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[szarabasjka]

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Tittle: An offer you can't afford to refuse

Pairing J2

kinks: m/m, anal, non-con, dub-con, h/c, asshole!Jensen, asshole!Jared, whump!jared, protective Jensen, Happy ending.

rape, implied violence, badly written sexy times.
TRIGGER WARNING: in this chapter Violence, character's death (not main)
A/N: I don't even know if it fits as a fill, but was written trying to please the OP.

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Part ONE Part TWO   Part THREE   Part FOUR Part FIVE

Part SIX   Part SEVEN Part EIGHT Part NINE Part TEN
Part ELEVEN Part TWELVE Part THIRTEEN Part FOURTEEN part FIFTEEN
Part SIXTEEN Part SEVENTEEN Part EIGHTEEN

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Jared was taken to a hospital and shared a room with Milo who had several broken ribs and bruises all over his body due the explosion and had collapsed on Alona’s room before she went out with her mom.

They got presents every day, from the family; the girls came to visit and Rachel spent hours whispering with Milo.

Katie came with Kathryn and Osric to greet Milo, and JD entered behind them.

“I guess you’re not that bad.” JD said to Jared. “I heard the Lions had nothing to do with you…. I’m sorry.” Jared nodded ignoring him hoping he’ll leave. “I have a message for you; one of my guys is checking on your dad, he’s fine for now.” He looked down scratching his beard. “But your deal with Jensen is over, he owes you nothing.” He left without saying more.

In a different floor Mr. Ackles was once again walking and decided it was time to go see someone. “It’s been five years Jay...” he let out in a breath. “I beg her to forgive me but she doesn’t even turn at me…”

Jensen looked to the IV line on his arm. “I can’t… she’s there because of me…”

“We never blamed you, it wasn’t your fault; it is a risk for people like us…” and clearing his throat. “Christian heard that a girl, Melissa ran away and had to go to New York, he’s been trying to contact you for days.”

Jensen rolled his eyes. “I threw my phone at Jared’s place and it was acting on me…” he said regretful. “Is he okay?” Christian was okay and had the money back.

“He’s fine and the girl; She got into a musical I heard.” his dad said.

“Good, good!” he said trying to smile. “We should wait and see if Melissa Benoit appears in any news paper.” Both made a sound that was like a fake laughter

It took over a week for everyone to go back home, including Jared. Jensen never went to see him, even if Milo said they knew he had nothing to do with anything.

His house was still a mess, his dad was still in a coma and Chad still hadn’t open. So the envelope with money on a table with a simple;

“This is yours.
-JA”
It was appreciated; it was almost five thousand dollars. Enough until he finds a job, until he takes the reins of his life again.

***

Jensen went back to his usual self; working out with Tahmoh; a guy who actually could hold his ground against Al. then work, then home, no matter what his father said he never again went to see his friends.

Danneel went to his office with her no bullshit face on. “So… Alona said we won’t pay anything else for Jared. Do you know that he’s working for Samantha Ferris, right?”

Jensen shrugged. “I’m done with him, I can’t…” Danni crossed her arms cocking an eyebrow to him. “What?”

“I know that all of us had our times with you Jensen.” She said. “But this kid is different for you, I can tell.”

Jensen cackled. “Yeah... he’s different; I never felt guilt for being with you…”

Danni left with a check and strict orders to follow.

Jared only received one phone call from the Ackles, Samantha called offering him a job; it was easy and paid good money; he won’t be able to go back to school but with it and what Alona gave him his dad would have surgery, even if he’ll pay for it for the years to come.

His dad got better, in weeks he was walking, in less than a month he was almost ready to go home.

Jared was called to McNiven &Harris offices and was given an envelope, it had his name on Jensen’s handwriting and he put it down.

“I don’t want it…” he got up and was moving away.

Julie smiled holding it and offered it again. “I know it feels a bit humiliating…” she said and Jared understood. “But he always means well.”

