is not my fault that my job doesn't let me see him, is not my fault that my life time dream is coming true at the same time i should be worried abou thim, is not fair and is not good.
I'm hurting, and I'm disapointed of how selfish one can be...

in other news sister is doing stupid stuff and Daniel is waiting to know if he's a father or not, is not lik eI only have him to worry about.

love his hew haircut thou.

off to bed, another on-call tomorrow and then on sunday and then on monday too...