FILL: I don't want your Happy ending 9/?

[szarabasjka]

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Tittle: I don’t want your happy ending.

Author: Kali

Kinks: J2, dub/non con, forced mating, angst, social humiliation, character’s death (not main) redemption, happy ending (there will be more but not for now)

Part eight HERE

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Jared was up early the next morning, yawning tired, he was going to the kitchen door to leave when a guard, tall and blue eyed looked at him with a serious face. “My orders are not to let anyone out. Sir…” he said mockingly.

Jared smiled. “I don’t care; you have a problem with me going out? Go talk to my mate, Jensen.” he pushed the guy to a side and walked out. Who could say no to him now? Jensen said he’d get the license. But he was stopped.

It was another blow off, Alaina shouted, Richard appeared in the most ridiculous candy canes print pajamas, and told Jared to stay there, Jensen appeared again when Richard ordered Cliff to take Jared back to his bedroom. 

“Don’t you dare to touch him.” hissed Jensen getting close to Jared who was again checking his clock. “You okay?” he nodded and bit his bottom lip to stop the tears of frustration. “Calm down, you’ll be fine.” Jared moved behind Jensen as he spoke to his family. “We’re moving back to my pent house this afternoon.” Richard babbled and Alaina tried to give her opinion.

“I don’t give a fuck! My mate is not comfortable here; you wanted me to grow up? Back the fuck off now Dick!”

Alaina rubbed a hand over her clean face, without make up she was a beauty, you wouldn’t believe she was a badass seeing her so sweet and adorable. “Jensen the test takes months, twelve to fourteen weeks, Jay…” she begged.

“Then we’ll live on our own for that much.” He turned around seeing Jared calmer. “I need a car!” ordered looking into Jared’s eyes. “My mate has to go out.”

“Yes sir.” Hodges the new one, Quails replacement moved forward. “Where to sir?” Jensen made his brow move, and Jared half smiled.

“I’m going to 6^th and Irish.” Jared looked at the guard. “To the bakery.”

The day went on, he baked, and since Rachel was feeling better their job was easier and faster, they got everything ready and in place far earlier than usual.

By the time they were getting ready for breakfast Jensen arrived with newspapers, chocolates and flowers and asked for a dozen of sugar cookies.

“Can I have a cup of coffee with you guys?” he asked moving already inside of the store to the more private table set at the back, it was hardly 8 am but a group of girls were there already giggling and whispering, while buying more and more products; one of them moved to Jensen and asked him for a picture, he smiled and hugged them as they pictures were taken before moving back to give the flowers to Rachel, Even Nicky started being nicer to him, Tito wasn’t there, the building had a broken pipe and while two stories were under water the other two had no water at all; Nicky had something prepared for him already, and Jared would take it with him before going back home.

Jensen sat next to Jared while he and his friends chatted about anything and everything, he was content just being there, letting Jared get used to his presence, getting used to the loud voice of his mate when he was confident and happy.

Jared against his better judgment always waited for Jensen and once he was there he couldn’t stop smiling, the first time, right after the second dinner he got the newspapers from Jensen and opened it to find pictures from the gala and of them, one was of his face as Jensen held Kathryn’s hand. “She looked so good…” commented over his shoulder Jensen. “She’s starting to look more and more like Hannah... his mom.” Jared turned to look at Jensen only inches above him when they saw the light of a flash, a guy with a camera was inside the store.

“Can I have a scone?” he asked with a self-satisfied smile on his face as he checked the picture he just had taken. Jared got up giving Jensen the paper and moving to the counter putting the pastry on a Styrofoam little plate and thanking him for his purchase. Rachel charged him as if he were taking the entire batch and put his change in the tips jar without even asking before looking at the guy in the face.

“You wanted it? Aww, you should take a picture of it.” She said with a smile full of sarcastic mirth.

Jensen felt proud of how they got used to the attention, and smiled like an idiot to the pap as he made his way out. Jared once more sat next to him as Rachel did the same commenting she almost felt bad for those guys,

Jared let out a soft gasp as he saw the picture again. “Smitten: Jared Ackles let it all out as he was caught looking at his handsome mate.” Jensen looked at the paper again and groaned.

“You look good on that picture.” Let out as he took his cup from the table.

Jared was reading the rest. “Rumors said he hurt himself on his bakery yesterday in the morning that’s why his mate rushed to see him.” a blurry picture of Jensen bent over Jared’s hand on a small square on a corner made Jared groan “God Bless Couture: Alaina Huffman-Ackles’ words at seeing his brother in law and new mate wearing these amazing matching suits.” Jared chuckled, and then there was a picture of his tie. “You can take the boy out of the honky tonk…” it said. There were more comments about his hair and his shoes.

“I gotta stop buying those…” Jensen took the paper from his mate’s hands and making a ball throwed it into the bin near the door while Rachel clapped.

“Nice shot!” she crowed and they all started laughing.

Jensen made a fake bow. “My public loves me!” he said as they kept laughing. “You should come with us sometime, to one of these things.”

The girls looked nervous and Jensen decided it’ll be a thing; he’d take them to one of the events; even of only for Jared to have them there.

