Jeff was still looking at Jensen with something like betrayal in his eyes.
“So this is how things are going to be now?” Jeff let out bitter and Jensen felt anger rising in him. “You’re gonna be HIS alpha and screw me, huh?”
“I have to protect him; Jeff… my mom was just like him.”
Jeff moved closer and this time Jensen let him close as he hugged both boys.
From the door both Jim and Brianna were looking at them.
“This is going to blow in their faces…” Jim said against the rim of his cup.
“Oh Yeah...” Brianna let out. “That kid has imprinted in Jensen and he’s showing those traits we fear they show…”
“Jodie will die if he decides to go back.”
Jim made a noise seeing Jeff walking to them and Jensen and Jared finally parting from each other. “He won’t go back.” He turned smiling. “I’m gonna send Ash about this; my boy will put this place in shape in a week or two with his crew…”
Jeff nodded and smiled. “Jensen will appreciate that.”
“Sure I am.” He said getting close; “meanwhile, is there something we could do to stop those ferals to come back?”
Brianna nodded when Jim turned to her. “Jared is being doing the right thing; you have to mark the place with your scent.” Jensen made a sound. “Peeing outside actually helps… especially if you’re not a pregnant omega…” she said giving them both a meaningful look. “Scent mark the place alphas…” Jeff scoffed. “are we default alphas?”
Brianna shrugged. “I have no idea, but you put a fight; you’re protecting the omega they want…” all of them turned at the sound of a howl; threatening and way too close. “Those assholes won’t give up.” She said.
“I’m going with Jeff… ” Jensen said sounding defeated. “We’ll stay at his place until…” another howl was heard this one lower; the sound aggressive and closer.
Jared passed between them in a hurry. “TAHMOH!!” he shouted as he ran out f the house.
They all followed the boy; all except Jeff who went back inside to get his shot gun. “Jared!!” Jensen shouted. “Stop!!”
The sounds coming from the woods in the back of the property were those of a fight. Jared roared; real roars; he kept running until the woman appeared and he said it. “Gen…”
“your precious Tahmoh is going to die, little o, unless you come with us… we ned that baby and we need you I am getting old and our last bearer can’t bear children for my kin anymore...” Jared let out a warning growl. “Kid; I’m twice your age; I’m stronger than you, I’m an alpha!!” she let out in a roar. “What makes you think you can fight me?” scorn dripping from her words.
“I have a mate now… one that is not ruled by pack!” Jared said. “don’t you feel his scent on me?” he said smiling smug; of course, he was wearing Jensen’s skins as usual and he had been hugged by both Jeff and Jensen. The alpha scent in him was overwhelming. After one hidden whiff Gen nose twitched and she had to concede. “if Tahmoh is hurt you and your mongrels will face my new pack and they carry thunder and pain in their hands.” to prove his point he half turned his head and Brianna and Jim had their guns out and pointed to them.
Without moving Gen raised her head and howled; for someone so small her voice was powerful and loud, immediately somewhere in the woods three voices answered and she disappeared in a blink.
Jared waited a couple minutes; breathing hard as he looked doubtful from the woods to Jensen and the rest of his people; there it was the pull towards the weird alpha who liked his wooden hut and easy food; who was neither scout nor a hunter and Jared knew he was no healer. He felt the pull and tried to fight back; Tahmoh was in the woods, his friend, and his protector… the one who would have asked him to mate…
Finally he decided; closed his eyes as his hands went to unfasten the complicated locks on the shirt, and started running to the woods.
His shoes were left behind and the shirt flew behind him too; and it felt great!
Jensen saw as the clothes he gave Jared started falling on the floor and the boy started running faster and faster and something in him pulled t his heart, to his very soul. “NOO!!” Jeff gasped as Jensen took off it was like the man was flying, Jim and Brianna stopped looking amazed at the speed Jensen could get.
“Jensen…” Jeff kept running trying to catch up; he has been Jensen’s friend, Jensen’s other half for half their lives and now there he was running into the wild; and he was running after him…
Without Jensen even caring for him.
So Jeff stopped.
***
Jensen ran after Jared and when he noticed Jared jumping among trees and then it came out of him; a call for his mate to wait; the word made sense then. It made sense… the need to bite, the need to protect and to keep close.
