FIC: Little Wonders

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Written to fill a simple prompt here that I made a gigantic mess...

Title: Little wonders
Author: Kali
Pairing: J2, Misha/rachel, Danneel/genevieve
Rating: PG 13 for language and depiction of violence against women, mild sexual situations and sexual talk.


It was the 16 of the month and Jared woke up with the wet hot feeling in his lower body, he felt restless, he knew what was that, he turned looking for his mate but Jensen was gone. Sitting on the night stand were a blister of pills, the name on them Tamperex (TM)*heat inhibitors* a box of new bad dragon products and a glass of water with a note:

See you in a couple days,

Love you
J

Jared fell on the pillow sighing angry and horny as hell, already half hard and feeling empty and desperate, he was tired of this, tired of the fact that Jensen was always afraid of getting him pregnant “I’d make a terrible parent… I swear… there’s nothing I could ever teach a kid, besides, what kind of insane God would give ME a child to look after?” he remember that conversation because it was the only one they had that almost ended their relationship. As the only werecat couple in the whole borough, they were always limited, they’d have to move back to Winchester’s pride land if they had kids, and Jensen was so attached to these lands, they had to move, otherwise… how could you explain a pregnant veterinarian? Or babies that could shift into giant mountain lions at will? Jensen wanted to live among regular people so bad, he wanted to feel like a normal person, that’s why he was a ranger, and children were a complication for him. Jared gasped, he didn’t even noticed when his hand moved into his pants, or when he opened the bag and got hold of the toys, the giant one, extra large swamp wyrm on one hand and on the way to his back side, the blunt head of the giant dildo got to his entrance and he felt how his body swallowed the whole silicone organ to the knot. It took the edge of it, but was never like having Jensen with him.

Jared got his dick on his other hand, he started pulling and tugging, thinking about his mate, thinking about how perfect the other were creature was, broad shoulders and muscular back, flat stomach, perfect face, how his eyes glowed bright with lust and desire, how he growled at the touch of Jared’s hole, how his teeth were just a little bit too big and sharper than people’s, just enough to get a hold of Jared’s nape while mating, hmmm… having Jensen in him, barbed dick breaching him, causing delicious pleasure. A glob of slick leaked from his hole, even with the giant fake dick he felt empty, still; Jared came over his hand, as the fertile one he felt frustrated, from the moment he mated Jensen his body was ready for pregnancy, and he was frustrated and feeling like a failure.

He called to his secretary and told her he got the flu, and stayed in bed, he planned on spend all day masturbating, he had this amazing fantasy where Jensen couldn’t control himself and they end up having a sex marathon for the three days of his heat, and then again and again every night, while Jensen praise him on how big and how full he is, how his body changes accommodating imaginary cubs. He could hear in his mind the voice form his lover “so pretty, so perfect” Jensen always called him that “still wanting more while you’re already full of my cubs” he started gasping and moaning, he was hard again and desperate, this time not even the biggest, most obscene dildo could tamper his lust.

Suddenly he heard the door and the smell of mate filled his senses, he wasn’t all conscious, not even sure of what happened, to him it was like floating downstairs to the family room where Jensen was picking up few papers “sorry Jared, I’m just taking a couple reports… remember the murder from last year at the park…” Jensen couldn’t say anything else, Jared was on him kissing him and draped all over him, the heavy scent of heat and come radiating from him “please… Jared, this is not fair… we could really mess things up if you can’t control yourself…” and holding his lover’s hand pushed him away. “Thanks God we don’t have neighbors”

Jared sighed, too horny to care “how could we mess anything? We’re mates, we have enough to have a litter, it could be just one… we don’t really know…”
Jensen sighed serious and shaking his head to clear his thoughts of the instinct that pulled him to Jared, his body urged him to throw Jared against the closest surface and fuck him senseless, but he was more than his biology “we have jobs, we have a life, we don’t need cubs right now, could you stay home every fucking day now on? Could you be okay with having tits?”

Jared groaned and moved closer once more “yes… and once you see them you’ll be okay with them too…” and moaned wantonly
Jensen was reaching the end of his rope “Oh.. Man get a grip” and pushed Jared away breathing hard, he needed space or else he’ll just do what nature commanded with more strength than ever.
“What’s wrong with you?” shouted Jared “Are you really this selfish? Would you rather have your loved normal, human boring life than a baby with me?” and raising his arms “it’s been six years Jensen, and I don’t have forever, you know? I’m a male, if you haven’t noticed and male fertiles only have five, maybe eight years to have babies before it’s too risky…”
Jensen sighed “we’ve discussed this already… and is not an option… I don’t care about how many kids you baby sat for other couples in your pride, here, there’s none, do you really want to live this place? We have a good life here…”
Jared was losing patience and objectivity “is it me? Am I not good enough? Am I just a game or something?” and turning “I bet you’re planning on going back to Danneel when the time comes for you, when you really want babies”
Jensen laughed, HUGE mistake “you’re always so dramatic! This has nothing to do with you being a male, I just don’t want to waste the best years of my life changing diapers and cleaning vomit, is that so hard to understand? Your kind is always so desperate to tie guys around with a string of babies…” Jensen couldn’t even finish his sentence; Jared left the house and ran to the woods. The house they lived in was at the very edge of the city, they had privacy so in certain nights, when their nature called they could ran into the wild, hunt and share their animal form, the only thing they had to worry about was the border, there was so close, the Khari border, a different pride lived there and they were not as friendly with regular humans than the Winchester’s.
Jared knew the border like the palm of his hand so once he got into the back yard and shifted he ran to the forest, not caring he was a fertile in heat running in the wild where any fit alpha could mate him by force.

Jared was so pissed he spent the night on a tree, rubbing his body against the hard bark, and mewling desperate for anything that could fill him. The second day he wanted to shift and go back home but the smell of another shifter, virile and full of testosterone had him almost crazy he had to pretty much claw the tree he was in to the pulp to stay where he was, he was considering calling for Jensen, realizing what a bad idea was all this.