Jared’s face of disbelief made her blush. “Jared…” Danneel got close to the other redhead. “He always cares for the ones he loves… or loved.”

Jared smiled sad. “Not my case,” he took a deep breath. “If he wants me to get it, he should come to give it to me.”

Jensen was in New York when Danni called. “Could you please pay college for the idiot instead?” he asked but he only had another phone call saying Jared didn’t want to get the papers.

***

“Hey… Aunty.” Alona sat next to her, it’s been three weeks since she killed Stride and Jensen finally had agreed to visit his mother. Alona held her hand but the lady as usual didn’t even turn, Jensen gasped looking at the gray hairs and the bald patches. Alona called him with a hand and let him sit next to his mom explaining things to him.

“Hey mommy…” Jensen said, he was crying already, the lady let out a soft sigh and looked away. Jensen sobbed and bent down to kiss her cheek. “I’m sorry it took me all this time… I’m sorry I didn’t…” he shook his head. “I can’t…” he tried to move but something pulled him back.

He looked down and saw she was holding his hand tight, and was caressing his hand with hers. Mrs. Ackles had tears in her eyes, something she hadn’t done in almost five years. Jensen started sobbing and bent down to hug her. “Hi mom…” she sobbed, still not looking at him but caressing his hair.

Alona couldn’t deal with it; she left the room quietly, they needed time.

***

Jared’s dad was coming back from the garden after his sin had left. He had a limp and his back hurt like hell when he over exercised; like today, Jared had been just too excited about the news.

He was going home the next day.

But he had to stop, he heard someone crying and found a girl, she looked so fragile and sweet, and so heartbroken crying alone in a corner, just outside of the psychiatric patients rooms. “are you okay sweetie?” she startled and tried to clean her face.

“Yeah, Yeah… sorry, I just…” she took a breath. “My cousin Jensen came to see his mom and I can’t…” she took another breath. “I still can’t…” the man was holding her in a paternal hug. “I’m sorry…” she said. “I don’t even know you.” she moved to a side and cleaned her face.

“I’m Gerard Padalecki” the man offered his hand.

“Alona… nice to meet you.” she cleaned her face.

“so your cousin Jensen…?” she smiled  nodding. “if he’s here with his mom, thoe are happy tears?”

Alona shook her head no. “so much happened; I don’t think there will ever be happy tears.”

“Oh but there can be!!” he said. “Just look at my boy, poor thing suffered like nobody else; he was all alone and had to deal with so much!!” he let out proud. “but he’s fine, he just left for work at Ferris’ headquarters, he found friends in all his trouble when I was sick, he found someone who helped him and cared for him; Is going to be like that for you and your cousin.”

“I hope so..”Alona nodded. “Thank you.”

“Nothing to thank sweetie, that’s something I know for sure. I have to go, my big day is tomorrow, I’ll be going home after almost a year here…” he made a little cheer motion with his arms, the left one not as strong as the other, “my Jared is going to be so happy.” He started walking slowly towards his room.

Alona looked at the man and thought about the coincidence. “Al?” Jensen was there. “You okay?”

Alona turned to see her aunt walking on her own, holding for dear life from Jensen’s arm;  no wheel chair needed. “We’re going to the garden.”  Her cousin said with a smile, and the girl nodded with a bright smile and walked with them as Jensen spoke to his mom. She left them alone hearing from a distance. “I bet you’d love Jared, he’s a giant goof; always laughing even when he has nothing to smile for.” Those words resonated in her head as she saw Jensen laughing as she told his mother about pancakes.

“I have to tell you something.” She said when they were going back and Jensen was too quiet to be normal. He hummed as all answer. “Jared didn’t’ take the check…” he turned and nodded with an*I don’t care* uninterested pout. “He said if you want him to get anything, you should give it to him yourself.”

“okay.” He said and went back to look out the window. Alona went back to Colby, Jensen went home alone.

***

Jared opened the door and walked in backwards checking his father’s steps. “Just take it easy…” he said when his dad dragged his left feet a bit.