And it made him stop with a gasp; he blinked desperate as Jared finally entered the woods. He stopped finally and looked back to Jeff; controlling his breathing and the urge to keep running.
He turned and looked at Jeff standing there as if not caring that Jensen was going away. He just looked at him; he started walking slowly towards the group waiting, ignoring his instinct; ignoring the fear that instinct caused.
“Jeff…?” he said when his boyfriend didn’t wait for him. “Jeff!”
The man turned. “It’s okay… I see how things are for you…” he said defeated and marched straight to his car. “You can take the day but no more skipping work, okay?” he said without turning, he said a hasty good bye to the police officers and left.
Jensen let out a sigh. Something powerful and painful was stuck in his throat, pressure he didn’t understood filling him through, he held back as best as he could to face his foster mom’s friends.
“So… if he left… I guess he was mated.” Brianna said looking sad at Jensen. “Look at the bright side jay… he’s where he belongs now.” Jensen nodded and accepted her kiss on the cheek; Jim shook his hand and repeated he’ll send Ash with his crew. He waited and waited and once the car was far down the road he let it out, a howl of pain and misery.
One thing he knew… no matter what he won’t go back to the wild just for Jared.
***
Things with Jeff weren’t going well, not after what happened with the attack.
That day he packed his bag and went to Jeff’s to find the place empty, he got in, set his stuff and then cooked dinner; he had to talk to Jeff; Jeff had been his only constant, his only north and now… now he had nothing left.
He sat on the bed and waited; by the time Jeff arrived he was frustrated and sad and seeing Jensen waiting for him made something in him break; it was like being the consolation price.
“What are you doing here?” he said and he closed his mouth with a sound looking at the man in front of him with a face of pure misery. “Sorry…” Jensen got up and moved back to the foot of the bed here his duffel was still resting untouched. “I’ll leave in no time…” as he passed by without even looking at his face again Jeff couldn’t stand it anymore and his hand moved to hold Jensen still.
“I’m sorry; I swear…” mumbled Jensen. “he pulled something in me, something I didn’t’ even know was there…” he finally made eye contact and started crying.
“No, no… sweetheart!” Jeff said while holding him and kissing his neck. “I’m an idiot, I’m sorry.” Jensen felt even worst, because deep inside; he knew that no matter what his tears were for Jared leaving without turning once instead of Jeff being mad at him. “I’m here for you, okay? I’m here for you.” Jeff let Jensen cry for a little while more.
Jeff was there for him; how come he would want anything else?
Second was the Wildlife secretary telling him that he had no right to just adopt ferals; they’re human beings at least in parts and unless they want to be integrated to our society we are not going to allow them among us. They said. If yu insist on bringing them to your land; they’ll be confiscated and sent to a center to their rehabilitation and insertion in civilized society.
It also stated Jensen would be fined and if he persisted he’d be prosecuted.
Time passed; it passed fast, months passed as if it were no time; the house was repaired and Jensen went back; and what a relief… he loved Jeff, he did but spending every freaking second with him coddling him like a little child was not what he wanted.
His house was ready and he was glad for a night alone; even if he had to fight for that simple thing, even Jim and Brianna asked him to go there with someone, his house had been featured on the paper a couple times and wildlife preservation groups had tried to get in his land.
In the end he won; after months he was at his porch alone even if carrying a gun as everybody asked him to; Jim even left one of those. “We respond with fire” signs.
He passed the door and found things still in the same dusty mess they left; still dirty dishes piled on the sink; even Jared’s orange juice glass.
Jensen took it and tossed it on the trashcan without a second thought, but everything reminded him of the young omega. He ran upstairs to take a shower when his nose made him stop, one of the rooms was open, and the smell inside it was different, metallic and sort of sweet. Was it…? BLOOD! He took his gun and prepared himself to whatever he’ll find there; if those things, if those mongrels were in the room he’ll kill them all; that was the only way to protect Jared; Even if he chose a feral mate. He kicked the door and pointed his gun to the lump on a corner; it was a blue eyed feral, breathing hard and with a wound on his thigh, kneeling at his side was Jared, with a belly big enough to be noticed. Jensen gasped and Jared too; the young man stumbled up and ran to him hugging Jensen with a sound of sorrow so big it made him tighten the hug. “Shhh, you’re with me now…” Jensen said holding him as close as possible.
