So.. I had the change to talk with Max for few seconds, he's very nice, hopefully we'll be together soon enough.
I miss them all so Much!!!

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the song for the day



what about this one?

Tomorrow I'm gonna be at the hospital for only four hours and then I'll be going home after my last day there with no further obligation, I cannot beliee I survived my internship year, now I'll get my license and then... residency and then ... I don't know I'll pursuit Orthopedics or surgery, Orthopedis is my fav field... lets see what happens.




Song for the day

and an amazing fan video about the marauders.
I remember back in the days when the prissioner of Azkaban came out and I was Padfoot and we were happy lol
Gosh I can't believe i'm this old and still reading Harry potter and calling ourselves after HP characters lol
but i loke the song very much and it kinda fit my mood right now
the guy for today is again someone I've seen before

I decided to stop mopping around because I'm alone, I'm not gonna change that, I'm bad and I'm not gonna became miss Smilie freindly hipocrite because that's not what I am...

but in the other hand my friends are getting close and close with every day...

BTW there's one thing i wish I could get closer and closer.. on my bed while sweet kisses touch my skin...

lol interesting idea...*stupid grin*
the guy for the day...
a new one

I had a terrible fight today, not with the bastard or the bitch or the tacky or the stupid but with Danny, the poor thing, we had nothing against each other we were just... mad...(?)
and as usual I ended up being the meanest creature ever,I realy hurt him I'm afraid...
*sigh*
I have to say I'm sorry I'm gonna be the mature one...

Hate my 'tude sometimes...




loved this movie...

the guy for today. from Rome darling Titus Pullo

and yesterday were good days.
I've heard that Danny think he likes me... I mean like more than he actually does, and he's saying it all around the hospital, c'mon you nable... I joke just like that with Nelson and even Dr Gareca.
no song for today I'll be knowing about the staff heads meeting today from Dr Pol tomorrow.
Dad's ok and I'm leaving, time to go to bed.
see you all tomorrow
love you my lurker if you're around

Kisses

OOOHHH BTW I'll have a new amazong icon for xmas this year and a new video from LOTR boys... hopefully

ok there's a subtle intention in my realtionship with Danny I'd be the perfect girlfriend, he said, but he's way too wise to get close enough to get hurt...
what does it means? that I'm something like an scorpion? that I'm poisonous?
well he knew me for my bad side first so I can't blame him...
in the other side, he's not exactly a white sweet lamb you know? he's as mean as I am.
I couldn't care less, I had lunch with Dr C and Dr MI C and Dr Canoh we had fun like in the old days lol
then everything was over I had to ran back to the hospital and stuff, but loved it.
the song for today?


'casue we spend the day hearing it.
and the guy for today... I have no idea since I only have eyes for one person at this time, the perfect and gorgeous... Orlando Bloom





I'm working on another Sara Chapter and trying to live up my father disapointment with me lol
yes it still sting in my poor soul
What's the point in keeping your head down it it's already been blown off?

Today...
I was thinking about that first time, not the very first time -that was... you know.. as all first times crappy- but the first time with him, back in 2003 it was september the 14th and it was around 4pm, I was out of the office and he was there too, we were at his place doing mushroom's soup and laughing because he couldn't make toasties, and I was laughing so hard seeing him run around with the smoking pan that he finally toseed into the sink, I was almost crying he came to me saying that i was mean for laughing and held my arms saying that he'll do something bad to stop me, tried to cover my mouth it caused even more laugh, I remember his laugh just giggles and then we both we're laughing, I remember that the most, then for two minutes the time stoped his lips brushed mines and I was cold no more laughs.
I was sure my crush on him was hopeless, I mean he was so fucking gorgeous and I was just... you know, me... I was there standing looking at him, he bitrng his lips staring at me with those amazingly blue eyes, he said he sorry and moved away, we kinda stoped talking for a while until I couldn't help it and asked him why me? why he wanted to play with me like that
"because is not a game, I like you, you're beautiful, don't you know that?"
and there I was crying saying that I'm not beautiful at all after all the mean things I've done in my life, he got close saying that i need a shrink if I actually believe so and huged me and kissed me first on the forehead then in the cheek then in the lips again and I was prepared this time, we made out, we gropped and kissed for a while.
the rest just came with the minutes.
interesting thing if you ask me, I had this weird feeling today thinking about back then.
Tomorrow I'll be back to the hospital to start my last month this year, can you believe it? I SO hope I can get residency there, maybe I need to change hospital I couldn't care less as long as I can get something ASAP.
dreaming about him after all this time, why I have to see him every now and then with her, and her as usual, being the bitch she is. I remember I was so jealous lol so long time ago...

Guy for today Mr. WELL-KNOWN His Royal Aussiness Heath Ledger please do not open it if you're under 18 ( not_work_safe )
and please don't say I didn't warned you all...

For a start why are you reading this?

.. I've been more mean than the days before, shock is done and then I have this review of Fever convulssion and it went smooth too, then there's few other things...
non of them worth to mention.
Bone's birthday was on Saturday but still can't talk to him, too bad, i'm a terrible friend...
well for today a pic of my dear bone

the video for today..
Stupid cupid


because i feel like thinking about that stupid cupid wanna-be lol
Danny accepted that he teases me because i blush.. he likes it lol

my life is messy my time is short and I have a million things to do.
Love this life a little bit today.

I mean REAL day of...
and loved every second except for the fact that I ate as much chocolate as I could, as much as fit in my mouth lol
then slept.. on the daylight!!
woke up watch TV and then decided to do something decent with my day and started reading.. what a lazy day...
I made this amazing Champignon's sauce and it was great!! with chicken brest.. I was suposed to prove it for thanks giving and its gonna be a blast!

I'm seriously thinking about my life, just fe more months, what i'm gonna do is... going to Canada, life seems to be so much happier there... and if things gho well maybe I could.
the song for today:Michael Bubble's everything


love it very much.
Sorry about the Video but couldn't find anything better...

then the guy for today.. someone I've been avoiding but deserves a place ( here )Tom Welling in all his glory

the mean, evil, nasty mind of my fav interns lol
they're really mean.
Love them so so much.
then there's this thing Marina and Silvia said last night, seems like Joe has been asking around about me, and now it kinda fit in what Danny was saying, bugging me about what my opinion about him was...
then Someone else said that when Danny was in OR he was saying things like that too, like he's going to be something mine or so...
maybe they just wanted me to blush since I kinda do that all the time.
life is complicated, thanks God they're as mean as I am...