FILL: I don't want your Happy ending 17/?

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Tittle: I don’t want your happy ending.

Author: Kali

Kinks: J2, dub/non con, forced mating, angst, social humiliation, character’s death (not main) redemption, happy ending (there will be more but not for now)

Part sixteen is HERE

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“Where the fuck is my green striped tie?” Jensen shouted. “Where’s my lucky tie?”

Jared was standing behind him, it was a Wednesday and Jared was on his way to the bakery but stopped to say good bye to find Jensen almost ready. “Don’t look at me I don’t use ties.” Jensen gave him a bitch face ad Jared laughed. “Relax… your luck is not gonna change with a freaking tie…”

Jensen turned furious again. “I have that tie since I was a kid; I use it every time something big happens…”

Marcie was checking on the laundry room and every other closet but already stated she didn’t send that tie to dry cleaning or anything. “I keep a list of things I sent out of the house sir, and that tie was not in anything in the last two weeks.”

Jared saw as he walked back into his room pouting like a five year old and checking once more every rawer of his dresser and every hanger on his closet. “My mom gave me that tie… for my first dance…” he mumbled from inside his closet and then louder. “I’m gonna present my project to the city council today….” And

Jared walked to him and took out his key chain; it was a guitar pick with a LS on it. “This is my lucky charm; it’s from the first and only concert I ever went to.” Jared took out the pick in its metal ring and added it to Jensen’s arm band, the one he always wore. “it’s a loan until you find your tie… just calm down.” Jensen smiled like a dork for so long Jared rolled his eyes and threatened to take the thing back.
“I’ll take care of it.”

“Good.” Jared walked out smiling. “You know? Maybe you took off your tie in the office or at the mansion, you’ll find it around. when were the last time you wore it?”

Jensen got quiet looking to a point in his wall he couldn’t remember the last time he wore it was the night of his first meeting with Felicia Day.

Jared got to Meg’s a little late, and found Samantha there already, even if she always arrived by eight; he also noticed Nicky coming and going nervous as she checked the clock every two minutes.  “where is Rachel?” he asked after the hour for her medication passed and Nicki didn’t ran upstairs to make sure his friend had taken it. After going himself to check he asked again and again until he was freaking out.


“She went out…” Jared had his mouth open breathing shallow. “With Jensen…”

“Why??”

Nicki dusted her hands on her apron and looked at him. “She’s... the face of his campaign… and he’s being keeping it secret because it’s going to be a present for you on your mating ceremony once the results come back…”

Jared was left with his mouth open; Samantha made a sound of disappointment.

“We’re sorry we had to lie to you…” Nicki said apologetically. “But it was for a good cause.”

Jared sat sighing deeply finally. “But she’s fine?”

Samantha laughed. “That’s all you care about?”

Jared blinked back his tears. “If she’s fine Jensen will take care of everything else… right?”

Samantha got close with a glass of water for him. “Yes… yes he will…” and with a warm smile. “You two are so in love is ridiculous.”
If she only knew, thought Jared; he was pissed, angry again, why on earth Jensen was using his friend? Why he thought it was okay to assume he could use Rachel the way he was using Jared, *this is bigger than you and me*, he said, right? was big enough to use Rachel too.

Jared didn’t care though, he’d have his prick back, and he’d keep Rachel safe once Jensen decides he’s had enough, after all he has plans, didn’t he?  Just means to an end, independence and safety. Jensen couldn’t be planning a life with him without even telling him.

He have heard of those alphas; the kind that mate an omega and use him for his pleasure. The kind that will mate someone by force and then take the omega’s choices one by one until all that’s left is a shell ready to be used. And Jared won’t be one of those.

Jensen was asked many things that day while the video was presented to the board, and Rachel was asked question after question. He was shaking and his hand flew to his tie a million times just to find a different texture, not the silky one he knew so well, instead of panicking his fingers caught the prick and the warm filling him was enough.

Alan Ackles held Rachel’s hand and invited her to his birthday party that weekend. Rachel was still smiling by the time they passed the door to Meg’s.

“Ladies and Gentleman…” announced Jensen. “Let me introduce you the reason why my proposal was accepted, and will be included in next year’s budgets!” Rachel walked in smiling and waving as Tito ran to her and picked her up in a hug as Samantha and Nicki clapped, costumers turned and stared as usual joining them in the choir of clapping and cheering, even though they had no idea of why..

Jared was serious, even if he hugged Rachel as usual, Jensen got close. “It’s all because of you.” He offered his mate a hug but Jared hardly held his hand.

“I know…” he pulled Jensen to a side by the wrist where his guitar prick was hanging. “It’s about me, so leave my friends aside.”

Jensen looked surprised. “you said so… you said it was about your project and Richard campaign and you’ve been doing a good job pretending, I even bought it, you know I can take it, but leave my friends out of this.” Jared turned to the rest. “Leave…” the look in Jensen’s eyes almost made him take it back, say he was sorry and invite him in, but he had to protect the girls, he had to protect them from the ugliness in Jensen’s world.