The second night he finally had a moment of clarity and could shift into human form to eat some berries, he was starving, Jared felt stupid sulking on a forest away from home, not sure if on his side of the border and naked, in heat and alone.
He was taken out of his musings by the sound of steps, a couple guys were walking under him, carrying Marley .30 .30 rifles, one of them was chatting nonstop “… Jay said the last of the freaks were sold for like 25.000, I bet we could get even more if we sell a whole set of them…” the other made a sound, at Jared’s right he heard the sound of leaves being crushed and steps and the hunters ran, Jared shifted again, his heat was passing apparently, and he only wanted to go home without having to face the hunters.

It was deer season and even if it were weird to have them so close to the houses it was not uncommon, suddenly from the right he heard something a click and turned just in time to see a guy, dark eyes, and square face pointing his rifle to him and shooting, Jared jolted to his right and avoided the shot, rand started running in zigzag to make it more difficult to the men to catch him.

At one point when he thought he was already safe, when he could see his own fence and was already going home he heard another shot and saw another mountain lion falling, and his heart stopped “JENSEN!!!” he let out desperate before running to the cat few feet behind him.

***
2
Jensen saw Jared leave, he really had to go back to the office, it was a real emergency, one year prior someone found a body, a male body on the woods, and the DNA test was tainted, he never mentioned it to Jared but apparently the sample was tainted with some kind of big cat blood, it could’ve been a werecat too.
That night he went home sure that Jared had calmed down now and the pills had kicked in and he could at least kiss him good night before leaving for the next two days.
But Jared wasn’t at home, and he roamed the woods with a flashlight looking for him.

As worried as he was he knew Jared was a great hunter and a smart man and he’ll be just fine, but he had reports of hunters and that made him nervous. He slept in the woods, trying to catch Jared’s smell, after hours romancing the border.

The next day he smelled something, but was not Jared, maybe were the hunters he saw, but it was different from human sweat and gunpowder, it was sweet, and flowery, it smelled like jasmine and milk and something else, like sweet bread and cinnamon, it was obviously a female or a fertile female to be more precise.

So he turned into his animal form and ran on the forest looking for both Jared and the female who smelled tired and afraid. He felt the fear before he smelled Jared, he felt the fast heartbeat and something else, the heat was passing, once more Jared would be his rational perfect mate. The he heard the shot and he froze, he saw a form among the trees, and heard the heavy thump of it hitting the ground, a voice then “there are two of them!!” someone shouted amused and surprised and Jensen roared and showing fangs and unsheathing claws he attacked, defending his mate.

After only a couple minutes and the soft snap of human fragile bones Jensen was looking down to a werecat, still too far to recognize anything else but the fur coat, caramel colored and already separated in tufts, the sign of life leaving from the body in the first hours, he saw hot Jared got closer and nosed the body to find it wasn’t dead, Jared could see the poor creature would die and sobbed, turned and saw Jensen, gasped surprised it was not his mate and caressed his snout with his own, they shifted
Jensen got close to the other mountain lion “Hey… hey sweetie… we’re gonna help you-…”
The poor thing shifted with the last of her strength showing them a distended belly “I’m dying, I know… please help my babies…” Jared tried to say no “please… we were traveling to my pride, so they could be born in the Khari tradition, and be warriors, but they killed my mate and…”
“What’s your name” Asked Jensen who conjured a blanket and some clothes from somewhere
“I’m Rachel… please… you two, when my body… when it happens” Jensen shushed her and pressed one of the wounds to tamper the flow of blood “when it comes, don’t let my babies die, they’re important, they’re the last of the Khari, you must protect them” and she groaned and yelled in pain.

Jensen was there being the professional ranger he was “calm down sweetie, you’ll be fine, Rachel? Rachel?” once dark eyes fixed on his “where’s your mate?”
Rachel didn’t answer she just let herself fall While Jensen covered her body and checked her wounds “you’ll be okay… you’ll be fine Rachel…” but when his eyes met Jared’s his mate knew he was lying, that Rachel would die.
Jared moved out of instinct and grabbed her carrying her away “let’s take her home, we can’t have her here, or the babies…” and Rachel murmured a thank you, both men were able to carry her in turns the almost 12 miles to their place.

There was no were-healing house around, not until the Khari territory and it’ll be too late, and Jensen did what he promised he wouldn’t do ever again when he mated Jared and called the pride.
“Jared, sweetheart, stay with her, I’ll call Jeff…” Jared gasped, hazel eyes turned to his mate “I have to… she needs help” and moved to the phone.

He knew the number by heart and felt his fingers numb while he dialed one after the other, he had almost no time, so he decided things on the run and sighing brought the receiver to his ear and waited, one… two rings and nothing, maybe it was a sign.. Maybe they had to deal with this without any help.
“Hello…” the gruff voice on his ear left him speechless “Hello?” and Jensen sighed “it’s you, right? I know it’s you Jensen… I’m gonna hang up”
And he finally found his voice “no please…! Jeff, it’s me, but… please… we found a girl, near the border… she’s hurt, some hunters attacked her and she’s pregnant…”
“Hold on…” the voice on the line let out a sigh “what are you talking about? What border?”
Jensen rubbed his face and turned desperate when Rachel let out a cry “Khari border… I’m that far north…”
Jeff chuckled darkly “you mean YOU TWO are that far north… right? because I’ll kill you if you just let that poor down…”

Jensen felt his wild side rise “leave my mate out of this…” growled just to hear another chuckle “Jared has nothing to do with this… Jeff, this is serious… what are we gonna do, we have not only hunters in our territory, one of them killed a Khari fertile in here…”

“Take her to the healing center I’ll check…”
“There’s not healing center you moron, why you think I called?” a concerned sigh this time, Jeff knew him, knew Jared’s parents too, and Jensen could recognize in one inflection of his voice his mood “I’m afraid… not for me, but for the risk this means for Jared…”

After a couple second the voice came back in a business like mode “okay, let me know what happen with the girl, send me pics and I’ll guide you through this, okay?”