***
Jared ran into the forest following the voice of Tahmoh because that was not just a howl, it was a call for help Tahmoh was hurt.; his Tahmoh was hurt; the man he owed his life too was hurt and alone; not one voice, not one howl form the other scouts, Tahmoh was alone.
“Tahmoh!!” he shouted over and over, until the voice of his friend answered. He ran to him with a big piece of his leg chewed off by one of the mongrels.
“Kid…”he said from the floor in pained pants of breath. “Those bastards heal faster than alphas…” he got quiet but grunted in pain when Jared landed on him. “I missed you too kid…”
“What are you doing here? Why didn’t you call me early?”
Tahmoh was sweating. “You looked just fine curled with that alpha that scented you…” he said and his eyes flashed red. “I know when I’m not wanted…” Jared jumped ahead and hugged him again. “I’ll always want you, always; I’m alive because of you…”
Tahmoh caressed is back. “No… no! I couldn’t even keep them away from you.”
They stayed hidden from the mongrels still searching for Tahmoh. “I thought they won’t dare… Gen said she’ll leave.” Jared was glad he kept the thick fabric from his legs; a piece of it was pressed against his friend’s wound. “The man… Jensen.” He said turning. “He’s alpha and his mom was Samantha.” Tahmoh gasped and looked towards the direction Jared came from. “But… he won’t follow… he has someone else; they…” he doubted a bit and it wasn’t until his friend held his hand to see if he was fine that Jared finally spoke. “He’s with another alpha, and they… they..” and he made a motion to let Tahmoh understand they had sex.
“Alphas??” the man said disgusted. “Seriously?” Jared shook his head up and down making the other man frown. “How… how…?”
“Don’t ask me!!” Jared closed his eyes and hid his head against the strong chest in front of him making the man laugh. “It was awkward and… heartbreaking finding them….” He said. “He smelled right…”
“Don’t worry… if he doesn’t want you, I‘ll take you, okay?” Tahmoh said as if it were a great sacrifice. “You smell just fine for me, pup and all.”
Jared smiled and pressed the bandage against Tahmoh’s leg but didn’t move his head. “Thank you…”
Jared slept with Tahmoh holding him; out there in the open, his foolish heart hoped Jensen would come for him.
During the night he woke up to the sound of howls and shouts. The mongrels were still around and now they had nowhere to hide.
Jared stayed up the rest of the night while an exhausted Tahmoh slept; usually weres could heal, especially alphas could heal their bodies, but neither of them knew mongrels cover their claws and fangs in poisonous mud that comes out of a spring where things die.
That’s why by the next morning, the poor alpha was feverish and tired even if he had slept the entire night.
Jared got up and gathered enough to eat for two but he was worried his friend wasn’t moving. He went all the way to Jensen’s well and got clean water with the pump, and ran away when the smell of mongrels hit his nose; they have been marking the farm. How did he miss the smell!
He ran back into the forest with his skin full of water and the mat Jensen set for him on the porch, it was his, right? Jensen said it.
Once Tahmoh was resting on a hollow tree over the soft mat and had had enough water Jared curled on his side things looked a bit less ominous, maybe, and only maybe they could go to Jensen’s house at nights, during the days mongrels could be preying near pack lands, right? At night they’ll go back for them.
“NO!” Tahmoh said. He had finally stopped bleeding and his fever was almost under control even if the wound looked disgusting. “we’ll leave.”
Jared looked away. “I can’t travel, you know the law.”
It was pack law; no pregnant omega could travel, every baby was precious and if you found a omega traveling you’d be free to take them for yourself, if his alpha couldn’t provide for them they were no fit.
“I don’t care.” Tahmoh said and Jared looked at him.
“I do!! It hurts to be taken against your will, it’s humiliating and painful and disgusting and I won’t let it happen to me again because you feel threatened by an alpha that left his house the second a mongrel got close.”
Tahmoh moved and held him. “I’m so sorry; I’m so sorry sweetie…” Jared collapsed on him for how the word sounded; it sounded like the thing Jeff called Jensen all the time.
For a while they moved from place to placer escaping both pack and mongrels, just on the skirts of town, just trying their best to stay hidden. Until one day Tahmoh couldn’t get up; his leg got worse and worse with every passing day, in the almost two months since they left Jensen’s place it only had this green goo coming out and the smell had Jared puking the meager food he could get.
