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Tittle: My Home Is Where You Are
Universe: RPF/Supernatural AU
Author: Kali
beta not yet
gender: AU
Characters: Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Cortesse- Padalecki, Danneel Harris Ackles, Misha Collins/Victoria Vantoch. Osric Chao, Samantha Ferris, Julian Richings, Lauren Cohan, Amanda Tapping. Eric Kripke and as tribute to late Dear Director and Supernatural*the show* friend: Kim Manners.
NCIS:Michael Weatherly, Cote De Pablo, Sean Murray Mark Harmon, David McCalum,
Others: Christian Kane, mentions of Beth Risgraff, Aldis Hodge, others and a million OFC and OMC
rathed; +k
Pairing:JDM/JA, JP/GC, Boaz Prestley/DHA,
Warnings:a/b/o dynamics, abuse,
Spoilers:none, but you'll find a million of references
Summary: Jeff and Jared found a fertile O who just gave birth, Jensen is very innocent, to protect this victim Jeff a rejected alpha has to take him home and help him recover from the trauma and recover his past life, everything their parents left for him and punish the man who left him an orphan.
A/N: I tend to think in the weirdest things when preparing myself for stress, this one came for a promp on a SPNkink-meme.
A/N 2: WARNING FOR POSSIBLE TRIGGER!! IN THIS AND NEXT CHAPTERS, please proceed with caution.

So... here it comes
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part_1 part_2 part_3 part_4 part_5 part_6 part_7 part_8 part_9 part_10 part_11 part_12 part_13 part_14 part_15 part_16 part_17 part_18 part_19


***
It was the saddest thing he could hear; Missouri coming clean. Jeff had to sit and think about it for a long while, clearing his mind.

She told them how her daughter, a beta, was killed by a primal alpha and she had to watch, she told how his two boys turned to be O’s and she drugged them and then drowned them, she explained in vivid detail how the bodies were given to the primals on the streets, even before checking if they were death, what happened to the omegas, she never heard of.

Missouri was obsessed with serving Alphas, she tried everything to be around them, apparently – according the police shrink- she might be a female alpha who never was treated like that and the obedience that was asked from her had slowly driven her insane, she was an oddity too, since she was fertile while being a female alpha, that’s why she only beget fertiles.

She was broken by her abusive husband and at some point she lost it, still had in mind that only alphas were good and nobody knew how the man who tormented her for years ended up killed on a fire.
“I saw it in him, how he used to crawl on his father’s lap wriggling his cunt to him as if he wanted him, tempting them, tempting everyone of them, Mr. Beaver, that beta Ferris, I saw how he did the same to the tall alpha who visited him, how he didn’t resisted Mr. Weatherly… not even when he was a boy” She said with a face of disgust “he was a whore even before his unnatural body could bear children…” and looking into Jeff’s eyes “I see your hunger for him too, I see how desperate you are to have him around, you too!!” Jeff had to fight the need to hit her. “I did my best, my master, he asked me and Mr. beaver to sign as witnesses in his will, so everything, everything he had would go to that monster, to that… thing!!” she spat “I had to stop him, I had to, I wanted a master that was worthy and I” and sobbed “I just wanted to prevent him going to the city and sign those papers with a notary, I never wanted him to fell asleep, I… I’m sorry…” the old woman started crying, sobbing so hard someone could almost believe she was really sorry, that she regretted her actions. “I didn’t mean to…”

The woman kept crying for a couple minutes before talking again “but he was better off gone that there watching his son, he was a slut like his mother, she let Mr. Weatherly fuck her not even a month after my master passed away, not even a month… and she never refused, I could hear her yelling every time, every time and I thought, I thought she at least would give me a Master again…”

Jeff got up moving away from the bed “he raped her, he raped her and those cries were not of pleasure, she was crying for help!! You should’ve done something!!”

Jensen was an orphan because this woman had the crazy notion that only alphas are worthy, he thought, Jensen went through so much just because Missouri Mosley didn’t like him. His mother died because this woman never helped her against her rapist.

“I didn’t know, I didn’t know or I’d have done something…” she defended “I thought she asked for it, always so proud of her name, so proud of his little freak, I would’ve helped if I knew…”
“What about now? Huh? Where is he?” asked getting close.

“I won’t say a thing… I won’t, he doesn’t deserve any of that, and he doesn’t deserve love, he doesn’t deserve anything… anything…”.

Jeff moved closer, full alpha in front of the weak one on the bed “I saved your life… I saved you…” she tried to hold the hand of who meant comfort and safety to her, but the coldness was nothing like the man that saved her.