Jensen sighed in gratitude and thanked him before running to check on Jared and Rachel; he had no idea of what to think when he found her in her animal form and a pool of water next to the couch and his mate reaching between Rachel’s paws.
“Jared?” he said doubting
Hazel eyes turned at him with fear and something else
***
3

Jared turned to Rachel, and cleaned her head with a towel he found on the laundry basket left forgotten next to the couch. “my mate will have someone here in a moment I promise…”
Rachel gritted her teeth and held her tummy for almost a minute before starting panting again “he will… he’s… he’s… he always look after me” offered trying to change subjects
Rachel groaned and finally spoke “We know about you two… male fertile and Alpha… all alone here… ” and another groan “… I don’t care, I don’t… I just…” another groan “I know you’ll care for my babies… because you’re a fertile… did you heard? You know what to….ghhnnnnhah…” let out a scream “you know what to do when they’re here?” Jared nodded and turned to Jensen who was at the phone.
“I want you to name them Anna and Adam, okay? If they’re boy and girl…and if there’s more… call them…” and sighed cleaning her brow before holding the couch desperate and feeling water running down her legs, she shifted once more, becoming the amazing lioness she was, becoming something that could deal with the strain of labor better.

Jared gasped and moved between her hind legs seeing something furry and small between her legs “are they…?”

Rachel chuckled “they come in their true form… so it’s easier for me to look after them…” and sighed; her entire body sagged on the couch “my mate… Misha… he’s still out there… still out there with the rest of the hunters… Misha…” and her eyes closed, her body was getting colder and colder.

Jared turned at his mate, stunned, not knowing what was happening. “Jensen…” a soft mewling made him turn again, he had a baby cat in his hands, wet and blind and so fragile, Jensen moved faster and with a shirt from the same laundry basket held the kitten from Jared’s hands while the younger one moved once more between Rachel legs, something else was coming, another kitten, Jensen had the first inside the basket and the second was right there next to him/her/it very soon, a third one came out, and Jared laughed “hey… hey Rachel there’s a third, we’ll call this one Rachel if it’s a girl… okay?” but then with a low grunt the body got still and she stopped breathing.
Rachel was dead.

Jensen sighed, he knew, and Jared sure was used to this kind of things, but instead, the veterinarian was crying like an orphan “Jare…” Jensen frustrated
Jared snapped his head to him “leave me alone… she’s gone… and this three…” turned to the babies and started crying again, Jensen moved to the nearest wall, there was a AC control in it and turned the heat up. He had things to do and stuff to take care of.

“We’ll need to take care of the body, a Khari werecat is not gonna be sent back to the Gods in just any grave…” Jensen checked Rachel, arranged her limbs and carried her body to the guest room near the door, and coming back he faced the babies in Jared’s charge “they… they... I don’t…” outside their house they heard something, another shot.
Jared rose to his full height and moved towards the door “Misha…” Jensen followed him asking what he was talking about “Rachel’s mate, Misha, he’s out there with the rest of the hunters…” Jensen could see how honestly angry his mate was, glowing eyes and sharp teeth. Another shot was heard and Jared gasped

“Stay here…” Jensen moved to the safe box near the door, where he always put his gun “I’ll go see what I can do, and if the guy… Misha; is there, I’ll bring him here…” the last second turned to the phone and then to Jared “if the phone rings, it’s probable Jeff calling back…”
Jared lost the ferocity in a blink “I won’t answer…”
“You have to, I just sent pictures of Rachel, he’d help us, lock the door, don’t shift, keep the babies warm.” And Jensen left the house.

Jared turned to find the babies moving blindly and whimpering softly looking for something “calm down babies, calm down, I have no formula here…” and held one of the babies, the first one, bigger and with longish hair on the top of its head, Jared turned him belly up and checked, it was a boy “awesome you’re Adam then…” and caressed the fur, he was warm and dry already but he might be hungry , changed baby and held the one with brownish fur, he turned her belly up and found it was a girl, “okay you’re Ana…” this specific baby had her fur still damp and was the one moving the less, so he spent a couple minutes rubbing some heat into her. He felt kinda stupid doing that, checking babies’ bits, it was his job now and then when some foal or some pet had complicated deliveries and needed help. But this was different in a couple weeks this babies will have eyes and they’ll be able to shift into human babies and they’ll need someone looking after them

Jared didn’t know what to think, okay, he wanted kids, but not like this, he wanted the five months of preparations before they were home, at 24 Jared did felt ready to have a family, if only Jensen being four years older felt the same.

He changed cub once more for the last and the smallest one, but the loudest, her reddish hair, just like Rachel’s was the softest, another girl, this one kicked the hardest even leaving red marks on Jared’s palm with almost inexistent claws “you’re a fighter…” whispered Jared, holding her closer “you’ll be Rachel…” and without thinking he brought the baby to his face to kiss the furry little head. The other two kittens were mewling too and he couldn’t keep them all in his arms, finally he put them all on the carpet and pilled a couple blankets before shifting so he could keep all babies warm at the same time.

He had to wait for Jensen so he could have someone sending him some cat formula, without even trying he started purring and liking the babies, after just a couple minutes he was asleep.

He didn’t felt when Jensen came back or when the babies started suckling on his empty teats.

***
4
Jensen followed the sound, as alpha he could manage a partial transformation, so while his muscles were as strong and fast as his were form, his body maintained the appearance of a almost normal human, that way he kept his tag and gun with him.
This way he could scent the other were and of course the hunters miles away.

When he finally catches the scent of the hunters he finds out there are six of them, and catches a little bit of a conversation “… bastard freak killed Brock, Zeke and Vincent… -I don’t care what they say- I catch him I’ll make him a rug…” after a couple seconds running down the road he heard a shot and the heavy breathing of a wounded animal.