One morning when Tahmoh couldn’t get up; Jared noticed he couldn’t carry him anymore without feeling pain in his now noticeable belly. So he prepared everything and did what felt right.
That’s how they got into Jensen’s house again, one night after the crew left Jared carried Tahmoh upstairs and set him in the room Jensen gave him, and it was his right? He killed one of Jensen’s chicken and cooked it for his friend, but the fever only got worse and worse with each passing day.
Until the day when the crew left later than ever and then, just as the night was setting another car parked and Jared tried to move Tahmoh; it was late of course it was not the crew. “Come on; we have to go… please… please!!”
But Tahmoh didn’t move anymore; as the door opened Jared prepared to fight; he’d rather die than be caught by these creatures.
the smell hit him first, it was Jensen. The way his arms wrapped around the alpha; the way his entire body surrendered to him; that was nothing he would ever felt before about anyone; it scared him, even more when Jensen left him to face Tahmoh. If Jared could move faster; if Jared could still attack without risking his baby he’d have tried something but it was Jensen; Jensen is not a threat, not even for Tahmoh.
“You must be the amazing mate Tahmoh, huh?” Jensen said but the guy just hissed baring his teeth as he scrambled on the bean bag he left on the porch to get up, only one of his legs moved. “Whatever happened…? I hope you don’t die…” he said getting closer and making a sign for Jared to get close. “Help?” Jensen said pointing from Tahmoh to him and showing him his leg. Jared smiled and nodded rapidly; he turned to his friend and spoke on his language.
“He says he’ll heal you.”
Tahmoh looked at Jensen with distrust. “Why an alpha would help his competition?”
Jared made a face. “These… they’re weird they don’t see things the way we do.” He looked at Jensen. “Help!” he said and nodded again.
“Okay, tell him.” Jensen made the signs again. “I need to check his wound.” He moved fast unwrapping the leg just to be pushed away by the other alpha. “Come on man!” said Jensen as Tahmoh held his leg groaning in pain.
Jensen felt something ugly crawl out of him when he noticed Jared touching his mate’s chest with his forehead, scenting his wounded mate. Gosh… he hated the man. “okay...” he said take two; you stop the PDA and I help him and you get out of my house so I can go back to my life.” He said in a fast voice. Seeing hazel and blue eyes on him, he got up huffing frustrated. “Seriously… I thought I’d have you out of my hair.” He ran to the bathroom and came back with his big first aid kit, the one he used with Jared often to the omega’s surprise.
“He’s trying to help you…” Jared begged holding Tahmoh down when Jensen got close.
“Gentle.” He said as an order and Jensen huffed to pull down the bitter green thing in him.
The shout and the groan were expected; Jared puking when the puss came out was not, poor thing had to run out and still left a weird splotch on the wall with the shape of Australia.
Chapter 7
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liverpool46Tittle: Where We Belong
Supernartural RPF
Pairing: J2, JDM/JA(*), JDM/?
kinks Jealousy, ABO, possible Mpreg, non-con/rape(mostly implied), characters death, love triagle, angst, happy ending.
N/A: I know I had a minor melt down this week, I've been dealing with a lot; my plans of traveling died down and I decided to stay here and face the music... and yeah I'm not talking about the stupid birthday thing.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4N/A: I know I had a minor melt down this week, I've been dealing with a lot; my plans of traveling died down and I decided to stay here and face the music... and yeah I'm not talking about the stupid birthday thing.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 5
***
Jeff marched into the house followed by Jim. “Jensen?” he said hearing Brianna talking to Jared but the boy refusing to answer. “You’re coming home with me.” He ordered. Jared perked up looking at him; the change in energy in the room was obvious to anyone.
“No! This is my house and I’m not gonna be chased out of here like…” Brianna put a hand on his arm.
“You oughta kid… really…” her eyes pointed to Jared standing behind her looking from one to another like a startled puppy.
