FILL: I don't want your Happy ending 21/?

[szarabasjka]

Tittle: I don’t want your happy ending.

Author: Kali

Kinks: J2, dub/non con, forced mating, angst, social humiliation, character’s death (not main) redemption, happy ending (there will be more but not for now)

Part twenty is HERE

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“What happened to your first mate?”

Alaina stood faster than Richard who kept looking down stunned.

“Don’t do this Jensen, if this is because of Jared’s news, you better calm down before talking to your brother.” She held Jensen by the arms and tried to drag him out. “It’s complicated and I told you it requires of a lot of strength…”

”what? Wanna tell me how to deal with this? Give me a guideline?”

“I just want to explain….”

“Shut up stepmother.” He said pushing her against the door,

Richard’s amber eyes flew to him as he stood; he was an alpha after all. “Don’t call her that, she’s trying to help you, in the end who mated while fucking drunk and high and then decided he didn’t want the mate anymore.” He said; Jensen wasn’t sure how his brother got there; he might have jumped over the desk for all he knew.

“Maybe if you could do something else than fuck my life for your political gain…” Jensen shouted. “We said we cut ties NOW, not after you’re reelected, NOW!!”

“Shut up! You’re the one who screw things up, don’t blame us, you have no right to judge what I’m doing. You’re the one who want to shun a mate.”

“You mean aside of you with Rekha?”

“Jensen!” Alaina warned as Richard made a face and let out a wounded grunt, he turned to Alaina and left the room running.  Jensen turned to follow his brother when his sister in law held him.

“WHAT?! Leave me the fuck alone! ” Alaina slapped Jensen.

“Have you even checked the info given to you? Do you fucking know how the bond breaks?”

“You stop seeing your mate, and screw someone new until they hate you and leave, isn’t that what you did with my brother? Leaving Rekha out of his life?” he wanted to see if she’d confirm what Alison said, what he got instead was another slap. “I won’t stop myself from putting you in your place omega, you better don’t fucking touch me again…” growled Jensen stepping closer menacingly.

“The bond only breaks with death…” Alaina let out. “Your parents mated him as a price dog, they way they were to do  to you with felicia,  and when he really found his mate he was miserable, so was she… but they had to never see each other again, convince their bodies  and bond that they are dead.” Jensen huffed and rolled his eyes. “Every time you repeat her name… it hurts Richard physically, as any mate bond… the pull hurts him, if you keep repeating it, it could kill him.”

“And Rekha?”

“KALI!!!” shouted Alaina harder than ever. “Don’t you fucking hurt my mate… alpha or not I’ll make you pay for causing him pain.” She was baring her teeth like a feral creature. “Why you think I banned the name? Why you think you started calling me stepmother?”

Jensen smiled. “See that?” he pointed to her eyes. “That’s something I never felt for Jared, he never cared for our bond enough to get like this. “He used me for his own benefit; you used me for Richard’s benefit… I was once more the idiot used….”

“stop being so dramatic…” she let out with dripping venom in words.

“What about Janelle? Did you do something like this with her?”

Alaina scoffed as all answer, Jensen walked out not even responding to her calls.

Jared got to the penthouse and found Jensen standing right in front of the door.

“So… NOW I get your desperation to get in my bed, since there’s no bond you wanted to make one.”

Jared smiled. “I wanted what you offered me at the beach house.” He looked up. “After all you said I’d have just that if I wanted it.”

Jensen rolled his eyes. “You’re going to visit schools with Kathryn and Misha…”

Jared scoffed. “No, I’m not going anywhere.” Jensen got closer enough to scare him but not enough to touch him.

“You’ll do as you’re told Omega.” And he stalked out. “Juliette went back to the beach house, she knows about you leaving.” Jared gasped. “I’ll stay at the mansion until you’re gone.”

Jared felt the slight brush of Jensen as he passed and then he felt the coldness and emptiness of the once warm place. This time the tears came to sooth him.

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Jensen was the one giving an announcement this time. “The ill intentioned recording did nothing to change my bond with Jared; it is what it always has been. My mate and I appreciate your shows of support and love and thank you all for them, but we consider that we’ve been in the public eye for too long, and ask you to respect our privacy.” He closed the paper he was holding. “Thank you.” He turned around and left without more.

Of course the legal team of Mediline and Ackles’ PR team was working on something that could keep the press away from them.
Time passed, Jensen worked and went drinking, and Jared met half the country in discrete university visits as soon as summer hit.

Meg’s was doing fine, even if by then people forgot about them and only the quality of its pastries were known.

Juliette finished school and went to the city with her daddy; Jensen spent time with her, and even hinted her that Jared might have to go on a long trip.

“But if he leaves you’ll be sad dad…” she said as she put lip gloss on him.

“I won’t baby…”

“Stay still…” she said rolling her eyes and adding more of it to Jensen’s already sticky lips. Jensen did as he was told. “There… now you look pretty!!” Marcie laughed so loud Jensen couldn’t ignore her. And he even took a picture on the mirror.

“Do you want to know why I won’t be sad if Jared ever leaves?” he asked again as Juliette got in bed. “Because you’re here now, I won’t be alone anymore…”

The girl giggled and blushed a little. “Love you daddy…” she said as she cradled his head in a weird angle until she fell asleep.

The next day Jensen and Juliette were out on an adventure, started buying sugar cookies, and greeting the girls, and then went house hunting, Jensen finally had an idea on how to stop seeing Jared every day.

The first of many Ackles’ family trips for summer arrived Richard and Jensen went fishing, Alaina and Juliette were on the boat with them as Kat and her dad were still visiting colleges away.