Jensen got his radio and called the central “this is senior ranger Ackles, I have to report furtive hunters in the area… over” he said
The voice took a couple seconds before answering, it was Alona “Repeat, Ranger Ackles, this is ranger Tal, repeat please, over” another shot
“Alona its Jensen, I found hunters near my house, I’m about 15 miles north, they already killed a mountain lion and are following a man” a shot passed whistling over his head. “They’re shooting at me, I repeat they’re attacking a federal officer” and draw his weapon “send backup, and an ambulance…”

It took Jensen three shots, exactly three shots to reduce the group of hunters to half, and he’s sure at least one ran back to the highway at East. Then it hit him the smell of blood, he moved fast to find a lion falling on his back legs “hey…” he rushed to the man “are you Misha?” the huge almost black lion made a sound half growl and half grunt and fell chest flat against the floor. “No,. no, no, no, pal, you have to help me here. You have to shift, so the ambulance can take you to the hospital… come on man…”

Misha closed his eyes and sighed “Please… please shift, for your babies, Rachel is gone, they only have you now…” and the eyes, stupidly blue eyes fixed on him, “come on…” and it happened in a couple seconds the fur was replaced with white skin and the wounds were obvious, two in his abdomen and one in his back, no exit wounds.
In the distance Jensen could hear the sirens and just pressed the wounds with his hands.

The coroner van was full and Jensen had to fill a couple reports on the guys he shot, of course by the kind of weapons they were carrying and the amount of blood Misha had lost.

He went back home, to find Jared on his animal form curled around three small defenseless cubs.

***
5

Jared woke up with the ding of the microwave, a small cup of milk on Jensen’s hand.
“What’s that for?”
Jensen looked at him and smiling “this cubs haven’t had anything yet, and they were nursing at you male tits, poor things must be starving”
Jared rubbed his eyes “you can’t give them cow milk”
“Then what?”
“I don’t know… formula?” shrugged “I don’t know”
“You’re the vet, tell me… ”
“There’s no a how to raise an orphan werecat 101, Jensen; I only had one class on cryptids and the guy was some loony hippie obsessed with unicorns… ” Jared got his shirt and put it on before carrying Adam and Rachel to Jensen and going back for Anna, who was now drowsy “he thought they were… ethereal creatures… Momoa had a breakdown with that”
Jensen laughed while he nuzzled the furry babies on his arms “he’s the only one I know and there’s nothing ethereal on that glorified horse” and cooing to the cub on his right hand “right little one, right? You’ll meet Uncle Jason, and you’ll see he’s just a fleabag horse…”
Jared checked for Anna’s heartbeat, “this one is too weak, we should take her to the clinic and have her checked properly…”
Jensen was facing the bedroom door “she’s human now… I found his mate, Misha; he’s in bad shape but went to the hospital…”

Jared moved with baby Anna in arms “we could drive together, take me to the clinic and then go do your police work” Teased Jared while his eyes were glued to Jensen holding the precious cubs.
So they went like that, Jensen driving and Jared sitting in the back of their classic car with a laundry basket full of mountain lion cubs. The youngest had a plan, Jared would take the babies home with him once they were checked and they’ll keep them safe until Jeff tell them what to do, or where to deliver the babies.

Once at the clinic and while Jensen’s cell phone was going crazy they carried the basket and he still stayed a couple seconds caressing each little head before kissing Jared and leaving.

Jared stayed and helped the senior veterinarian to check the cubs, the older guy gave him some formula and helped him feed the babies, it was a Saturday afternoon and it was a good thing the boy called ahead or he could’ve found the place closed “this two are strong and okay… we have to check on this one…” the older guy had Anna on his arms “apparently this one didn’t had enough oxygen when birth… Could have some problems, we’ll see…” Jared by instinct had the cub closer; if she was the weaker she needed him the most. “You did a great job helping him” said and took off his glasses “leave them in the incubator tonight…” suggested, “and check on them often, tomorrow… we’ll see.”
Jensen heard that from Jared while he was filling his paperwork, they had a terrible night, both busy and both worried, Jensen still had the time to bring Jared dinner, and coffee. Caressed his mate’s back “how are the babies…?”
Jared was holding Adam on his arms while nursing him “they’re fine… right, Adam? You tell daddy you’re fine…” Jensen thought he heard wrong “Anna is the only one who looks like in trouble, but our boy here and Rachel, the fighter are fine…”
Jensen couldn’t help it he smiled and caressed Anna’s head “poor babies, but they’ll go to Misha… I still have to check on him, hope he’s fit to take this three to his pride tomorrow” Jared was looking at him with a face of annoyed disbelief “What? Come on babe, you know we can’t keep them they’re not from our pride and… we just can’t take care of three babies, we can hardly look after ourselves”
Jared turned to the baby who was tugging the bottle “not now… right? Baby boy?” whispered to the baby lion “daddy will be okay with you…” nuzzled the little boy’s head “and the girls staying with us…”
Jensen blinked “Jared… they’re not ours…” something called their attention the town was small and the sound of an helicopter was unusual, Jensen ran to the window and saw it, it was a regular rescue helicopter, they were taking a sick person to a main city hospital “Jared... gotta check on Misha now…” and kissing him on the cheek on his way out ran to the hospital.

Jared settled on a chair right next to the cubs’ incubator and waited…

Jensen ran to the hospital and found that Misha needed surgery and needed to be sent away, so he asked for a couple words with him before he was carried to the helicopter “Hey… ” he said passing the door to a pale man covered to bandages
Blue eyes opened and looked his face “hey, you’re from a different pride, you smell like… them” said with disgust “who are you”

Jensen knew that the name was enough “I’m Jensen Ackles… I’m…”
“The Alpha?” and even in his condition, Misha chuckled “my mate fell on your hands?”
Jensen nodded “Rachel was killed by those men… we have your cubs, three of them…”
Misha smiled “keep them with your fertile, please… it’ll be the only chance for him to have cubs around” and looking at the door “no matter what, Alpha do not send my cubs to the pride without me… you have no idea how important they are…”
Jensen rolled his eyes internally, this is what he disliked about being a were, everything was some kind of secret plot, it was like living in a fairy tale, everything was dramatic and complicated. “I’m sorry… Collins, but I’m… me, I am not part…”
Misha held his hand with real force “this is real, they’re in grave danger if they don’t have a father to look after them…” and two tears fell down his face “I haven’t had time to mourn her… please don’t let them suffer the same faith.”

