Don't you miss me back?

[szarabasjka]

I've been missing you.
how the sun played with your hair.
how the corners of your mouth crinkled as you smile.
the thunderous sound of your laughter
the steady calming rythm of your heartbeat.
the love you showed for your kids.
I've been missing your voice.
missing the color of your eyes.
how they pulled me in until I was in your soul
safe and secure.
I've been missing you
those seconds when you made me feel proud.
when you said I was worthy and special.
I miss the jealousy I felt because she had you and I didn't.
I miss the scar near your heart.
because mine is almost gone.
I've been missing you and the way you made her happy
testament that love exist, and is not a dream
I've been missing the smell of leather and oil.
the raspy stupid kiss on the cheek, stupid beard.
I've been missing you my love
don't you miss me back?