MEME FILL: The Dragon And The Fairies 3/3

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Tittle: the dragon and the fairies

FILL to THIS PROMPT

Author: Kali

Kinks: H/C, PTSD, abused Jared, injuried Jensen, protectiveJensen, daddy Jared. Domestic violence, attempted underage non-con, mentioned (adult) non-con. Mentioned anal, mutual hand job, caring, angst.

Warnings: mentions of violence against minors, possible triggers for suicidal ideation.

Pairing: J2, Jared/OMC

A/N: sorry, all angst no really kinky, but I hope you enjoy it.
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Part TWO
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Jared was finally convinced to get his GED, and Jensen was forcing him to study every night.

And the day came, Jensen got at the store early to take the girls to the movies so Jared could finally take the test.

“Daddy!!” Alona ran to him and hugged Jensen; he couldn’t do more than stare open mouthed to the girl as Alaina ran to them too calling his name.

Back in the store Jared was smiling as he saw Jensen holding both girls and walking to the ice cream stand near the door.

“He’s so much better than he was… and it’s all because of you…” Christian was at his side with a smile. “Thank you.”

Jared blushed hiding his eyes, yea Jensen was better, even the employees stopped running away from him. “He deserves to be happy; I just hope we’re good enough for him.”

Christian smiled. “Years of setting dates and meetings for him and he found himself a boyfriend… I hope he’s treating you right too.” Jared blushed harder.

“Yeah, he’s perfect… ”

“Damn stupid gentleman, I know…” Christian said. “So what are your plans for Monday?” Monday? Jared thought, what was on Monday? Christian apparently saw his confusion. “It’s his birthday, didn’t you know?”

Jared felt the world collapsing on him, it was Jensen’s birthday and he never cared to ask the date, and he had nothing for his boyfriend.

Jensen got close and bent forward to kiss Jared. “Hello sweetheart...” he mumbled against his lips.

He went in panic mode instantly when Jared didn’t even looked at him. “What happen? Are you okay?” Jensen’s hand was already on Jared’s side and the gesture was overwhelming for Jared.

“I’m fine, just… nervous…” Jensen let out a sigh as he caressed the girls at his side and kissed Jared’s forehead.

“It’s just a test… and you’re going to ace it…” he waved to Christian and held Jared’s hand and kept walking with the girls at their side licking happily their ice cream cones.

Jared did a very good job with the test to say the truth, and since he left early he ran into a pawn shop with the only thing he had that was worth something, his ring, and the ruby was real; lets give credit to Christopher for that at least. And quite expensive, but it had to be autentified and it’ll take a couple days, and then… the computer made a sound and the guy from the shop bent to read the screen.

“Sorry man, it’s been reported as stolen, I’m not interested.” the man showed him the bolo and Jared went out in a hurry. His past was catching up with him.

He got into the apartment and heard voices from the girl’s bedroom. “Stop it Jay!! You’re hurting her.” Alaina said desperate. “OWWWW!!!” Alona’s voice sounded.

“Stop moving and it won’t hurt…” Jensen’s voice was heard as Alona was whining.

Jared ran into the bedroom in complete panic, he entered stamping the door against the wall to find Jensen combing Alona’s wet hair, she was the first to speak.

“Papa… Jay is hurting me!!” Alaina was sitting next to them her hair also wet and tussled by the towel.

Jensen rolled his eyes at the end of his patience. “I tried with the spray but is not working…” he turned to Jared and saw he fear in his eyes. “What?” the first tears fell from Jared’s eyes and Jensen understood just fine what Jared thought was happening.

Jensen let out a short bark of laughter; He got up and gave the brush to Jared. “I wouldn’t hurt them… ever.”
Jared wanted to say it; wanted to say that he knew but he couldn’t.

The girls cried and begged and cried for Jensen to come back, and then for Jared not to touch them. It was the first time Jared had to put them in time out.

That Friday Jensen went out and came back at morning, drunk for first time in the year they were together, he slept in the couch for a week until Jared begged him to come back to bed. “I didn’t mean it… it’s just, I’m… I can’t control it.”

Jensen kissed his tears away. “I know, but you have to trust me… I won’t hurt you or the girls ever, you hear me? Ever, I’ll kill for you.” He said kissing his lips. “I’d die for you… just don’t leave me.”