Jeff broke finally and almost desperate “tell me please…” he begged “save my life… I’ll die if something happen to him…”.

But she smiled with something akin of pity on her eyes “I can’t, you deserve more than a filthy whore, one who gave himself to others before…” and her eyes closed, he tried to wake her, shook the body trying to wake her up, but nothing. The doctor told them she was heavily sedated because of her mental fragile state.

Sitting there in the cell he started finally to calm down, thinking on how desperate was Jensen’s mom to escape in the middle of the night to save his son from the same violence she lived, how she doomed them both doing it, how she was so determined to protect him that she died doing it so.
So don’t blame him if he was so wired up he couldn’t control himself when Weatherly stood in front of him talking about mating his Jensen.

***
Jensen started looking for a way out, the boys and him were fed once a day, mostly fast food and Michael was gone for longer than ever since the morning. “Dean? You think you can help your brother with the ropes?” Dean looked desperate and shook no.

“We have tried… even when the lady hit him…” Sam moved and twisted.

His brother looked at Jensen “Sam can get one of his hands free if he really tries…” the door sounded and Michael entered and wandered straight to the kids, pulled Dean up making him groan.

“Get up, get up you twit!!” the boy cried his pain and Sammy started screaming too, Michael left Dean without any support and moved fast to slap Sammy on the face “keep screaming and I’ll kill him right now in front of you” Sam closed his mouth but kept crying while Michael reached Dean again even if he kept fighting with the little strength he had.

“Let them go, let them go!!!” Jensen screamed “YOU BASTARD!!” and moving as forward as possible to be closer “LET HIM GO!!” he stilled himself because the movement drove the wire deeper in his flesh and the pain was almost unbearable.

“You too sweetie” and dropping the boy to the floor once more, was at his face holding his chin and kissing him Jensen made a noise of repulsion and tried to pull away “be quiet Jenny and I won’t hurt them, you need to be in heat soon…” Jensen’s jaw clenched and his lips pursed “you don’t like me saying it is your heat? Because it is you know…?” said like explaining to the very stupid “I could even consider letting them live… but you need to be good and let me mate you…” and smiling a dirty smile right on his face “I wouldn’t mind an audience though… we could show this one” and pointed to Sammy “what is expected from him.” Dean groaned and Jensen did his best to release his face from Michael’s hand “I could even break him in, I love that feeling…” Dean swore a blue streak while Michael was moving to his brother.

Changing course he went straight to the older boy slapping him “such a dirty mouth… I ‘ll teach you some respect” and licking his lips while giving Dean an appreciative look “you know what? Alphas are just the same, I would just need some lube” Michael’s hand groped Dean’s ass and the boy made a sound of surprise and disgust writhing away from the offending hand when the sound made him quiet, a car, somewhere a voice sounded and Michael left them, The house, Jensen thought, they were in the mansion.

“Sammy” Jensen asked “please, please do your best, I know where we are.” And the kid as scared as he was started moving his hands without success.

Jensen could see what was coming for him, he was about to be raped again, but he could deal with it, as long as he could spare Dean and Sammy the pain he went through so often in his short life.
Jensen felt bad for Dean on the floor away from his brother and any kind of heat or comfort, his leg started bleeding again and he was quietly sobbing, still trying to be strong not to scare his baby
brother.

“I want you to obey Michael, okay? No matter what, I don’t want him to hurt you…” but Dean finally broke, the kid was crying. “Hey, Dean, come on... be brave…” tried Jensen but the kid was inconsolable.
Sam started singing “hey Jude, don’t make it bad… ” with a soft broken voice, it was even sadder than the song itself. So Jensen joined him, until Dean was singing too
They were all oblivious of what was happening very close.

***

Jim left the car and took a moment for the dizziness to die down while Cliff came around the car to assist him; so he started slowly their way to the house.

“What are you two doing here!!” shouted Michael Weatherly coming down the stone steps that led to the main house “I just had to spend my day at the police station and now this?” and moved closer “I live here Beaver, not you”

Jim looked at him as if he hadn’t say a thing observing every little wound and bruise on his face, he looked like he had a couple rounds with a heavy weight champion “I’ll leave as soon as you tell me where’s my boy” and smirking “someone gave you what you deserve, I see… I wish it was Me.” he moved closer to Michael “where is my Jensen?”

“The hell I know?” said feigning innocence “I went on a weekend with Cote to let her know I’m gonna mate Jensen and when I come back everything is upside down…”

Cliff was close to Michael in a flash and had him by the hands “your car has been there for the last four days, your skin hasn’t changed colors… ” Michael looked flustered for a second

“Who said I left the room…” the leer smile on his face and a stupid wink tried to cover his lie.
Jim snorted “maybe the fact that Cote has been working and calling me every day I was at hospital?” Cliff and Jim made it into the house. Michael was at their back screaming things.