Jensen had no idea of what to say he just nodded as he turned to see the rest talking and getting things ready for lunch; Rachel was calling for them and asked him to stay. “Sorry guys I have to go back to the office…”

“Awww…” Rachel looked from Jared to Jensen. “Sure you can’t stay even for a while? We have to celebrate this!”

Jensen opened his mouth even if he had no idea of what excuse h e was supposed to say but Jared beat him at that. “His family is waiting for him, he can’t stay.” The girls looked disappointed, even Tito looked sad, as they said their good bye’s and saw Jensen leave.

Jensen passed the door as Rachel started gushing about the people and the pothers omegas invited to this and how amazing had been and how nervous she was.

It was his turn to feel alone.

They didn’t saw each other Jared woke up in the middle of the night, because he heard a phone. “Yes…” it was Jensen on the hall, nobody called to the landline anymore, so this couldn’t be good news. “Yes I’m Jensen Ackles…”and after a couple second. “Yes… me and my mate…” and after a bit. “Oh… okay when are we getting them then?”

The results, it had to be about the results, Jensen checked his clock it was almost 1 am. “No! No… that’s not necessary. The Ackles’ PR office is perfect sir, thank you very much…”

Jared felt dread and sorrow fill him, and fear, he didn’t’ want to be alone, even if that’s what he’s been waiting all this time, he looked at the closet, there were clothes and jewelry, he could take all that, and Alaina once mentioned they’d be paying him to be quiet, and Misha offered him help… the day of leaving had finally arrived.

“You’re up!” Jensen looked surprised, the same worried face he sure had. “It was from the lab in California…” a half smile on his face as his nail started scratching something at the door frame. “I guess they don’t thought about the time difference...” He kept moving his eyes from one point to another. “And they had an order to let us now whenever they get it ready…”

Jared cut his rambling. “So… what did they said?”

Jensen was still mumbling about the guy from the lab that called. “They won’t give the results on the phone; they’ll send an envelope to Ackles’ PR… by Monday.”

“Okay…” Jared felt the need to hug Jensen; instead he just laid down curled on his side looking away from the door, and waited until Jensen closed the door before he finally let out a trembling breath.

It could be the last night of them mated, Jensen thought, and he couldn’t sleep just like the first night they shared a roof as mates, the irony made him laugh.

Jensen woke up with Jared’s alarm clock, the penthouse was big, but with every day he heard the same boring electronic sound he started waking up and getting ready with it, just like his mate-just like Jared… he corrected himself without noticing. He waited to hear the shower on but nothing, the second alarm, Jared was changing by then but nothing.

By the third Jensen was on his way to the other bedroom, he found Jared standing by the window, shirtless and only wearing boxers, he stood there not turning. “Hey…?”

“I’m fine…” he said too loud as if trying to convince himself.

Jensen walked into the room. “What’s wrong? Does this something to do with me using Rachel for the campaign?” Jared head shook from side to side eyes hidden under too long hair. “is this because you think I’m using you…?”

The flash of hazel-green pupils said not. “is this because… the Easter bunny is not real.” Jared smiled. “Yeah I like that… I like your smile…” Jared shook his head clearing hair from his face.

“What’s gonna happen with us? After the results.” His eyes kept stuck in the horizon over the park.

Jensen got closer and grazed his shoulder with a hand, Jared felt the sparks of electricity running down his arm. “I don’t know you said you wanted your freedom, and even if I actually mated you, you could go to school and have a life, maybe I could make this horrible mess I caused turn out into something you don’t really regret in the end…”

Jared scrunched his face. “I don’t know…” it was like being punched in the stomach. Something so hard hit him that Jared felt tears in his face. He hid his face again ashamed of not having control in front of Jensen.

Jensen moved fast; he wanted to get out, he didn’t understand his own reaction he was a fucking alpha come on!! Why was he crying again? “Marcie is still with Claire, Misha went back to Managua last night, so… coffee?” his voice betrayed him and Jared croak did the same to him.


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NEXT CHAPTER HERE
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so yeah... what do you think?
Now is when I'm hearing sugestions onhow to end it.
there's always the anon option guys.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

I'm always a sucker for an happy ending. As happy as these two can get.

[liverpool46.livejournal.com]

Oops that was me and I wasn't signed in.....I need more coffee!

[szarabasjka.livejournal.com]

I don't know if you celebrate tomorrow(or in six hours) so I'll post the next part in a couple days because it needs editing, this way if someone else wants to give and oipinion they can.
see you in a couple days

[incognitosock.livejournal.com]

You snuck some new parts in I just got caught up on. I'm with liverpool on a happy-as-happy ending they can get. Which if Jared could stop making presumptions on Jensen's motives and feelings, and Jensen could just give into his feelings and tell Jared; could actually be potentially pretty happy.

[szarabasjka.livejournal.com]

sadly, not ONE story ever I wrote ended up easy and cute...