It sounded so final, so real it scared Jared that he could actually die. He had to bite his lips so the words won’t come out. “I love you.” He repeated once Jensen was asleep, just to see how it felt.

***

Jared was checking out a man who bought beer, a camping lamp, and four boxes of .48 bullets. “145.50, sir… ” he raised his eyes to the man’s face and saw Robert, Christopher hunting buddy.

“Hey there bitch…. Look at you, parading your ass around… how is Christopher?” and looking into Jared’s hands. “Where is your ring? And those  pretty girls of you? Are they around?” he had a dirty menacing smile on his face, since Jared was calling attention with how stiff and nervous he was the guy took his stuff and walked out leaving a wad of bills on the counter. “Good to see that pretty tight ass around... What a nice surprise.” He mumbled as he left the checkout line.

Jared sat on the floor hyperventilating and crying, Aldis had to get Jensen to help him, and even then Jared just held him and cried without saying anything.

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Jensen set him in bed and let him cry, put a cold towel to his neck to help him calm down and cooked dinner for the girls, the bus will arrive any minute now.

Watching Jared in bed, crying without control without explaining what was wrong, without letting him close, Jensen feels lost and miserable, maybe all this was a mistake; maybe Jared never wanted him.

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“Papa?” the girls got in the room. “Jay says you’re sick…” Jared cleaned his faced and raised his head from the pillow.

“I’m fine, it’s just a bug; I’ll be fine very, very soon.” What a lie, he should tell Jensen about this, about everything.

“Jay made stew for dinner… you should come eat with us…” Alona asked.

He had to face the music, right? He knew this was not permanent. Now he had savings, every penny Jensen didn’t let him spend was saved for this, to run away again.

But, why now? Why when he faced his feelings; he loved Jensen and the idea of leaving this place broke his heart.

He got up and walked to the bathroom, washed his face and looked himself in the mirror; he let out a sigh and moved to the kitchen.

“Are you feeling better?” Jensen didn’t ask anything about the reason of his tears, he just sat him down and kissed his head, as if he were a child and then served him dinner while the girls were chatting nonstop about the field trip they’ll have on Friday, only two more days.

“I don’t think is a good idea…” Jared said without preamble. “I think we’ll go to a different place on Friday, just you and me.”

Jensen dropped his fork and turned to him.

“Wanna tell me what that was about?” Jensen asked as soon as he checked the girls were asleep, Jared was folding laundry on the den, every now and then cleaning his face from fresh tears.

“He’s coming after me, I have to go; I have to keep them safe…”

Jensen moved closer holding Jared’s hand. “Who?”

When Jared found his eyes he knew he was making a giant mistake. “Christopher… his friend came into the store today, he knows I’m here…”

Jensen held his hand. “You don’t know that for sure…”

Jared shook his hand free. “I have to go…”

“I’ll defend you, I’ll keep him away…” Jared shook his head no as he cleaned more tears and snot. “I’ll kill him…”

Those were major words, and Jared knew Jensen could do it. “we knew this was not a permanent arrangement. “

Jensen gasped and got up. “Arrangement?”

Jared had started and some cruel part of his soul wanted to make Jensen react, beg him to stay, but he just accepted it, why he never shouted, never showed all his cards? Why he never fought harder for him? “Yeah, we were alone, we had sex, and we both enjoyed it, not like we were to marry or anything, right?”

Jensen moved closer tried to hold Jared. “I guess that’s why you never said it, huh?” Jared freed his arm. “I thought, you were just still healing, I shouldn’t pressure you, you’d come to it on your own…” and with a sad smile. “You never felt it…”

Jared knew exactly what he was talking about. He just kept going. “I’ll have things packed in a couple days, I’d rather don’t have to leave stuff behind this time, please try to not upset the girls.” Jared closed the door and leaned on it, more and more tears fell from his eyes with every second Jensen didn’t come to tell him he’d be there for him. Or begged him to stay, even ask him, or even say he’d like it. Anything! Anything, but not this silence.

“Just so you know…”  Jensen said against the door. “I’d have waited all my life for you to say it.”