“I know…” he said and entered his home for first time in a year.

They walked into the kitchen and Mr. Padalecki stood there for a second feeling the emptiness of his missing wife, his entire life had changed. “Oh God…” he said with a deep breath. “I miss her.”

Jared got near him breathing out. “Yeah... it hurts… but at least I got you back.” He smiled as he patted his father’s back carefully and walked to the fridge. “You have to take your medication now…” he sat a glass of water and a bottle for his father when the door bell called. “I’ll get it.” Jared ran towards the front of the house. “You take the pill dad…” he opened and turned smiling to find Jensen standing in the welcome door mat. He gasped so loud Milo behind Jensen frowned. “What are you doing here?!” he let out closing the door a bit so his father.

“I sent you this…” he offered an envelope. “I left it with Julie and Danni…”

Jared snorted not amused at all. “two of your ex’s.”

Jensen smiled. “Not like you care, right?” he said the envelope still extended towards Jared. “This is part of our arrangement, take it.”

Jared just stared at the paper. “No thank you…” his mouth ended open, as if to say something. “I don’t want anything else from you.”

Jensen waved the paper a bit. “This is part of our deal, you already did your part it’s just fair to pay for the disgusting humiliating things I made you do.”

The voice calling Jared from inside startled them both. “In a minute!” hollered Jared and held the door closed licking his lips nervous. “You don’t have to give me anything else; I don’t want to owe you anything else.” He could hear his father’s steps. “You should go, I don’t want him to…” his father was holding the door pulling it open to see who was outside.

“Dad..!”  Jared let the door go and turned to his father. Mr. Padalecki lo0oed at his son and turned to the men outside the door.

“Hello…” he let out and turning to his son. “It’s not polite to have people standing at the door Jared, invite them in.” he waited a beat while Jared was mute out of surprise before he turned frowning to Jensen and Milo. “Are you friends of my son?”

Milo shook his head no; Jensen moved a head saying yes while Jared once more held the door blocking the entrance, even pushing his father a bit. “NO! They came only to say good bye. They can’t stay.” Jensen stood there holding the envelope and looking at Jared half angry and half surprised. Milo bit his lips and looked down.

“That’s right… I just came to end my business with your son, sir.” Jensen smiled charmingly-the bastard- and offered the man the envelope until he held it. “That’s the Last thing I had to give to him.” And turning to Jared without the smile and the charm he added. “Thank you for your effort.”

Milo saw as Jensen turned around and passed next to him. “I-I…” he said letting out a little huff. “I’m going to England with Rachel…” he said blushing a bit. “so this is a good bye for me…” Jared smiled and moved forward as Milo offered him a hug. He had never been cruel or mean to him. “good bye Jared, have a nice life.”

“Good bye; call me when you come visiting, we could go for fast food or something.” Milo chuckled and nodded against him.

“Good Bye sir.” Milo said to Mr. Padalecki and walked away towards a black car; Kevin was there the man’s lips twitched and he waved Jared before climbing on the car.

Jared turned to see his father opening the envelope to find a couple papers. “Dad!!”

“That’s the house’s mortgage…” he said turning to Jared. “What…”

Jared took the papers from his hands. “You’re still recovering, when you’re stronger I’ll tell you.” his father had this look in his face that made Jared feel miserable. “Is nothing illegal dad, I swear, is not like- like anything … he’d do.”

“You promise is nothing your mother would feel ashamed of?”

Jared felt his heart twist at that and lied. “No, she wouldn’t.”

Jared slept that night for first time in almost a year as if he had no worries in the world. He slept so deep he never heard when his father entered his room and took the papers from the folder where he tucked the envelope in without even reading the papers

He found the mortgage paid in full, his hospital fees covered in 75% and a receipt from Stanford; *tuition covered for three years* it said and the man had his mouth open.

One last piece of paper was there.

“Two times I told you I’ll give you back your house, and I keep my word. The rest is yours; you earned every penny.
JA.”

