Karen

[szarabasjka]

she's one of my new friends, was my partner early this semester and now she's missing....
the last time I saw her was last friday and most of the guys said they didn't saw her for at least two weeks, that's why she was so freaked out when she saw me?
anyway, her mum called anothe girl Wendy and she told me this morning (what a mess) I'm speachless why she decided to leave like this?
is she ok?*shrug*
as far as I know she was a total slut and maybe she's having a romantic week with a married guy or something like that ...
yeah...nobody believe it, not even me...
something quiet interesting finally face/off technology is posible
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/health/4484728.stm


Sara (yet another add)
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Cale ended up with the three months of filming and left, came back ten months latter and went back to the school but didn't find jessie.
- sorry but once again he's not here -
- do you know what happened?- the teacher was getting the group ready to a field trip
- His uncle died and we're going to the service...- sighed and lined up the kids.
Cale was shocked, why this kid's life touch him like that?
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After few days at the hospital Charly Baxter went back to home with Ross and Sara, Jessie were waiting with his nanny and a huge cake he helped to bake
- Uncle Charly!! - the kid run to him and hugged him
- hey Jess...- but the simple effort of hold him make him get pale again
-calm down kid!- sid Ross upset- let him rest- Sara and her son look at him until he noted it - I'm sorry, its just...
- its ok.. we understand - charly were smiling to his sister - right? - Sara smiling back nodded and hold Jessie's back
- now he has to rest, and you two..- point to the nanny and jess- are in charge Ross and I have to go out ok?- Ross eyes were glued to charly's
- go on we're gonna be ok- and ent ot eat cake with his nephew.
Sara and Ross had to go to talk with a lawyer, Charly neede to do his will, he made them promise they'll do that as soon as he get home.
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Charly was still weak so he keep working from home
- Hi..- Sara saw him sitting on the couch with a laptop on his lags - what are you doing? -
- Do you remember I always wanted to write your story? - Sara nodded worried
- oh no.. Charly don't you dare...- Her brother laughed and let her read what was on the screen
-I've changed the names and places...- I already wrote it, as a small story three pages, but the main editor told me that I should develope the characters and make it a novel so I'm on it...
- my story, Charly...-Sara sighed- What's interesting on my story, for a Novel I mean...-
- well you fought for your child and against your parents and a famous rampant jerk boyfriend - sara smiled - besides i'm changing the end you know? a little more drama, but a happy ending with a decent guy...- Sara's laugh stoped his voice- What? even an Ice queen as you deserve a happy ending...-
- My Charly.. haven't you noticed? this is my happy ending, here with Jessie and you, and my Job I don't need anything else...- but hide her gaze from Charly
- you mean that you don't want to have someone with you? a man? that means you finally forget Cale? - Sara's eyes snaped open and fix one his - come on Sassy we both know that you never really forgot him... - She shaked her head no - what would you do if you ever see him again?- she opened her mouth and then closed it again and her eyes drifted around the room looking for an answer - like the time we saw him on that Airport, do you remember? I was scared, what if Ross didn't take jessie away... he was just one year old but Cale will see the resemblance, every one could if you were conected to him in any way...-
-Stop charly...- Sara turned her head she was about to cry as all the time when her brother wanted to do this, she wasn't ready to face her feelings
- I'm sorry sassy but I'm a little scared... what's gonna happend when I die? I don't want to left you two all alone, I mean I know Ross will take care of you and you will take care of him but...- a tear crossed Sara's Cheek - Sassy...- Charly sighed - I wish you could finally forgive him, I wish you finally decide and call mom and dad, I wish you... -
- you know I can't... they...-
- That's what I told them, it was really hard for me you know? after almost fifteen years of silence they call me, they find my adress my number just because they want to know about their daughter, their proud... -
- I'm not... I'm sorry charly...- she sobbed, she was crying, Ice Sara was crying - Oh Charly I don't want to talk about this, or Cale, or future... I want to be happy here and now, with you and Ross and Jessie, everything else can wait... -
- no it can't Sass... - he hugged his sister - I was thinking... we should call Deb you know? do we know where is she now? -
- last time I heard of her, she wa on Singapour - both smiled
- If someone told me five years ago that my sister will be a...- Sara laughed - well that's the weirdest thing ever...-