“Shit...” Jensen moved to hold Jared. “Calm, I take care of you.” he said in Jared’s dialect making the boy finally relax a bit and hug him even if he was squirming still a bit. “I’m not going…” he said loud so Jeff and the police hear him. “We’re moving to the barn until things get sorted out here… then we’ll be back here…”
Brianna was pursing her lips. “Jay…” she said trying to be the voice of reason. “Those things won’t give up… if they impregnated Jared in one try…” Jensen’s arms tightened around the boy. “I’m not saying this to hurt you… but you have to understand that as much as you want stand your ground your first concern…”
Jensen felt another hand on Jared and without thinking growled and snapped his jaws in an attempt to protect him.
“Damn it Jay… I’m just…” Jeff was frowning as he looked at Jensen as if he were seeing him for the first time; as if he were seeing some kind of wild animal. “I’m sorry…” Jensen pulled away from Jared to move to Jeff, but Jared whined and without wanting it his eyes flashed red and he curled protectively around the boy once more.
“We’ll figure out a way...” Jim said huffing and taking the cup offered by Brianna following her away; Jeff was still looking at Jensen with something like betrayal in his eyes.
“So this is how things are going to be now?” Jeff let out bitter and Jensen felt anger rising in him. “You’re gonna be HIS alpha and screw me, huh?”
“I have to protect him; Jeff… my mom was just like him.”
Jeff moved closer and this time Jensen let him close as he hugged both boys.
From the door both Jim and Brianna were looking at them.
“This is going to blow in their faces…” Jim said against the rim of his cup.
“Oh Yeah...” Brianna let out. “That kid has imprinted in Jensen and he’s showing those traits we fear they show…”
“Jodie will die if he decides to go back.”
Jim made a noise seeing Jeff walking to them and Jensen and Jared finally parting from each other. “He won’t go back.” He turned smiling. “I’m gonna send Ash about this; my boy will put this place in shape in a week or two with his crew…”
Jeff nodded and smiled. “Jensen will appreciate that.”
“Sure I am.” He said getting close; “meanwhile, is there something we could do to stop those ferals to come back?”
Brianna nodded when Jim turned to her. “Jared is being doing the right thing; you have to mark the place with your scent.” Jensen made a sound. “Peeing outside actually helps… especially if you’re not a pregnant omega…” she said giving them both a meaningful look. “Scent mark the place alphas…” Jeff scoffed. “are we default alphas?”
Brianna shrugged. “I have no idea, but you put a fight; you’re protecting the omega they want…” all of them turned at the sound of a howl; threatening and way too close. “Those assholes won’t give up.” She said.
“I’m going with Jeff… ” Jensen said sounding defeated. “We’ll stay at his place until…” another howl was heard this one lower; the sound aggressive and closer.
Jared passed between them in a hurry. “TAHMOH!!” he shouted as he ran out f the house.
They all followed the boy; all except Jeff who went back inside to get his shot gun. “Jared!!” Jensen shouted. “Stop!!”
The sounds coming from the woods in the back of the property were those of a fight. Jared roared; real roars; he kept running until the woman appeared and he said it. “Gen…”
“your precious Tahmoh is going to die, little o, unless you come with us… we ned that baby and we need you I am getting old and our last bearer can’t bear children for my kin anymore...” Jared let out a warning growl. “Kid; I’m twice your age; I’m stronger than you, I’m an alpha!!” she let out in a roar. “What makes you think you can fight me?” scorn dripping from her words.
“I have a mate now… one that is not ruled by pack!” Jared said. “don’t you feel his scent on me?” he said smiling smug; of course, he was wearing Jensen’s skins as usual and he had been hugged by both Jeff and Jensen. The alpha scent in him was overwhelming. After one hidden whiff Gen nose twitched and she had to concede. “if Tahmoh is hurt you and your mongrels will face my new pack and they carry thunder and pain in their hands.” to prove his point he half turned his head and Brianna and Jim had their guns out and pointed to them.
Without moving Gen raised her head and howled; for someone so small her voice was powerful and loud, immediately somewhere in the woods three voices answered and she disappeared in a blink.
Jared waited a couple minutes; breathing hard as he looked doubtful from the woods to Jensen and the rest of his people; there it was the pull towards the weird alpha who liked his wooden hut and easy food; who was neither scout nor a hunter and Jared knew he was no healer. He felt the pull and tried to fight back; Tahmoh was in the woods, his friend, and his protector… the one who would have asked him to mate…
Finally he decided; closed his eyes as his hands went to unfasten the complicated locks on the shirt, and started running to the woods.