He only had an hour and a half, and even if it meant waking up earlier than ever since college Jensen was happy with his new routine; especially after they moved to their Apartment, as Jensen called it much to Jared’s joy, he finally had an apartment that had no plagues, no leaky faucet, no broken glass, no funky smelling radiator.

This was now their life, by the time Jared was going home to sleep Jensen was going to the office until the night; they had dinner together every day. It was good, even if sometimes they didn’t even say a word.

Having a job wasn’t even hard when you had things to do and people to go back at home.

It was also nice to have someone to talk to in family events, especially in campaign things, because now he really wanted to look his best and Jensen never again drank too much early, he was always around Jared and making sure he had a good time, as in the next event; it was something at the dock, a Sunday morning instead of the usual fancy dinners. Alaina almost ripped Jensen a new one for misplacing the laminated schedules she made and don’t’ call her to RSVP. They only remembered the night before.

Jensen was driving “Have you ever been on a yatch?” asked to Jared just to have the confirmation. “Stay near me and we will have fun.” He explained the basics, where to stand where not to, polite conversation topics, beverages to avoid and then promised he’d take him to the coast house where his father lived. “There’s one we almost never use I bet we can take it for a day or two.” Jared turned to Jensen; the guy was absurd, he just throwed himself head first into this without even thinking. Jared almost felt bad for him.

Justin was there and an over tanned Tom too, Justin had a green eyed boy with him, too handsy and too flirty for Jensen’s liking, he was already halfway over Jared before saying his name, Stephen, he said in a whisper against Jared’s ear; and Tom had a girl Erica, with her green eyes and sweet smile, she was Felicia Day’s friend, vapid and self centered, just like all of them, there’s a saying: Birds of a feather flock together

But everyone was nice and kind with Jared and Jensen felt all warm when Jared laughed at something Erica said.

Jared actually felt good, these guys were fun to be with and Erica told him that if he had time they should go shopping on Monday. “I’ve heard what they wrote about you, the vermin.” She said disdainful. “and I love the Ackles don’t get me wrong, but they’re so infuriatingly beautiful that no matter what they wear the look good, we mortals need more, and deserve better…” Jared looked at Jensen as if asking permission, Jensen made a face and shrugged and Jared agreed to met with her.

“Can I go too?” Stephen asked. “I haven’t tried Justin’s card in almost a week.”

The new friendship went so well that at some point Jensen couldn’t find Jared. “Come on, don’t worry…” Tom offered him another glass. “I bet he’s having fun, I’m impressed on how things went for you two.” He got serious for a second. “I felt really ashamed of what we did, but I couldn’t remember much…”

Jensen remembers parts; he remembers the smell of heat, creamy and sweet and Jared, and when he asked him to stop “please, please, I won’t tell anyone, just… please…” he shook his head getting rid of the memory. “I don’t remember.” He cleared his throat and excused himself as he saw Kathryn and Misha with his father and someone else. Misha was the one who saw him first. “I didn’t know she was coming.” Misha smiled and offered him the small hand.

Jensen were nowhere to be found for the next three hours, not even by Jared, and the family only told him he was around.

The yellow press repotted it, Jared alone and searching for his mate. “Remember how it was before?” an over skinny lady in the ugliest dress said on TV. “He broke many relationships because of indiscretions, we’re afraid that the honey moon is over.”

Jared was about to cry, holding a pillow against his chest, still nothing from the doctor, still no papers signed if Jensen had an affair, he could be left without nothing, just like Richard’s first wife.

No money, no freedom, no bakery, he would have to leave and be the same nobody he was before, no nice clothes or cars or fancy food or… or dancing with Jensen. He rubbed his nose and sniffled as the door cracked open. “Jared?”

Jensen opened the door and got inside. “You okay?” he croaked a yes. “You haven’t said anything to me since Sunday.”

He turned around avoiding Jensen’s face. “I guess you have something better to do.”

The room was silent until he felt the dip on the cushion next to him in the couch. “Nothing is more important than talking to you…”

“You left me… you never left me alone in one of those events…” Jared sniffled once more. Jensen moved closer without really thinking and held him close.

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, did someone say anything? Did anyone were mean or rude to you?”

Jared shook his head. “I was alone.” Jensen chuckled not mocking him but trying to sound comforting, he was just relieved; at least that’s what he explained him. “People were laughing at me.”

“This weekend we’re going to the house, the beach house, okay?” he cleaned the tears from Jared’s face. “I’ll tell you everything.”

Jared fell asleep, to wake up in bed, the warmth of lips on his forehead as he turned to see the door closing and the faint smell of Jensen’s perfume in the room.
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Part 10 here

so, yeah I'll be posting a couple chapters this week.

Comments

[junkerin.livejournal.com]

Thank you for your update!

And don´t worry about crazy people on the internet...

[szarabasjka.livejournal.com]

yeah.. I know nothing is actually happening, I just can't find my bridge into the best part....
I got over the mess that one innocent caused.
thanks for reading and commenting

[junkerin.livejournal.com]

to tell you the truth I haven´t started reading yet. I wait till it´s finished...

[liverpool46.livejournal.com]

An Update! ***Smiling*** all day! Thank you.