Jensen had no time for more; a group of doctors, nurses and orderlies came in, changed Misha into a different gurney and carried him out in a hurry.

They’d be in charge of the babies and it scared him, maybe Jeff could help them, even if they had to let him know where they were.

He’d do whatever was necessary to protect Jared from the pride and the council.

***
6

Jared didn’t slept that night, Anna was getting weaker and weaker, even after the formula and IV line and medication and oxygen, nothing was working, As a were he knew that only the fittest survive, as a were he knew that in her own pride this baby would’ve been left aside to go back to the Gods in peace, but as a veterinarian, he couldn’t just let the little one go, he did his best, updated Jensen a couple times “Anna is not doing well”, “baby Anna is not breathing well”, “I’m afraid Baby Anna won’t make it…”, “she’s weak, J, this is so sad ”, “She’s gone, I feel so useless”
Jensen read it near 5 am, while he was checking the dead guys and he still had to go to the police station to check on the two guys arrested with guns on the reservation 30 miles east. In the Khari Pride lands; one more was at the hospital, a guy under the name of Jay Ryan, known illegal animal dealer. And the bastard looked at him as if he knew, as if he could smell it in him, “I have to make a living Ranger…” said in a cynic voice, a scar on the right of his face, the kind of mark were’s leave as a mark on those who escape the justice of the council. He left the room in a hurry, desperate to ignore his existence.

Finally he was on his way to the vet clinic, prepared to find a dead little body and Jared feeling miserable.

Jared did felt bad, he was holding Adam and Rachel in his arms and was crying while the senior doctor was checking on Anna’s still body “I’m so sorry Jared, I told you, this one….” And caressed the cold body
“… Anna… ” offered Jared and the doctor sighed “her name was Anna”
The older man looked at Jared “Jared… let me tell you something, you are a great vet, but you can’t take every case personal… especially when is about wild creatures, these animals…” and shook his head no “they’ll be going to a sanctuary if you don’t let them free… and still it’ll take a year or so for them to provide for themselves, that if they don’t died in the first months… I’m even surprised they survived this long… seriously, be happy you have two alive…”
Jared waited until the doctor left the room and he collapsed on is chair, babies on his arms, he started crying, not sure how long he stayed there, until a warm hand touched his shoulder, he raised his eyes to find a nurse “you’re partner is here…” he nodded and sighed getting up “you should go home and rest, with the shooting, and the cub… ” he nodded, he prepared his kittens on their laundry basket “where are you taking them?”
Jared turned like waking up finally “home… with me?” offered feeling quite stupid “I’m not gonna leave them, not after… I’ll check on them, as long as they need me…” and holding both sides of the basket walked to the front desk where Jensen was waiting for him.

Jensen moved closer and took the basket from his hands “Jared… why are you taking the cubs with you?”
Jared looked at him with tired eyes rimmed in red “I already lost Anna, I’m not gonna leave them here alone, all night…” and sighing “what happened? Are those men free?”

His lover sighed and rubber his eyes “no… and I have a day off… ” Jared blinked, Jensen just killed some men, and here he was asking stupid questions, “don’t worry…” Jensen was next to him, smiling “that’ll give us time to wait for Jeff’s messenger, I’m sure he’ll take care of them” and moved the basket “until their dad is okay…”

Jared looked down again, he never even considered giving up the babies “Anna… poor thing… she passed away last night, and it felt horrible…” looked at Jensen’s face “I can’t imagine how it must have felt…”
Jensen shook his head no and turned carrying the cubs “I’ll wait in the car, make sure the paperwork is cleared…” and sighing “don’t forget the formula”

Jared saw him walking away, carrying carefully the babies, once, long ago they were young and stupid and were living in their pride, The Winchester pride was huge and it covered five states, so being from the royal family was important, Jared remembers going to school in San Antonio where there was more of them, more Weres, he remembers going around with his friends and seeing pictures of Jensen, three years his senior, always one step behind his father, always followed by that monster Jeffrey Dean Morgan, his father’s captain, the royal family was there for some kind of event, something related to Jared’s dad hospital, and no one knew that his first heat came when he saw those eyes sparkling at his school, he remembers how Jensen inhaled deeply and looked around searching the crowd for something, Jared masturbated day and night for the next week dreaming on Jensen smelling his heat, and claiming him right there in the auditorium, in front of everyone, he opened his legs and pressed his training dildo inside thinking about Jensen.

But it was only a dream, right? Jensen was betrothed to a royal consort, born from Jensen’s father huddle, harem… if you want; Danneel, perfect Danneel, she was tall, gracious and had a killer silhouette, more important, she’s been born and raised to be mate of a prince; to the Winchester pride prince… Jensen Ackles.

He didn’t knew back then that Jensen wanted nothing more than going away, wanting to find his own place in the world, wanted to travel as far as possible, and be his own man, no captain looking after him no servants following him everywhere, no perfect wedding programmed by the time the girl could bear children.

His heat receded in time for the last event of the visit of head alpha Ackles, and his father said he could go with him and his mother, still; finding Jensen hyperventilating under the bleachers was not how he thought they’ll met, breathing deep and desperate tried to walk out.

“Wait!” shouted Jensen and moved to hold his arm, Jared was squirming not to fall to the floor and nuzzle Jensen’s cock “you know who I am?” Jared did his best to nod and bow his neck as a show of respect “don’t tell Morgan where I am…” but his hand was still holding Jared’s wrist and he felt electricity passing through it “did we met before?”
He just moved his head from side to side as fast as he could until Jensen sniffed “what’s your name…?”