Mr. Padalecki had seen that name before, he was sure; but his memory was not what it used to be so he walked back to his bedroom and went to sleep. The second Jared left him for physical therapy he went looking for the man who’s name and address was written all over the papers he found the night before.

***

The new secretary a tiny redhead opened the door. “Jensen?” she said as she helped someone in. “This gentleman is looking for you.”
Jensen looked up frowning, he had no appointment and this lady should know better than letting… it was Jared’s dad and Jensen felt his stomach drop, did something happened to Jared? Does this man knew?

“May I sit please…” the man offered, he looked exhausted; sweating profusely and panting. Jensen moved fast throwing some papers from his desk to help the man into a chair as he ordered Ruth to bring some water

When the man was sitting and he had drunk some water Jensen finally spoke. “What can I do for you?”

The man put the glass down. “Look kid… I’m gonna be blunt here…” he took a breath and crossed his fingers on his lap. “I want you to tell me what kind of business you have with my son, Jared.”

Jensen should have known that was the question, it shouldn’t be such a surprise. “I-I” he faltered and Mr. Padalecki noticed. “I offered him a job…”

The older man took a breath and looking at Jensen’s hands; scraped knuckles; bruises still fading. “Jensen… can I call you Jensen?” The man said and Jensen wanted to say no; who this man thought he was coming here after so long, after leaving Jared vulnerable and alone, in charge of so much, how he dared not to be in his office and just call him by his given name.

“Sure…” he let out slapping himself in his head.

“Let’s don’t disrespect one another.” He said using his no-bullshit dad tone. “I knew Jeremy; my son was no good, and if you hadf anything to do with him…” Mr. Padalecki just shook his head looking at Jensen like you look at the dog shit on the sidewalk. “you are by far not what I want around my son, I respect the fact that you are your own man, and a decent one… apparently;” the words hit Jensen like a slap. “But Jared is so different from his brother, he needs to be sheltered, protected. I’m not going to turn away from this like I did with my eldest, I’m going to put an end to this association before is too late. I’m going to defend and protect my son, even if it costs my life; I’m going to keep him away from you and from your kind.” he finished with an arm raised a finger pointed to Jensen.

Jensen sneered; his jaw tense, in any other time he’d have that finger cut from the man’s hand. “Jared doesn’t need to be protected, sir.”  Jensen said looking at the offensive digit. “He was given the shittiest hand in the game and he never backed down. Never broke down. And he came out of it stronger.” He blinked what did he just said? “So don’t come here threatening me as if you had anything on me. I helped your son when you –his family- left him vulnerable. And your son bailed on him; I am not proud of what I did.” He let out. “But I did my best to protect him and help him when I could. I even took care of the guy that hurt him before we met, before we were associated in any way, that much I cared for him; even before he was important to me.” Mr. Padalecki looked at him surprised. “You want to talk about respect? I respect your son enough to part ways. You don’t have to worry, yesterday I was just finishing business with him; we are no longer associated in any way.”

The man in front of him scrunched his eyes. “One might think you’re cold and heartless, kid… you are not.”

“I’m not a kid…” Jensen said. “I won’t get close to Jared, just make sure he finish college and… and make sure he’s happy, he deserves it.”

Mr. Padalecki nodded and struggled to get up without help. “I will… you should tell him thought.”

Jensen frowned fighting his curiosity. “Tell him?” the older man turned facing Jensen and smiled a fucking condescending smile.

“You’ll figure it out yourself. When you’re ready, just make sure is not too late.”

Jensen was left behind cursing the man, he was just like Jared; always knowing more than what he let see.

***

Jared had a small heart attack when the nurses told him his dad never got there for his therapy.

“Calm down…” Mr. Padalecki said from a bench near the parking lot when Jared gets there hyperventilating desperate. “I had to go somewhere else.”

Jared didn’t hear a thing he just hugged his dad. “don’t do that ever again!!”

