InsanityXIa
Sep. 2nd, 2010 05:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
szarabasjkaTittle :Insanity
Rating: PG, this one as pretty much everything else...
Gender: Drama *actually created from one idea and one Prince Charming moment from a friend/boyfriend/guy I'm dating
Characters: AU, characters created thinking on actors and real people..
Sumary: It scared me at first, it scared me shitless to think on this, on US, when there's always being only me, it was just me, scared little thing, scared little thing full of obligations that will never be free to do whatever I feel like. Lets go earlier than that, to get here...
InsanityX
ChapterXIa/XII
Lets go back to that night, when she finally fell asleep holding him, wondering why she always felt the need of crying the second he held her, whatever it was made her thighten her arms around him and kiss his chest.
Peggy woke up still held on his arms, Mathew was caressing her hair, while humming a song she knew 'grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tender' sang caressing her cheek and neck 'Music of the night?' she said smiling, he chuckled and kept singing 'close your eyes, for your eyes will only tell the truth, and the truth isn't what you want to see, in the dark its easy to pretend, that the true is what it ought to be' kissed her hair again his hand roaming her bare back 'seriously a musical?' he chuckled again 'listen to the lyrics hun...' and whispering on her ear 'let your mind start a journey to a strange new world' kissed her ear 'leave all thoughts of the life you knew before' another kiss, and nuzzling her hair kept singing 'let your soul take you where you long to be' and softer and making her face him 'only then can you belong to me' and Peggy cried once more while crushing his mouth with hers.
'why were you crying?' he asked 'you never told me' they were still in bed few hours latter, still night, but they were having a snack 'things...' and sighed 'things have never been easy for me, I have obligations I cannot leave behind' held the piece of apple he offered her, and then she got the only peach on the plate 'wish... for the first time in my life' snorted 'I were normal' and bit the fruit, seing hungry eyes on it, smiled and moved closer to him to kiss him again, the sweet taste of fruit on it, Mathew groaned 'I didn't knew you liked peach that much...' she said smiling and licking her lips, offering him the rest of the fruit, he smiled back 'I do... ' and looking into her face 'what's your favorite?' Peggy held an apple up, and bit it ignoring his mouth open, making him swallow hard 'I'm not pecky with food' she said 'I've been where there was not much' she got a bottle of watter 'I've learnt to eat whatever I get' she drank some watter and offered the rest to him 'Lim and Naia don't know about it, all they know is the life we had after that...'
'Which includes Lambos and being known by name in stuck up restaurants...' she nodded ashamed 'you don't like that?' she got a big bite of her apple and moved to his side of the bed 'I don't.. I mean I have chances many hasn't... but then I have... so much right now' sighed 'I wish I could stay here with you forever...' smiled sad, Mathew reached her for a quick kiss 'you could if you want...' Peggy smiled, the real smile, and moved to the bathroom, once the door got close her phone rang, the hidden one, the one Mathew never held even for a second, he moved to check on it, the ID said "Daniel" so he turned it off, this was HIS time with Peggy and nobody will botter them.
Nobody called, and Peggy couldn't believe her luck, Mathew held her in bed for hours until she fell asleep, and got up when her regular phone rang, didn't recognized the number, turned to Mathew, he was still asleep 'hello?' And Daniel screamt 'Where were you??'
'what? Daniel?'
'its almost ten pegs, you're supposed to be here to sign the new state contract' she turned to the clock, yeah it was 9:49, DAMN!! 'I'll be there in less than ten D, I have the car, and...' he snorted 'I'm sorry.. really don't know what happened'
'Lim needed some ice cream, I brought her some, chocolate' turned to the other phone, it was off, sure the battery died or something
'Thanks .. I don't know what happened...'
'hey, its okay, you need some time for yourself I understand that... but answer your phone cuzz.. I need to know you're there...' Peggy smiled too many good things too fast.