His mouth felt sand dry and his lips made a sound of paper when they parted to let out the single word “Jared…”
Jensen smiled “okay, Jared, nice to meet you, please don’t tell them where I am…” and let the boy go. He found his dad, and sat next to him; his heart imitating a humming bird.

On the stage was Jensen, perfect and serious, at 17 dressed exactly like his father and standing next to his mother and one step ahead of Danneel, his green mesmerizing eyes fix on Jared.

The sound of the door slamming shut called his attention taking him out of his reverie “are you coming Jay?” Jensen was smiling and holding the pups in his arms. Jared signed the forms he had been filling and followed him in silence carrying the small box with Anna’s body and a huge bag with formula and nursing bottles.

The ride home was a mess, baby Adam kept mewling no matter what and was restless, Jensen had to pull over twice just to climb down and help Jared with him while his mate held Rachel “you think they feel Anna is not here…” asked Jared before starting crying.
Jensen looked at him frowning “you think? You’re the vet babe… you tell me…” and then to the cub “enough, sweetie, you have to be good for Jared… don’t make him sad, okay, be good!” the fatherly tone made Jared smile and after a couple minutes the baby settled and they could back to the road.
***
7
The door opened and Jared entered carrying the basket, laughing like an idiot because Rachel had peed on Jensen, seconds after they switched babies because Adam barfed on his hands. “Is not my fault that the babies like me more than…” he stood there, quiet and stiff, Jensen entered talking about laundry being a mess to find a dark tall shadow standing in the kitchen’s door
Jensen pushed the baby to Jared’s hands, and stood in front of them; all the way the alpha he was.

“Where is the body…?” asked in a gruff voice the tall man, and Jensen relaxed, Jared gasped and moved to hide behind Jensen, eyes buried in his mate’s shirt, entire body shaking yet he was clutching both cubs against him desperate.

Jensen moved a hand to touch Jared’s elbow and spoke “good to see you too, Jeff…”
The other guy let out a growl “you know I’m not even supposed to help you…. Deserter, just tell me where the body is and if the cubs are safe… ” and moved to them making Jared hold his breath and push harder against Jensen.

“They are safe… and they’re ready to go with you… I heard Misha was sent to Dallas… I guess Katie is taking care of him…”
Jeff cut him off “She’s on maternity leave… a new guy, Kevin is in charge for the next six months, I guess you don’t remember him… ” Jensen was speechless “no wonder… ” and to him again “I came only because Rachel and Misha are royal, and your father, MY Alpha, asked me to take her home, so we can lay her to rest with her blood…” and his eyes moved from angry green to the lump behind his back “I guess, he’s good in bed since you kept him with you…”
Jensen pressed against Jared “leave my mate out of this… I did what I did because of love… nothing else…”

Jeff shifted weight on his legs, ready to attack “”you did what you did because you’re selfish!!” Jared whimpered, and Jensen almost turned, almost, but if did so they will be done.

Finally he faced Jeff and the voice was something Jared never hears anymore, the voice from under the bleachers “Watch your voice captain. I’m still your superior, and he’s my consort” and moved two steps in front of Jeff who letting out an angry yowl fell to the ground, left knee bent, and left fist on it, right knee on the floor and right fist in front of him, head turned down.
“Apologies, Alpha…” the last word bitten in anger.
Jensen sighed “Jared go to our bedroom, please…” he turned, eyes glowing, the first sign of transformation “lock the door” and caressed his hands while taking the cubs, to send them with Jeff. Jared was about to say something, Jensen smiled and kissed his lips “don’t worry… I’ll be okay” Jared nodded and left after kissing both babies on the head.

Jensen turned to Jeff the second he heard the steps dying down the hall, he made a panic room for Jared, as a were he was powerful and agile, but as a fertile he was easily overpowered by any other, especially a warrior like Jeff “arise, captain and I’ll show you where I laid her to rest… for now” and walked the few feet to the room where Rachel’s body was “I’ll prepare the things you’ll need for the babies”

Jeff let out a guttural laugh “no… no, alpha” said in mockery “I’m a breeder, I have no fertile with me” and chuckled while Jensen opened the door “keep those cubs with your whore…” and pushed the young alpha to a side, the room smelled of dead, and was cold, immediately the cubs started to fuss, Adam specially mewling frantic and his sister tried to climb Jensen's fingers sniffing around “take them out…” growled Jeff “you don’t want their last memory of their mother is the smell of her rotten body…” and sighing, maybe remembering his own sad childhood away from his mother “take them to your fertile, I’ll dress her…” and finally put down a duffel bag he was carrying.

Jensen moved out with the kids and marched fast to the bedroom, the door wasn’t locked and Jared was pacing fro and back biting his nails “Hey…!” Jared jumped to the door and held him on a hug trying not to squeeze the babies “is he gone? Are we safe?”

Jensen smiled and inhaled Jared’s hair “not yet, sweetheart, take care of them, we’re dealing with Rachel’s body.”

Jared let out a saddened oh and held the kittens against his chest. “It’s okay, its okay kittens” shushed them “you’ll be here with me, while that mean ugly warrior deal with the sad stuff okay… papa will look after you…”

Jensen wanted to remember his young mate the kids weren’t theirs but couldn’t. this could be the only time they had babies around.

By the time Jensen went back Jeff had Rachel dressed and covered in the while linen, customary for burials “you’re ready?”

Jeffrey Dean Morgan turned “she’s ready… ” and sighing “was it worth it? Are you happy here in the middle of nowhere? Serving regular humans?”

Jensen looked to his feet for a couple seconds “I don’t expect you to believe me Jeff but I love him… I’d have never been happy with Danneel and running the pride…”
Jeff shook his head “your father think you’ll come back eventually… once your lust is sated, you spoiled two virgins Jensen, that poor girl and this kid… are you happy with that?” Jensen snorted
“That poor girl… should tell the true…” and turned to the door “when are you guys coming for the babies?”

