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with my EE ROTK on... I saw coments, secenes, credits and the movie TWICE!!! I didn't even get up to go to the bathroom lol.
ok, about something weird, I really needed to see LOTR like that because I didn't want to think about my dream, and you know, my brain go death when I'm watching/reading/listening LOTR.
about the dream: I was going out of my parents house and found a black dude (I don't know who he is) he was my classmate and we went to collegue, we had a great day at school and came back home, then the next day we found each other again on my way to get the bus, I then noticed I wasn't wearing my glasses and went back home, ran all the way back to him again and then we went to class again, but there were something weird like comercial brakes or someting, so in the next frame, we were(me and two couples of friends) on my place, they were on the bedrooms and I had to stay on the hall sitting on the floor lol with a guy named Matt, a GAY guy named Matt, he was great! I must say, sweet and smelling like aftershave and.. home... if you understand what I'm saying, well we held for a while and then we fall asleep, again I had the feeling of a comercial brake because something else happened, but the next image was me on my bed waking up because my mother was shaking my shoulder to tell me that My dad was there and I wanted to get up she told me ' ok, but kep him under the cover, he'll flip out you know...' I got up and ran around for a while as a diversion to keep them away from the bed, they (my sisters and my parents) left minutes latter and I went to the kitchen started the coffee machine and went back to the bedroom and Matt was there, he moved on bed resting on his backand motinoed to me to get close I did and finally fell over him... kissed him for few minutes, his neck, his pecs and stuff.
we held each other for more time and I was affraid to say that I love him, I said something quite stupid instead 'God loves you' and he said 'God loves me... and I love you' I get up and saw his face, he wasn't looking at me, in a way that was so sweet, but the feeling, the warmth, was like one of those Jorge dreams you know? really touching. I couldn't forget the feeling of the arms in the whole day so I really needed something to keep my brain out for few hours, I don't know if this means anything but I wish it does.