His dad laughed and patted him on the back. “I had to do things, I went to see that guy Jensen.”

Jared felt his stomach twist. “Why?”

The same slanted eyes he had looked at him. “I remember when I got sick again, you came running scared and hurt, there was blood in your shirt and your face, and you said we had to go away, from Jeremy’s enemies, from Jensen.” Jared gasped. “I had to see if he was a risk for you, for us…”

Jared looked down, ashamed of what Jensen might have said. “and…?”

His father pulled him in a hug. “That guy is a manipulative asshole; that much is obvious…” the man said. “But there’s no doubt he loves you.” Jared gasped and moved away.  “DAD!!!”

The soft smile on his face confused Jared. “I see the way your face changes when you talk about him; you don’t trust him, but you love him, I can see it; just like I could see your mom loved me.”

Jared smiled sad and bitter. “You’re wrong, he needed some services from me, and the second I ended them he decided I was not good anymore…” he tried not to blush, but the heat in his face was obvious. “That’s all…”

“His feelings are his problem, but you never denied yours.”

Jared smiled and rolled his eyes. “I’m not gonna be all girly and tell you how his perfect eyes are … or how safe I felt in his arms or…” his voice cracked. “how he always blushed a bit when I was close.” He cleared his throat, “nothing I can change anyways…”

“He asked me to help you be happy.” Jared finally smiled. “I will, if he never again gets close to us.”

***

Alona was sitting next to Jensen on their way back from their last New York trip, the families had gathered and Jensen as the successor went to pay his respects.

“So… are you going to tell me why you became a freaking hermit?” they were going home early because Jensen refused to attend to a party thrown in honor of Rachel and Milo.

Jensen had his eyes closed and had his head on one of those absurd neck pillows. “Learn to be Lonely…”

Alona perked on her seat. “What?!”

“Shhh… need my beauty sleep…” he mumbled; eyes scrunched and turned on his side.

“NO!” Alona took his pillow. “Tell me what is that supposed to mean.”

Jensen let out a sigh and looked at her. “I just have to do it, look how good it went, my mom, you, the…” he looked at her middle. “Everyone else…” with a shrug he settled again. “I understand what my dad was saying; learn to be lonely, so no one gets hurt.”

“You are an idiot!!” Alona threw the pillow at him. “It’s not an order to be the epitome of forever alone!!” she took the pillow and hit him again. “It is supposed to mean you don’t have to be with someone, that being alone is not being lonely!!” she made a frustrated sound. “You never understand anything!!”

“I’m…”

“Shut up! I and you are the perfect example. We thought we were perfect for each other but we were together and doing… stupid stuff too early because we were afraid of being alone. That’s not reason enough to be with someone.”

“Oh…!” Jensen frowned.

“Oh? OH?” Alona started hitting him with the pillow making the stewardess look at them as if they were insane. “You are such an idiot!!”
Once Jensen understood that it only took him a couple days to be dragged to Jared’s house at night.

Jared turned the light on and found Jensen sitting on a chair. “Jesus Christ!!”  he said holding the counter as he bent a bit breathing hard.

“Sorry, I had to wait until your dad went to bed…” Jared made a face and hummed as all response. “Are you going back to school?” Jared was about to say no. “Don’t let whatever I did wrong get in the way; when I met you… I just… I’d have helped you either way... I mean, even if we never… I was going to help you.”

Jared scoffed. “What about Jeremy?”

“Before that.”Jensen raised his hands. “I just had too much in my plate and did everything wrong.” He let out a dark chuckle. “I know you only felt humiliated and disgusted… but.”

“Okay…” Jared interrupted; he was still holding the counter not trusting himself near Jensen, after the night they had sex this was the first time they were alone and the urge to just get there and kiss him was overwhelming. “I will take your offer but you have to go.”