Jeff held the body in his arms “there’s a lot of paperwork to handle so we can hide cubs that are already in human records, keep them healthy, keep them safe, and don’t show them to anyone…” and waited until Jensen opened the front door for him “I’ll call you” walked down the steps “no matter what Jensen , do not let Khari pride get the babies, something happened in that place, and if they hear about this babies being alive, they’ll not rest until they’re dead” put the body down and offered Jensen his hand “be safe little brother…”
Jensen felt tears in his eyes “Be safe Jeff, tell my mom I’m sorry and that I love her… and to my dad…”
Jeff turned once more “I’m not giving your father any message; it’ll only break his heart.”

Jensen knew it was true.

***
8

Jared waited for the fight, he was holding his babies and trying hard to hear the voices in the family room, too afraid to try and switch in case Jeff could smell the heat in him, and a not fulfilled heat, that was… he felt scared and nervous that maybe Jensen was going to take him back to the pride, where people knew about them and everyone would point fingers to Jared.

So the knock on the door made him jump scared “baby, it’s just me, don’t worry” murmured Jensen from the other side “you’re safe…” Jared opened the door and let him in, he felt how his entire body was shaking and Jensen could feel it too, the babies were asleep in the arm chair in front of the bed, so Jensen held Jared and wrapped young long legs around his waist “don’t worry babe… you’re safe, I’m here…”

Jared tangled his arms around Jensen’s head, both to hold himself and to feel Jensen close “I know…” Jensen kissed him, hands holding fleshy thighs and moving in the room
“Baby… I missed you so much… it’s been so long…” growled against his neck “I love you….” Jared felt the bed under him and let himself lay on it, Jensen took off his shirt in one move and Jared imitated him; the second he was falling over Jared’s shirtless body again he felt how his whole body responded, he felt hot and needy and the mere touch of flesh gave him goosebumps, Jensen’s lips on his, and then tracing sweet kisses down his throat, made his hips roll and he started chanting his lover’s name.
Every kiss left him dizzy and he needed Jensen’s dick now “tell me you’ll knot me…” mumbled against short sandy hair as his hands traveled to open his fly and pulled at his boxers as far down as he could until his cock, thick and veiny; came out bobbing against Jared’s stomach.

Jared caressed it, the barbed edge on the underside against his fingers, and felt a glob of slick leaving his body, Jensen had his hands on Jared’s hair and at the touch bit hard on his flesh causing a rush of pleasure on his body making Jared moan wantonly and “now… please… take me…” whispered neck extended and legs locked around his lover.

Jensen rose and looked down to a still jean’s clad boy “so fucking hot, so sexy… perfect for me…” Jared opened his own fly and zipper and started pulling his pants down when Jensen’s hand stopped him and bent down tugging at the fabric of briefs and pants at once while his lips landed on his flat tummy, caressing the few hairs there, hash and scratchy against his lips “so fucking sweet… baby” mumbled before kissing a mark on the hollow under his hip bone.
Jared mewled and raised his legs to get rid of the garments, Jensen chuckled once Jared was naked and the puffs of hot air against his skin made Jared mewl “… please…”
Jensen looked at him pupils blown dark with lust “I know… I’m just as desperate as you…” mumbled raising over him, to position his hard leaking cock against Jared slippery entrance “I just want to be sure it’s good for you…” claimed and bent over his lover and entered him, stretching, burning, filling, hurting in all the good ways “you’re so perfect” mumbled Jensen while he started moving, ramming against Jared, biting the tender skin of his neck, every little point in his cock stimulating Jared, making him moan and twist and gasp desperate, just taking what his lover was giving to him.
Jared was too far gone, too hungry for this after his heat robbed him of Jensen's body; he just held his lover’s shoulders and closed his eyes while the wave of pleasure swept him.
Before he knew he tensed and his own neglected cock was erupting like a volcano on his and Jensen’s stomachs.

Jensen wanted nothing more than to burry himself as deep as possible in Jared, to forget everything in the delicious heat and the smell of home and mate and love, he wanted nothing more than make his lover forget everything, Rachel, hunters, blood and dead, make him forget Jeff, that’s why it took him so little to undress him and possess him, hard, fast and naughty, buried balls deep into that tight hot slick channel, fill Jared with come, fill him to the brim with his seed, his mark, to claim him, feeling the barbs of his dick closing the path for anything else, he ended deep inside Jared, locked on him while row after row of thick seed was filling his womb “I love you…” mumbled when he tried to pull out to find they were attached together by the bulbous gland at the end of his penis and the swollen on Jared’s channel.
“I love you too…” mumbled Jared kissing his jaw and sighing sated “that felt so good….” Hid his head against Jensen’s neck “hope the kids didn’t see us…”

Jensen chuckled shifting to his side and cradling Jared in his arms “they’re a day old, baby, they can’t see much…”
Jared chuckled “but they hear and smell and… OMG” gasped “OMG… what if we traumatized them forever? All they can see from here” he tried to look at the chair and only seeing the pillow he put at the edge “all they could see was your butt…”
Jensen laughed “not a bad view… if you ask many…” Jared swatted him and started laughing. “They’re staying with us; at least until Jeff arrange something else…” Jensen heard one of the kittens whining “I’m sure this is going to be hell… ”
Jared smiled caressing his lovers shoulder “so… for at least a couple weeks we’re stuck with the little ones…” and smiled bright when Jensen nodded, pulled him on a kiss, they were about to get loose but Jensen was getting hard again; he pushed Jared a little
“Stop… we have them now… ” Jared groaned hearing Jensen’s: “see? Kids are not a good idea… ”

Jensen kissed his face and nuzzled his jaw all the way to his ear “wish I could have you in bed all afternoon, suck you dry and…” his hand pinched Jared’s nipple and the younger man gasped whimpering a not fair. Jensen just repeated the movement with the other flat bud, and felt how their lock was tightening again and kissed Jared biting his lips “DAMN… so hot… so hungry for me…. So slutty for me…”
Jared mewled on the kiss this time “only for you… only you…”

***
9
Jensen went to the grocery store the next morning, they needed stuff, some kind of crib, even if a portable one he could send with Jeff, the tinniest diapers he could find too, those little cubs were soiling anything they sat on, once he parked his car Christian ran to him “man, I’m sorry… I swear it was never my intention…” Jensen had no idea what he was talking about “you don’t know? Nobody called you?” Jensen turned at him “Ryan escaped the hospital last night… he’s on the loose.”