Jensen checked the girls and woke them up softly, “I have to go for a day or two, okay? Be good and always remember I love you both.” He said as he kissed and hugged them both. “Do as your papa says, okay?” and kissing both girls again in the hair he smiled hiding his eyes.. “You made me human again… thank you.”

Alona held his head. “You’re my dragon Jensen; you’ll always be there to help me, right?”

Jensen sobbed. “I will; for as long as I live.”

He left the apartment with only a small duffel bag, his papers, his uniform and his hand gun, Jared made him brave, and finally he could end all this. No more pain.

***

Jared started looking for a car, he set the date to leave to five days from the night he saw Robert. He told Christian and let the school know too.

“What? Why?” Christian had to get up from his chair and stammered before adding. “What about Jensen? What did he said?”

Jared looked around, not really wanting to have this conversation. “He left… he’s… we’re not living together anymore.”

“Really???” it was the surprise what made him watch. ”after all he did!!??” Christian snorted. “He practically forced me into opening a position for you here…” he said not looking at Jared. “And he even told me to offer you his apartment…”

“He told you?”

Christian gasped a little, and blushing explained himself. “Yeah, he texted me that first night, Alona had told him you were sleeping in the bus, right?” Jared spent a moment considering that information. “He’s the other owner, you know? From this place; the entire town was dead when we came back, most guys from here went to Alfghanistan and too few came back sane enough. But it’s quiet and calm and it was perfect…” Jared just nodded, now after all this time he saw how much Jensen did for him.

He felt like shit, right there he’d beg him to take him back, if he knew where Jensen was.

He didn’t expect Christopher appearing on Friday, when he already had everything packed; on their last minutes in the apartment.

Jared was waiting for the pizza delivery as he wrote a note for Jensen, when the bell rang he just opened without checking; he was sure it was the food.

“There you are bitch…” he pushed Jared into the apartment kicking the door closed, he had a scar on his forehead, and a line clear of all hair on his head. “A year bitch, 12 months without knowing where you were, where did you took my girls.” He said punching Jared in the face. “I was worried sick, while you were banging some freak.” Jared let out a whine when Christopher held him by the hair. “I guess you’re not good at it since he left you too, huh?”

“Papa!!!” Alaina shouted and then gasped.

“There you are…” Christopher said faking happiness. “I missed you baby… where’s your sister?” Alaina ran into the bedroom and closed the door; Jared had told them to do that when they were having adult games –as he called them- They could hear as Christopher hit Jared over and over.

“You’ll pay for this… ” Christopher said pointing to his scars. “Look at this!!” he said pointing to his left eye lid a little droop because the scar ran through the side of his face.

Jared fell to the floor once more groaning and spitting blood, he had to endure this, he had to protect the girls, he had to…

“You think you can keep me from tasting them?” he whispered into Jared’s ear, almost on top of him. “First I’m gonna make you remember who you belong to.” His hand rubbed Jared’s ass. “What a real man feels like…” Jared could feel his husband was half hard already, and it disgusted him. “And then I’ll make you watch while I break them in…” Jared tried to fight then throwing his head back as hard as he could against the other body, his head hit something hard and he felt the crack of something and a wet drip fell on his hair.

“Bastard.” he mumbled remembering Jensen’s words Christopher groaned and staggered.

Inside the room Alona and Aliana had opened the window and jumped out to the fire escape. “What do we do?” asked Alaina, Alona took her sister’s hand. “We don’t have a dragon anymore…”

“Aldis said he’s a hero, right? Let’s bring him so he can help papa.”

Alaina climbed down a couple steps of the ladder before she looked down and froze. “I can’t…”

“Yes you can!!”

Alaina started crying. “HELP!!! HELP ME I’m going to fall…” she sobbed as Alona moved to holds her hand.

Jared got up; Christopher was holding his bleeding nose. “You have a dead wish… worthless piece of shit!!” Christopher produced a knife and ran to him.

***

Jensen spent two days rolled up in the giant couch in the back of the garage; the entire place was filled with toys and memories of Jared and the girls. The one time they had sex on that same couch, and Jared caressed his hair until he fell asleep, in Jared’s arms.

The one time the girls covered everything in glitter and they left a path of glowing stuff all the way to the store much to Christian’s dismay.