Jim walked straight to the stairs and to Jensen’s childhood room, the one who would be remodeled to be his suit, still had toys, a special cute pink pig stained with something brown on the small cradle covered in a sky blue small comforter, over the dresser was a small wooden train and a portrait,

Jensen’s mom holding him covered in the same comforter, there was another item there, a high chest, Jim knew what was inside, it was where they put the medication Jensen had three times a day as a child. He opened it and put his hand in a vial, it was a movement of memory, and he smiled. He walked around the room to Michael’s horror, as if he knew what he was looking for but couldn’t find it.

“Are you happy now? Do you want to check my room too?” and moved under the bed “nope, no precious Ackles here” Cliff pushed him to a side and passed checking the floor and the closet “right, you ape, I could’ve stashed him in the closet” and throwing his arms up walked out “call me if you find anything, and leave me alone after that.” A sound left them quiet, sounded like a kid singing. Jim felt his heart on his throat sounded different than Jensen.

“Do you hear that?”Asked Cliff, but the sound was gone, they could almost hear the words ‘remember to take her in your heart…’ but then nothing.

“Hear what?” Michael got close and craning his neck like pretending hearing too “is that John’s ghost telling you to fuck off?” and laughed, Jim moved closer and shoving a hysterically laughing Michael out of the way passed by walking intently down the hall, Michael Weatherly held him by the shoulder making him halt and turn violently pulling his stitches. Jim gasped in pain and held Michael’s hand to prevent himself from falling down.

Cliff’s hand landed on Michael’s arm and pulled Jim to his side “you okay boss?” asked worried and Jim nodded, still Cliff could see a small stain of blood on Jim’s shirt.

“get out of this house… I had enough with police and now you…” Michael wandered off ignoring them
Cliff helped Jim out of the house and into the car. Once sitting inside and with the door closed Jim opened the hand wrapped around the same vial from the chest on Jensen’s bedroom.

It had the last of it, the last of the original chemical. One of two goals achieved “did you put it?” asked.

Cliff started the engine while watching him trough the mirror “yes, Sir, if he knows anything we have eyes and ears in the house”

***
Danneel finally was able to go back to the center, his O’s were safe, and even if Chad was still tied to a hospital bed he was fine, the sample of whatever substance infected him was so small it only caused minor symptoms for a couple days.

Things were slowly going back to normal, the amber alert called off and the city mourning two kids lost, nobody even mentioned Jensen and she felt like crying, Priestley a couple steps behind sighed “you thinking on Jensen?” and Danni nodded hiding in her husband’s arms “he’s strong and brave, he’s a tough son of a bitch, he’s fine I know, I can feel it”

Someone called her, a senator wanted to talk to her about her campaign to free omegas from fertility centers “Hello?” she said cleaning the last of her tears.

“HI, this is Senator Kripke, am I speaking with Dr Harris?” She said yes “THE Dr Harris? Jensen’s Doctor?”

***

Jeff was released under the custody of Julian Richings and Jared, and then was drove off to the hotel and asked to stay there until new orders. He busied himself grooming Bisou; poor darling had been neglected for the last couple days. He had no idea of what happened for almost a whole day, until
Until someone called him “WE found them” he heard and nothing else.
Jared had the car and he spent forever in get them there, they drove to the hospital nobody told him how they were, were they okay?

“There’s one thing you have to know…” informed Jared before pulling the car into the parking lot “one of the kids is hurt but he’ll be fine, and Jensen isn’t there...” Jeff gasped as fear and anger filled his body and something hot rose inside of him, the next thing he noticed; Jared was holding him outside the hospital’s doors while two guards were close observing.

“if he’s a primal you better took off or we’ll calling the metro center” the ‘center’ was pretty much the exact opposite to procreation centers, were more or less high security jails where alphas with damaged brains could exist, sadly, there were never enough personnel and the violence in those centers ended most of the time in dead alphas, either on interns fighting or guards using extreme methods to calm them down.
“He’s fine” Jared stood to his full height “he’s just worried for his mate” and Jeff’s anger dissolved, they were his kids, yeah, but Jensen wasn’t his, and will never be.

For a couple seconds there he felt like his lungs were filled with lead, his heart ached and his entire body felt numb, Jensen will never be his.

Date: 2013-11-28 07:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] layne67.livejournal.com
Little Sam singing Hey Jude made me want to cry ...

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