His shoes were left behind and the shirt flew behind him too; and it felt great!
Jensen saw as the clothes he gave Jared started falling on the floor and the boy started running faster and faster and something in him pulled t his heart, to his very soul. “NOO!!” Jeff gasped as Jensen took off it was like the man was flying, Jim and Brianna stopped looking amazed at the speed Jensen could get.
“Jensen…” Jeff kept running trying to catch up; he has been Jensen’s friend, Jensen’s other half for half their lives and now there he was running into the wild; and he was running after him…
Without Jensen even caring for him.
So Jeff stopped.
***
Jensen ran after Jared and when he noticed Jared jumping among trees and then it came out of him; a call for his mate to wait; the word made sense then. It made sense… the need to bite, the need to protect and to keep close.
And it made him stop with a gasp; he blinked desperate as Jared finally entered the woods. He stopped finally and looked back to Jeff; controlling his breathing and the urge to keep running.
He turned and looked at Jeff standing there as if not caring that Jensen was going away. He just looked at him; he started walking slowly towards the group waiting, ignoring his instinct; ignoring the fear that instinct caused.
“Jeff…?” he said when his boyfriend didn’t wait for him. “Jeff!”
The man turned. “It’s okay… I see how things are for you…” he said defeated and marched straight to his car. “You can take the day but no more skipping work, okay?” he said without turning, he said a hasty good bye to the police officers and left.
Jensen let out a sigh. Something powerful and painful was stuck in his throat, pressure he didn’t understood filling him through, he held back as best as he could to face his foster mom’s friends.
“So… if he left… I guess he was mated.” Brianna said looking sad at Jensen. “Look at the bright side jay… he’s where he belongs now.” Jensen nodded and accepted her kiss on the cheek; Jim shook his hand and repeated he’ll send Ash with his crew. He waited and waited and once the car was far down the road he let it out, a howl of pain and misery.
One thing he knew… no matter what he won’t go back to the wild just for Jared.
***
Things with Jeff weren’t going well, not after what happened with the attack.
That day he packed his bag and went to Jeff’s to find the place empty, he got in, set his stuff and then cooked dinner; he had to talk to Jeff; Jeff had been his only constant, his only north and now… now he had nothing left.
He sat on the bed and waited; by the time Jeff arrived he was frustrated and sad and seeing Jensen waiting for him made something in him break; it was like being the consolation price.
“What are you doing here?” he said and he closed his mouth with a sound looking at the man in front of him with a face of pure misery. “Sorry…” Jensen got up and moved back to the foot of the bed here his duffel was still resting untouched. “I’ll leave in no time…” as he passed by without even looking at his face again Jeff couldn’t stand it anymore and his hand moved to hold Jensen still.
“I’m sorry; I swear…” mumbled Jensen. “he pulled something in me, something I didn’t’ even know was there…” he finally made eye contact and started crying.
“No, no… sweetheart!” Jeff said while holding him and kissing his neck. “I’m an idiot, I’m sorry.” Jensen felt even worst, because deep inside; he knew that no matter what his tears were for Jared leaving without turning once instead of Jeff being mad at him. “I’m here for you, okay? I’m here for you.” Jeff let Jensen cry for a little while more.
Jeff was there for him; how come he would want anything else?
Second was the Wildlife secretary telling him that he had no right to just adopt ferals; they’re human beings at least in parts and unless they want to be integrated to our society we are not going to allow them among us. They said. If yu insist on bringing them to your land; they’ll be confiscated and sent to a center to their rehabilitation and insertion in civilized society.
It also stated Jensen would be fined and if he persisted he’d be prosecuted.
Time passed; it passed fast, months passed as if it were no time; the house was repaired and Jensen went back; and what a relief… he loved Jeff, he did but spending every freaking second with him coddling him like a little child was not what he wanted.
His house was ready and he was glad for a night alone; even if he had to fight for that simple thing, even Jim and Brianna asked him to go there with someone, his house had been featured on the paper a couple times and wildlife preservation groups had tried to get in his land.
In the end he won; after months he was at his porch alone even if carrying a gun as everybody asked him to; Jim even left one of those. “We respond with fire” signs.
