The song remains the same

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Tittle: The song remains the same
Universe: Supernatural
Author: Kali
beta not yet
gender: Family
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam WInchester, Castiel and mention of others
rathed; G
Spoilers: No
Summary: There is only one Song for the Winchesteres, and there will alwys be the same.

A/N: I use to think in the craziest things while preparing for Stress, this one came after I ead tumblr post:
I JUST THOUGHT OF DEAN VISITING CAS IN THE MENTAL HOSPITAL AND HE LAYS IN THE BED HOLDING CAS SINGING HEY JUDE TRYING TO CALM HIM DOWN.
asssbutt:

Dean passed the door and hisheart broke, he'd give alost anything in the world for the guy tied to that bed, he'd give everything to take back his words, his accusations, until he saw the clear eyes clouded with pain and fear.

"Hey.." the only word his dry troath and chapped lips formed, he wasn't coherent enough to understand anything else, fighting his tears got close, the doctor called, told him he had a bad day and worst night, screaming that someone or something was ripping his flesh apart and spent the night shuting calling for him.

"I'll leave you two alone..." said the woman who drove him to the room, and Dean got close wishing the eyes at least could focus on him.
"dean." the whimper that left those lips finally caused the tears to fall, and Dean held him close "he said he'd kill you, he said... " tired eyes turned to a side, to the small table
"is he here? now?" and the sick one nodded
"he's been singing metallica since yesterday, and he said he had you... and he..." his hand traveled to hold Dean's sleeve "please... don't go" and sobbed "I'm afraid".Dean wrapped his arms around the other man's shoulders and pulled close
"don't be, I'm here now, everything will be alright while I'm here..." but the sobs didn't subside, instead he stiffened and cringed scared.
"what? what is he doing?" the head hiding in his chest mumbled
"He's screaming... damn megaphone..." Dea's hands traveled to his ears and blue eyes opened focusing on green ones
"Shhh... " a shadow on the door's small window called his atention "I'm here. yuo'll be fine, he can't hurt you..." moved back to the headboard to rest his head against it pulling the lighter man with him "calm down Cass... I'm here" turned to the door and saw his brother there, it used to work with Sam, "we vanquished a inari demon..." he said "nasty creepy spider bitch... I get to use a ninja sword..." Cas whipered agasin and Dean started rocking him again. "what happens..."
"he's showing me Sam's head..." whimpered Castiel "tell me Sam is okay..."
"he's fine... he's just fine... look he's outsude the door" But Cas didn't moved his head telling he only saw souls in pain out there "close your eyes Cas, I'm here, I'm here you'll be fine..." and Cas started sobbing again.
Dean kept rocking while singing Hey Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder
Na na na, na na, na na na na


until Cas fel asleep
"Sleep child... you'll be fine" Assured Dean and kept singing.
Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

Hey Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better

And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder
Na na na, na na, na na na na

Hey Jude, don't let me down
You have found her, now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you? Hey Jude, you'll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder
Na na na, na na, na na na na, yeah

Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better
Better, better, better, better, better, oh! and when he feels the weight of his angel friend go heavier, relaxed, more real he starts agau and again for as long as they let him stay in the room.
***
"Your brother is a fucking Saint...." Meg was almost in tears too, she've lost weight and had dark circles under her eyes "is the first time I see Cas asleep since you two left." She sagged and held Sam's arm breathing deep almost in tears.
Sam, he just feels guilt and sorrow, he's ashamed to admit he's reliefed he's not in Castiel's place.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

awww followed you from tumblr.
this is very sad, but liked it

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thanks!! there's moe tories if you check around