In a second he was on his car again, and shouted to Christian to send someone to his house, he held his phone and dialed Jared, but he had no answer “please, please, baby boy, answer”

Of course he couldn’t answer.
Jared was coming out of the shower, he felt sated and content, a pleasurable pain between his legs like he haven’t felt since he was a virgin, he loved when Jensen did that to him, when he take charge and fuck him good and hard, he still felt Jensen in him the smell, the little burn, he was relishing on the feeling of his body after a night of love when he heard the first thump. He put on his sweatpants and shirtless and barefoot moved to the door “Jensen? Did you forgot something?” nothing, but then he heard the squeak of the kitchen’s swinging door being pushed “Jen?” he tossed his towel, saw the kittens in their couch and closing the door moved to the hall “Jen?” a tall shadow was there, not as tall as the fertile, but obviously muscular and heavier.
“Look at you, little freak, nice to see you…” his eyes glowed yellow and bright, not a regular color for any kind of were “I’m here just looking for those little monsters, you know? I invested too much in them to leave without any” and tried pushing Jared to the wall, the young were kept his ground pushing Jay to the end of the hall way instead.

Jared moved towards him, not shifting at all “get out, there’s nothing here for you…” and for one second his eyes traveled to the table where his phone was, Jay Ryan was again over him, punching him with unnatural strength, Jared avoided punches and kicks and kept his ground for as long as he could, then with his over sensitive ear heard the mewling of Rachel, instinct took over and he attacked harder, doing his best to push the invader out of the house, when they were in the living room the guy took a knife before Jared held him tossing him over the coffee table, his phone lit again, he tried to get it; but before he could get there Ryan was in front of him swishing the knife to Jared’s body, he felt the cold bite of metal and gasped, that’s when his animal hit, his nails became claws and his eyes glowed green, Jared jumped over the couch and landed over Ryan, the poor bastard had no chance to fight back, fangs bared and claws sharp shredding meat, the smell of fresh blood made him react, and Ryan’s face, he was scared, the faint smell of piss hit his nose, he could hear the sirens and sighed, the growl that left his throat wasn’t all human yet “I told you to leave my house…” someone was knocking at his door shouting POLICE, and asking for him “come in!! Come in!!! I’m wounded…” he moved back, and sighed.
Jay Ryan tried to sit, feeling the wounds on his chest, feeling his own blood “what are you?” mumbled

Jared fixed ever changing eyes to him “nothing… you’ll leave my house and you’ll never come back again or I’ll eat each and every bone in that waste of a body….” The cops entered the room and one was already on the radio “we’re at Ackles residency… we have the suspect under custody, send an ambulance… ” *Roger, Office Riggings, we’ll alert ranger Ackles on the status…* the guy looked at Jared and smiled apologetic *do that before the kid kills himself or something…* the other official had Ryan on cuffs and flat on the floor and moved to Jared with latex gloves on and a first aid kit.
Jared noticed then that he had a cut on his stomach, it went from his left side through his abdomen to the right almost all the way to his hip bone, he gasped and sat, eyes huge in fear, he felt the pain finally, with the adrenaline rush going down “Calm down, sir, it’s superficial and you haven’t lost a lot of blood, just calm down…”

He heard a bell in his ears for a couple minutes until he heard the babies, both cubs were mewling and nobody cared “officer?” asked not sure if he could trust his babies to anyone “there’s two babies in the bedroom, two… mountain lion cubs, they need me… would you… please…” and he smell it.

Jensen entering the door, eyes wild and forehead sweaty shouting his name, looking everywhere, from stains of blood and scratches on walls to his mate on the couch with a bandage on his stomach “Jared!!!” and was at his side, one hand stretched, not daring to touch him “you okay babe?” and finally met his eyes before caressing his cheek “I’m so sorry, I should’ve been more careful, I should’ve been here…” Jensen kissed him and everything was right again.
“The babies…” asked Jared smiling “please… just…” Jensen kissed him touching foreheads for a second and with one chuckle ran the long hallway to their bedroom, and came back with his mate charges. “Your girl just ruined another cushion…”

A police officer was carrying Ryan out and Jared had to hold Jensen’s arm to stop him, the animal in Jensen wanted to finish his mate’s work.

The ambulance came in fifteen minutes, Jared wasn’t bleeding much but Jensen was so nervous it would have been ridiculous if it weren’t endearing. They carried Jared to the hospital and Jensen followed with the babies on the back seat on the same basket they were at first.
Once on ER, a giant of a doctor entered the room reading a chart “let’s see…” he started “someone attacked Jared with a knife… ” and smiling “sure enough is closed by now huh?” Jared blushed

Jensen holding a fussy Rachel moved closer “pretty much but still… if you could…” and turning to Jensen “I don’t know…”
Jared rolled his eyes “I’m fine Jason, it wasn’t deep and the only deep part might need like two stitches”
The guy sat in front of Jared and removed the bandages “let’s see… Ackles… those little ones need to be checked too, right?”
Jensen chuckled “yeah... like a horse can see if a cat is healthy or not… ” Jason Momoa, the only other were/shifter in town looked at him and smiled
“you’re right Jen, I can’t” and facing Sam again “I’ll wait until the shift”
After only an hour things were taken care and Jensen had Jared on the way to the car, the youngest already carrying the babies “since we’re already here…” he started “can we go shopping?” Jensen rolled his eyes but humored his lover.

His mind though, was elsewhere, at the police station with the hunter, his wounds were also minor; police thought Jared got hold of the knife and was too much a sweetheart to hurt him; he was waiting for county jail to send a shuffle to take him away from the small town.

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