He passed the door and found things still in the same dusty mess they left; still dirty dishes piled on the sink; even Jared’s orange juice glass.
Jensen took it and tossed it on the trashcan without a second thought, but everything reminded him of the young omega. He ran upstairs to take a shower when his nose made him stop, one of the rooms was open, and the smell inside it was different, metallic and sort of sweet. Was it…? BLOOD! He took his gun and prepared himself to whatever he’ll find there; if those things, if those mongrels were in the room he’ll kill them all; that was the only way to protect Jared; Even if he chose a feral mate. He kicked the door and pointed his gun to the lump on a corner; it was a blue eyed feral, breathing hard and with a wound on his thigh, kneeling at his side was Jared, with a belly big enough to be noticed. Jensen gasped and Jared too; the young man stumbled up and ran to him hugging Jensen with a sound of sorrow so big it made him tighten the hug. “Shhh, you’re with me now…” Jensen said holding him as close as possible.
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Jared ran into the forest following the voice of Tahmoh because that was not just a howl, it was a call for help Tahmoh was hurt.; his Tahmoh was hurt; the man he owed his life too was hurt and alone; not one voice, not one howl form the other scouts, Tahmoh was alone.
“Tahmoh!!” he shouted over and over, until the voice of his friend answered. He ran to him with a big piece of his leg chewed off by one of the mongrels.
“Kid…”he said from the floor in pained pants of breath. “Those bastards heal faster than alphas…” he got quiet but grunted in pain when Jared landed on him. “I missed you too kid…”
“What are you doing here? Why didn’t you call me early?”
Tahmoh was sweating. “You looked just fine curled with that alpha that scented you…” he said and his eyes flashed red. “I know when I’m not wanted…” Jared jumped ahead and hugged him again. “I’ll always want you, always; I’m alive because of you…”
Tahmoh caressed is back. “No… no! I couldn’t even keep them away from you.”
They stayed hidden from the mongrels still searching for Tahmoh. “I thought they won’t dare… Gen said she’ll leave.” Jared was glad he kept the thick fabric from his legs; a piece of it was pressed against his friend’s wound. “The man… Jensen.” He said turning. “He’s alpha and his mom was Samantha.” Tahmoh gasped and looked towards the direction Jared came from. “But… he won’t follow… he has someone else; they…” he doubted a bit and it wasn’t until his friend held his hand to see if he was fine that Jared finally spoke. “He’s with another alpha, and they… they..” and he made a motion to let Tahmoh understand they had sex.
“Alphas??” the man said disgusted. “Seriously?” Jared shook his head up and down making the other man frown. “How… how…?”
“Don’t ask me!!” Jared closed his eyes and hid his head against the strong chest in front of him making the man laugh. “It was awkward and… heartbreaking finding them….” He said. “He smelled right…”
“Don’t worry… if he doesn’t want you, I‘ll take you, okay?” Tahmoh said as if it were a great sacrifice. “You smell just fine for me, pup and all.”
Jared smiled and pressed the bandage against Tahmoh’s leg but didn’t move his head. “Thank you…”
Jared slept with Tahmoh holding him; out there in the open, his foolish heart hoped Jensen would come for him.
During the night he woke up to the sound of howls and shouts. The mongrels were still around and now they had nowhere to hide.
Jared stayed up the rest of the night while an exhausted Tahmoh slept; usually weres could heal, especially alphas could heal their bodies, but neither of them knew mongrels cover their claws and fangs in poisonous mud that comes out of a spring where things die.
That’s why by the next morning, the poor alpha was feverish and tired even if he had slept the entire night.
Jared got up and gathered enough to eat for two but he was worried his friend wasn’t moving. He went all the way to Jensen’s well and got clean water with the pump, and ran away when the smell of mongrels hit his nose; they have been marking the farm. How did he miss the smell!
He ran back into the forest with his skin full of water and the mat Jensen set for him on the porch, it was his, right? Jensen said it.
Once Tahmoh was resting on a hollow tree over the soft mat and had had enough water Jared curled on his side things looked a bit less ominous, maybe, and only maybe they could go to Jensen’s house at nights, during the days mongrels could be preying near pack lands, right? At night they’ll go back for them.
“NO!” Tahmoh said. He had finally stopped bleeding and his fever was almost under control even if the wound looked disgusting. “we’ll leave.”