Jensen got up and moved closer. “There’s one more thing…” Jared flinched away; Jensen gulped the I’m sorry; he couldn’t breathe; his feet felt like lead and his heart was hammering so hard it made him think on one of those silly cartoons where the character’s heart beats out of their chest. “About… about our deal…”

“I already forgot that, don’t worry… ”

“…oh.” Jensen let out his hands curling in fists at his sides. “I get it, but it was more than a deal for me… by the end.” He turned on his heels and marched out.

Jared stood there mouth open. “I can’t believe I have a son that can’t reach for his love!!” his father was at the door. “Go after him, say you love him and work things out from there.”

“He just…”

“He just said I love you; how come you’re that smart and missed it?!?!” Jared looked at his dad. “Not everyone has the chance of love Jared, don’t miss out this chance.” And biting his lip let out a piece of information. “He said he dealt with the guy that hurt you at school.”

Jared gasped and turned to the door. Herbert went missing because Jensen?

***

Jared made dinner and prepared everything for his dad to go to bed. “Jared…” his father tried to hold his hand. “Please don’t wait, he loves you and you love him too, go to him!!”

Jared took a breath. “That won’t work; Is not that simple between us.”

His father laughed. “It could be; if you fight for it, at least be honest, whatever happen… it’s not gonna be worst than now.” Jared nodded. “Now, go; you’re going back to school in a week, you better have this done with by then, I’ll be fine for a while… or for a night…”

Jared laughed but he decided it. He went out, got into his dad’s car and drove to Jensen’s house. The doorman looked at him and rolled his eyes not saying anything when he ran into the elevator. Jared knew he’d let them know Jared was there.

He ran out of the elevator and knocked on the door, his plan was to kiss Jared as soon as the door opened; but his resolution was flaking and he turned around to gather str4enght; the door opened and he turned moving ahead. Hands forward and ready to grab Jensen but it was Samantha. Jared let out a squeak of surprise and Samantha smiled. “Hello Jared… how may I help you?”

“I-I want to talk to Jensen…” Samantha opened the door and told him Jensen was at his office.

Jared marched to that door where Alona told him she was with Jensen, that’s something he didn’t consider; the place where he begged
Jensen to take him. The surprise at the voice of Samantha calling for Jensen almost made him jump out of his skin. “Jared is here!!” she said and Jared closed his eyes, what a stupid idea it had been.

Jensen appeared at the door, holding a paper and looking as perfect as usual. “Hi..” he said out of breath and cleared his throat.

“In case you mind I’ll be in the kitchen… where I can’t hear anything…” Samantha left and Jared knew he was blushing.

“I almost kissed her…” Jared said giggling

Jensen looked tired. “what happen? Did you need anything? Is your dad okay?”

“The disgusting humiliating bit? The words you keep repeating?” he said with a smile, “were about Herbert.” Jared smiled. “You know? I thought you were an asshole, I really do, but you did something for me before all this, right? Before the bet, and the deal and everything…”

Jensen nodded. “The teacher? Yes, I wish I had been more in control, but Mark… ” he said shrugging. “He got carried away and left him so badly beaten he’s still unrecognized in Alabama.”

Jared gasped. “He’s alive?” Jensen moved one step closer.

“Say the word and he won’t be anymore.”

Jared smiled. “That’s the creepiest and the sweetest thing…” he chuckled. “I fell in love with the guy who took me out of breakfast, without us sleeping together.” Jensen blushed. “The one that looks like a fucking model and still blushes.” Jared smiled. “if you have me…”

“Shut up!” Jensen moved ahead and kissed him.

Is not perfect, is messy and not everything is clear, but loves is like that.

The end.
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That's it, I'm done, thank youfor you patience, your time and your nice messages.
hope you liked it, even if -as usual- I got carried away creating a giant boring universe for a simple prompt.
and please Pray for Nice tonight.

Comments

[liverpool46.livejournal.com]

I love the ending. It was perfect. Not boring at all.

[szarabasjka.livejournal.com]

awww, lol. Thank you!!
I kinda feel it doesn't really FILLS the propmpt but I only write what the muses send.

thank you for reading and commenting, you're very sweet.