- I knew it...- Charly looked at her 'you did?' writed on his face - She told me when they forced her to the clinic, she told me what she was thinking, and where she was going...- Charly laughed- and when she left she gave me like five thousands dollars... just in case- both were laughing when Jessie's voice came from the Kitchen
- Mum!! we won!!! - Ross were coming just behind
- he scored three times...- Sara hugged jessie and Charly could see His family, maybe Sara was right, that was a family afer all...
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Jessie went back to school after a week, was still worried about uncle Charly but he made him promise not to change his life because of him.
- Jessie!!!- most of the kids on the class were happy to see him, and when one of the girls gave him the pic, Jessie's jaw fell to his knees and blushed when he read the note
- we asked him to sign it for you - said the girl, jessie hugged her
- Thanks!!! - and watching the picture again - uncle Chalry will love this...- for few hours he forgot everything about his uncle.
he once had a dream, Cale Bojan was his father and his mum and Cale were outside of his bedroom smiling, Cale saying how proud of his son he was...
- Jessie are you ready??- his teacher had asked him to read the lesson, he jumped up and start reading, of course he'd never know who his father was.
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Charly was making dinner singing along when the door behind him opened and Jessie came inside
- Hi uncle Chalry...- His voice... Charly knew he was sad
- are you ok kid? -
- yeah... - Charly saw the calendar in the wall and inmediatly understand what was wrong
- father's day again huh? - Jessie changed his mood, uncle Charly always got sad when he asked about his father and even more now with the heart problem.
- its ok, its just Eve is going to a party and I'm not invited... - he lied, the girl who asked for a sign for him was one of his best friends...
- we have to talk about the family...- said charly - you need to unerstand before...- he got quiet and turn to see Jessie
- ok, about what...-
- let me tell you few things, do you know who's your aunt Deb right? - the Kid nodded - and we already mentioned my parents once right - the kid nodded again - well then...where we were? -
- you were telling me about your father... - Charly already told him about their childhood how his father forced them to be as perfect as posible, extra classes and no time for fun, how only Sara seemed to be ok with it and how Deb finally got pregnant and that his cousin never born, and how his grandmother used to humiliate her
- so.. when your aunt Deb run away they become even more strict with your mum, Dad was sure i was hopeless by that time... -
- when you realized you were gay?- asked very maturely
- huh.. I was like seventeen...-
- only five years older than me?- Charly was over the sink pealing potatoes
- yeah.. and well Sassy... she was so perfect... my father gave me the same ultimatum that he used with her- and frowning and with a lower cold tone -' if you can't be normal then you're not my son anymore'- say pointing with the knife - so I simply went to my bedroom and ent back to collegue, he stoped paying my tuition and I got a scholarship to enda up my career, thenI changed my name to Charles Freeman... - Jessie made a gesture of understanding, he never before asked why he had a diferent name - I even made him sign, as judge he had to it was my best vengance ever- he was smiling - well... the problem is that we abandoned your mum alone.. with them, I regret it even today, Deb and I were sure she was stronger and well she is actually - gestured with his head and Jessie chickled - besides she decided when she was a child she'll became a doctor no matter what, I think she didn't had a boyfrined until collegue and jsut for few time, to- and turning to Jessie again- know ho wit feels- both laughed- then focused on her studies, that's why we used to call her Ice Sara -
- and then where she met my dad? -
- oh.. I don't know,she just came one day with you on her belly and said the dumbest thing ever...-
- what? what she said? -
- Charly... I'm pregnant...- both laughed - and we decided that she must move with me and well... few months latter Ross joined us , and one month latter you too - Jessie chuckled again - now I'm writing a book of all that, one day whem you grow up you have to read it, but not until then ok?-
- ok...- answered sure -
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a night a year or so after the diagnosis Sara was holding Charly's arm while he gave a speach on the lauching of his book 'Icy time' they went back to the table
- great Speach uncle charly- said jessie
- yeah - Ross was reading the book - I was reading, you don't realy changed the characters right?
- I did..- charly was laughing
- yes..- Sara laughing- you made me a Pediatritian instead of a surgeon and the father is a singer... that's brilliant...- the three adults were laughing but Jessie looked each other looking for an answer
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