The one time he had a flashback so hard he holed up in the office for six hours without control and Alona had come to him with a white feather and a smile to ground him, just as he does when is her turn and she needs a glass of chocolate-y milk and a song.

The onetime Alaina hugged him after they finished her science project and said she wished he was her Daddy. How could he finish things with so much around? He drank, and smoked for first time on over a year trying to numb the need to go back and beg, crawl and beg for Jared to let him protect them, for them to stay.

The first night out of the apartment he took a shower, he got everything ready and set and cleaned his gun as usual, mechanically, but when he had the metal against his face he couldn’t do it.

So he sat near the darkened glass, looking at the apartment in the building just three houses down across the street. And he decided, the day the lights were off the whole night… that would be the night.

That day he sat, and immediately his hand went searching for his bottle, he had no idea what woke him up. Until the morning he heard Alaina’s voice. “Help!!!”

He was out of the garage in a split second and got there in time to hold the girl falling from the stairs, Alona waited only the time it took for Jensen to hug Alaina and put her down and then she jumped into Jensen’s arms.

“Jay, go help Papa… dad is not dead… you have to make him go away.”

Jensen turned up to the ladder. “Hurry…” Alaina begged he’s hurting papa…”

“Go to the store, tell anyone there, and then go to the shop and stay there,  lock the door and do not open unless it’s me or papa, okay?” the girls nodded, he was jumping already and went into the apartment by the window the girls had used.

He got into the room in time to see Jared falling back, blood covering his arms and his chest where he had stopped the knife attacks. “Jared!” Jensen said jumping ahead.

Christopher saw Jensen and turned to Jared. “You whore.” before he could move Jensen stood in the way, not as tall as Jared, but obviously better trained. “so you’re the one this useless bitch is offering his ass, huh?” and pointing the blade to Jensen. “I’ll leave him useless, he won’t ever go back to you.” Christopher tried to avoid Jensen and attack Jared once more.

Jensen held Christopher by the wrist just above the knife and his other hand flew to his shoulder, in one fast motion the aggressor was on his back, and seeing lights after his head smacked the floor. Jensen took the knife and changed hands to slam the knife in Christopher’s throat. “Jensen!!”

***

Jared had his eyes swollen already, and cuts here and there, blood was spilling from his lips and the cuts all over his cheeks and neck, his hands felt numb and his rib cage was hurting. He was sobbing nonstop since the moment he saw his girls running scared. What was the point? No matter what Christopher will always find him.

Jensen’s voice was there; he saw the dark shadow slamming his husband on the floor he noticed it was Jensen, about to stab Christopher. “Jensen!!” he called trying to make him stop.

What he wasn’t expecting was Christopher getting a gun from his pants and shooting Jensen in the chest.

Jared shouted, and tried to move, at the same time the door was kicked in and Christian entered running straight to Christopher and kicking him in the face.

“You’re safe now… you’re safe… you don’t have to run…” the blood was covering his chest and Jared held Jensen’s body to notice he wasn’t breathing properly.

“NO… please, please… ” Jared sobbed. “Please no… you have to be with me…”

Jensen smiled. “I’d die for you, I would.” He closed his eyes.

“I love you…” Jared said finally. “Don’t leave me… please…”

The body in his arms moved, shaking in soundless laughter. “At least I lived long enough to hear you…” Jared held him saying he was sorry, he was sorry and he loved Jensen.

Jensen took a shallow breath and his entire body went limp. Jared sobbed and Christian shouted, desperate, begging Jensen to not leave. “I owe you so much.. You can’t leave brother… no!!” he pushed Jared to a side and he went without fight, leaving Jensen on Christian’s arms; the veteran trying his best to help his brother.

“I love you…” repeated Jared closing his eyes, he had lost him.

***

Jared got up as usual, as quiet as possible, got the girls ready and went to the shop three houses up across the street; he opened and waited for the mechanics that worked there since he was in charge.

He hadn’t sleep much, because it was the day, he went downtown in the black muscle car he found in the garage and parked outside the town hall, he picked up some papers, his divorce was now official. And he had paid for it with enough tears and blood, even the night before; he cried thinking about the things he lost because he thought he knew better than his parents, because he ran away instead of standing for himself.

He went to the grocery store and waved Christian showing the papers in his hand.