Jared looked away. “I can’t travel, you know the law.”
It was pack law; no pregnant omega could travel, every baby was precious and if you found a omega traveling you’d be free to take them for yourself, if his alpha couldn’t provide for them they were no fit.
“I don’t care.” Tahmoh said and Jared looked at him.
“I do!! It hurts to be taken against your will, it’s humiliating and painful and disgusting and I won’t let it happen to me again because you feel threatened by an alpha that left his house the second a mongrel got close.”
Tahmoh moved and held him. “I’m so sorry; I’m so sorry sweetie…” Jared collapsed on him for how the word sounded; it sounded like the thing Jeff called Jensen all the time.
For a while they moved from place to placer escaping both pack and mongrels, just on the skirts of town, just trying their best to stay hidden. Until one day Tahmoh couldn’t get up; his leg got worse and worse with every passing day, in the almost two months since they left Jensen’s place it only had this green goo coming out and the smell had Jared puking the meager food he could get.
One morning when Tahmoh couldn’t get up; Jared noticed he couldn’t carry him anymore without feeling pain in his now noticeable belly. So he prepared everything and did what felt right.
That’s how they got into Jensen’s house again, one night after the crew left Jared carried Tahmoh upstairs and set him in the room Jensen gave him, and it was his right? He killed one of Jensen’s chicken and cooked it for his friend, but the fever only got worse and worse with each passing day.
Until the day when the crew left later than ever and then, just as the night was setting another car parked and Jared tried to move Tahmoh; it was late of course it was not the crew. “Come on; we have to go… please… please!!”
But Tahmoh didn’t move anymore; as the door opened Jared prepared to fight; he’d rather die than be caught by these creatures.
the smell hit him first, it was Jensen. The way his arms wrapped around the alpha; the way his entire body surrendered to him; that was nothing he would ever felt before about anyone; it scared him, even more when Jensen left him to face Tahmoh. If Jared could move faster; if Jared could still attack without risking his baby he’d have tried something but it was Jensen; Jensen is not a threat, not even for Tahmoh.
“You must be the amazing mate Tahmoh, huh?” Jensen said but the guy just hissed baring his teeth as he scrambled on the bean bag he left on the porch to get up, only one of his legs moved. “Whatever happened…? I hope you don’t die…” he said getting closer and making a sign for Jared to get close. “Help?” Jensen said pointing from Tahmoh to him and showing him his leg. Jared smiled and nodded rapidly; he turned to his friend and spoke on his language.
“He says he’ll heal you.”
Tahmoh looked at Jensen with distrust. “Why an alpha would help his competition?”
Jared made a face. “These… they’re weird they don’t see things the way we do.” He looked at Jensen. “Help!” he said and nodded again.
“Okay, tell him.” Jensen made the signs again. “I need to check his wound.” He moved fast unwrapping the leg just to be pushed away by the other alpha. “Come on man!” said Jensen as Tahmoh held his leg groaning in pain.
Jensen felt something ugly crawl out of him when he noticed Jared touching his mate’s chest with his forehead, scenting his wounded mate. Gosh… he hated the man. “okay...” he said take two; you stop the PDA and I help him and you get out of my house so I can go back to my life.” He said in a fast voice. Seeing hazel and blue eyes on him, he got up huffing frustrated. “Seriously… I thought I’d have you out of my hair.” He ran to the bathroom and came back with his big first aid kit, the one he used with Jared often to the omega’s surprise.
“He’s trying to help you…” Jared begged holding Tahmoh down when Jensen got close.
“Gentle.” He said as an order and Jensen huffed to pull down the bitter green thing in him.
The shout and the groan were expected; Jared puking when the puss came out was not, poor thing had to run out and still left a weird splotch on the wall with the shape of Australia.
Chapter 7
I'll try to post more soon.
LIttle poll here; would you want me to post it as a fill on the spn kink meme?
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Date: 2017-03-23 01:05 am (UTC)I'm good with you posting this on the meme or anywhere you like.
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Date: 2017-03-23 04:26 am (UTC)I swear it'll move on in the next it's just I opened the same archive in both my hone and tablet and now both are death; they'll be ready on friday and then I'll add more.
not sure about the meme, I kinda don't want to post there but they don't really have that many fills and it'll help.
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