“Hi Ju!1 Hi uncle Jay!”she waved furiously to the screen.

“Hiya Kathy!!!” Juliette waved as wildly as her cousin. “Where are you? I missed you today!!”

“Hello sweetie.” Jensen smiled holding Juliette on his lap so she won’t get too close to the screen. “How is it going?”

She brushed some hair from her face.“this is all so interesting!1 wish I could go to at least three of them…”

“Have you made your mind then?” Jensen asked with a smile it was more than obvious.

“Yes… even before this.”

Someone shouted from out frame on Kathryn’s side. “GO MAROONS!!” Kathryn was pulled away with a groan as Misha appeared on the screen way too close.

“She’s going to my school eat shit and die Jensen.” Jensen covered Ju’s little ears.

“Watch it Mish!!” he shouted.

“Daddy? Why uncle Misha wants you to die?” Jensen smoothed the furrowed brow of his girl.

“He’s joking.”

“I don’t like this game… he’s the shit.” Misha’s laughter from the other side was not enough.apology

“I'll blame you for this when she starts using it everywhere…” commented Jensen.

Kat mumbled something pushing Misha way and taking her tablet back. “Jesus…!” said rolling her eyes with a lopsided grin. “OOH1 Uncle jay, Jared just arrived wanna talk to him?”

Ju clapped. “Jared!!!” she shouted and the second the guy was in the screen Ju was all he could see. “Hiya Jared!! Are you coming home soon?”

“Not yet sweetie, how are you?”

“Uncle’s Dick boat is very stinky, and the name was erased…” Kat chuckled behind him. “I miss you Jared, daddy doesn’t know how to do the milky chocolate pancakes…” Jensen let out a wounded sound from behind making her giggle. “I miss you at story time too.”

“I know, but don’t worry I’ll be there next time, we’re almost done here…”

Juliette turned to her daddy, he was right there but Jared hadn’t seen his face yet. “Why he can’t come with us?” Jared felt like crying, the pain he felt was so terrible his entire body trembled.

“Sweetie? I have to go, there’s a bunch of things to do…”

Juliette looked at the screen again. “But you’re coming, right? I just told everyone how you are the best at making forts and playing hide and seek…”

“We’ll see okay?”

Her lip trembled as her eyes downed. “Okay…”

The second he gave Kat the gadget he rushed to his room and started crying, the pain didn’t go away, if anything it was getting worst and worst. “I’m an idiot…” he said to himself. “Why am I even crying? He only wanted to save face for his brother.” He repeated to himself as every day since they left. “It wasn’t real why are you even crying for him?” he said once more rubbing his eyes.

“Because a bond: even a small one is something horrible.” Misha was right there. “When it’s broken, the pain… the bitterness could kill you.” Jared turned still sobbing and hugged him. “You’ll be fine Jared, you will, hopefully your bond with Jensen will disappear, it can’t be as shitty as it is for me…”

But it was, the whole month they were moving from university to university Jared was miserable, and every time they used facetime, Jensen simply ignored Jared, not letting his once mate see his face or hear his voice directly. The pain… as terrible was it was… went both ways.

Jensen bought the house he’d been looking for and moved there. His plan was to send Alona to give the keys to the new owner the next day, but tonight, he had one thing he wanted to give Jared and he was hanging it under sunset light when the door opened and Jared passed the door.

“I’m home…!”  He shouted as his backpack landed next the door, the feeling he felt all the way up was there again, an agonizing tingle, like a numb limb regaining sensation, a shudder running down his back that forced him to clench his fists.

Without turning Jensen gasped. There it was, the feeling of something filling the emptiness. He turned as if something monstrous were behind him. “Hi…” Jared sounded winded and hopeful and made Jensen hurt even more. The way his smile was almost naïve it was too much. “Where’s Ju? I missed you …” but Jensen just turned around and picked something from the floor, Jared noticed the old armchair wasn’t there. “What’s going on?”

The little tremble in Jared’s voice made him turn around; either he started this or he was going to give up. “I bought a house.” Jared frowned confused. “This place is yours now… tomorrow someone would come, decorate it according to your ...”

“NO!!” it wasn’t a plea or a complain, it was pure pain, as if someone had dragged a knife down his throat.

Jensen moved ahead half pushing himself and half stopping himself from holding Jared and ask for forgiveness. “I know is hard, but this way the fake bond will break sooner Jared.” The stinging pain in his chest was ten times worse just because he used his name and he felt like crying. “Bye.”

Jared could feel the pain going down. Not thought his body, but like something going down and pulling him with the weight of gravity, hooked to his skin by sharp nails

Suddenly he felt the urge to run out, to go away, even if he had nowhere to be; nowhere to go.

One thing was in his head, he had to go out, wherever he could be away from this feeling, the unwelcome hope he felt as he entered the penthouse and found Jensen there.

Tito woke up at the wee hours in the morning; it was a simple common day when the bell kept ringing. “I’m up! I’m up and you better have a good reason!!” he shouted pulling the doorknob. “If it’s something I can fix tomorrow I swear....”

Jared was standing there eyes red and swollen, snot and tears running down his face. “Make it stop…” he sobbed. “It hurts too much!”

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Comments

[liverpool46.livejournal.com]

Poor Jared. :( I can't believe Jensen didn't say anything about moving out until the last moment. Man...I was in withdrawal waiting for an update. Thank you.

[szarabasjka.livejournal.com]

awww, so sorry, it's been kinad crazy and had no time for anything, but I have like an hour comong and going on the train and I have time to write so I have some more done already, I'0ll be spoting later today and tomorrow.