“I’m happy for you…” he said quietly. “I know of someone else who would love to see those papers…”

“Yeah…” Jared moved into the store and bought pie and flowers, and drove across town through cemetery road but he didn’t stop there.

He first went into a jewelery and sold the fucking ruby ring, and bought something else instead. He came out feeling lighter, finally no ties with the bastard who ruined his life. He was in jail and he’ll rot in there.

But not even a life sentence had given anything back to Jared.

The hospital was very close and he walked to it, Jared had to check on Jensen, the doctor said he’d take the tube today; the shot caused internal hemorrhage, he had a cardiac arrest on the way to the hospital but Thomas Afframian, Hector’s Husband saved him.

“Good morning…” he said bending down and kissing Jensen. “I’m sorry I’m late.”

Jensen smiled and looked at him in the eyes. “How are the girls?” is entire hospital room was covered in paintings and drawings from Alaina and Alona.  Images of him and  them, the time he gave them a piggy back ride and he was in so much pain he had to sleep on the floor.

And the subsequent aggression; since he said he had to carry Christian and that’s why his back always hurts now Alona went to Kane the next time she saw him and punched him on the jewels. “Jensen is my friend; you’re too fat to force him to give you piggy rides!!” –Jared would never stop being embarrassed-.

The one time the girls finally were allowed to see him there and brought rainbow chips cookies.

“Alona is still not talking about the fight…” Jensen rolled his eyes. “I have no idea why she can’t get along with Julie, Alaina adores her.”

“Alona is very smart, something is wrong with that girl... Maybe she’s a demon.”

“Says the dragon…” Jared mocked smacking Jensen’s hand from his hip where it sneaked under his shirt to his bare skin. “Stop finding excuses for her weirdness…”

“She’s perfect…”Jensen had a petulant smile and a pout very much like the girl’s they were talking about.

“Only because she’s just like you..!” Jared said kissing him once more.

Jensen chuckled. “Yeah that.” He finally looked at Jared. “In my defense I love you…” both laughed for a second after Jensen stole another kiss.

“Which remind me…”Jensen moved to put his glass of water on the side table and turned to Jared right the second he went down on one knee? “What happens?” Jared offered him his papers.

“I’m free, the divorce is done…”

Jensen cheered and tried to move so he could hug Jared but the pain didn’t let him. “Come here…” he asked feeling self conscious and weird.

“No.” Jared took something else. “I have to ask you something.” He took the little velvet box from the jeweler he bought earlier. “I wasted lots of time being afraid and not deciding anything, but this time I’ll go after something I want.” He took a deep breath. “Jensen Ackles, would you marry me?”

Jensen gasped. “I was supposed to do that…” and he started crying, shaking his head no. “But I didn’t because… Jared; I’m broken... I have nothing to offer…”

“You’re my daughters’ favorite human, their example, their dragon because you protect them. You’re perfect, you’re everything I want, you’re a hero, you saved me and you gave me everything I will ever need.” Jensen held the ring; it had a dragon on it, with two emeralds for eyes. “And I love you.” After the attack he never again let one day pass without telling Jensen he loved him, it might have started weird and as contentment but it became pure and real love. “I love you; just say yes.” Jensen started crying and fell back on the pillow. “For Christ’s sake... Jensen; say yes.”

The man on the bed nodded and they heard someone cheering; the staff from the entire floor was clapping at them.

The End.
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so yeah, that...

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

I got scaredfor one second, went checking tags for dead¡character.
thanks for sharing

[szarabasjka.livejournal.com]

lol glad you liked it.
I think it made sense, right?

[liverpool46.livejournal.com]

Yay. I loved this!

[szarabasjka.livejournal.com]

glad you liked it.
thanks for commenting.

[ladygreytowers.livejournal.com]

very well done I love this! thank you

[(Anonymous)]

OMG, my heart almost stopped thinking Jensen was dead! Thank goodness for happy endings. I really liked this story. I think your portrayl of PTSD, both Jensen and Jared's, was very realistic.

[szarabasjka.livejournal.com]

awww...*blushes* thank you
gla you liked it! and thanks for your comment.
I tried to make it as real as possible, you cannot pretend PTSD, it had to be done right.
thanks again.