Mathew's eyes opneed when he heard a bump, Peggy was half dressed, hair wet and running around with her trousers in hand and only one shoe 'what are you doing?' she turned, the clock said it was 9:56 'I overslept, I have to go' Peggy was mad, the cell was off, she didn't noticed she turned it off 'I have to go' Mathew sat, was wearing only boxers 'where?' she didn't answered 'hey, come on, where are you going and why?' she ignored him while putting her shoe on 'peggy... its sunday, I work all week and you run out the first second on a sunday morning...?' she got her key'how are we supposed to know each other if we are never ain the same place at the same time?' she checked her wallet 'you wouldn't understand' mumbled and mathew snorted 'try me.. what? are you... are you a spy?' he smiled dryly 'that's why you have two cells and you run out and you have unexplained bruises?' she turned to see him 'I saw you with a black eye not long ago, I saw your arms' yeah mom used to get violent and caused marks on her, but she was sick, she couldn't blame her for that, the other one, the black eye... the mark on her cheek, she thought no-one saw it 'is not that...' Mathew got up 'are you amrried then? that's why you can't stay with me... here?' he turned aroud looking for any signs of a man living there 'NO!!' answered tired and facing him 'Mathew... please...' moved closser and kissed him trying to say something her brain wasn't programed to say 'this is my life' he caressed her temple, and smiled 'I wish it were different, but is not'.
'I... I work all week and after all, we should have a day for us...' Peggy hid on his chest 'I know, but this is my life and if you ask me to change it.. I can't, I wish I could but I can't...' her phone rang and she got up 'tell me... that you understand... please?' Mathew sighed 'I'll be at the coffee shop, I'll be there waiting for you, at least give me a call okay?' she smiled and kissed him before going out.
Almost on her car a hand held hers, was Mathew, wearing only boxers, he put something on her wrist, was a ruber band 'that's for you to remember me, okay? you have to remember there's someone waiting here' she was about to cry
'why you do that?' said moving closer to kiss him 'why you always make me this... make me feel vulnerable all the time and right now I need to be a bitch' hid her face on his chest breathing deep his scent, their scents mingled and mumbled an 'I love you' that broke Mathew's heart, sounded way too much like a good bye
ChapterXIb
___
I'll edit latter I promise
Rating: PG, this one as pretty much everything else...
Gender: Drama *actually created from one idea and one Prince Charming moment from a friend/boyfriend/guy I'm dating
Characters: AU, characters created thinking on actors and real people..
Sumary: It scared me at first, it scared me shitless to think on this, on US, when there's always being only me, it was just me, scared little thing, scared little thing full of obligations that will never be free to do whatever I feel like. Lets go earlier than that, to get here...
InsanityX
ChapterXIa/XII
Lets go back to that night, when she finally fell asleep holding him, wondering why she always felt the need of crying the second he held her, whatever it was made her thighten her arms around him and kiss his chest.
Peggy woke up still held on his arms, Mathew was caressing her hair, while humming a song she knew 'grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tender' sang caressing her cheek and neck 'Music of the night?' she said smiling, he chuckled and kept singing 'close your eyes, for your eyes will only tell the truth, and the truth isn't what you want to see, in the dark its easy to pretend, that the true is what it ought to be' kissed her hair again his hand roaming her bare back 'seriously a musical?' he chuckled again 'listen to the lyrics hun...' and whispering on her ear 'let your mind start a journey to a strange new world' kissed her ear 'leave all thoughts of the life you knew before' another kiss, and nuzzling her hair kept singing 'let your soul take you where you long to be' and softer and making her face him 'only then can you belong to me' and Peggy cried once more while crushing his mouth with hers.
'why were you crying?' he asked 'you never told me' they were still in bed few hours latter, still night, but they were having a snack 'things...' and sighed 'things have never been easy for me, I have obligations I cannot leave behind' held the piece of apple he offered her, and then she got the only peach on the plate 'wish... for the first time in my life' snorted 'I were normal' and bit the fruit, seing hungry eyes on it, smiled and moved closer to him to kiss him again, the sweet taste of fruit on it, Mathew groaned 'I didn't knew you liked peach that much...' she said smiling and licking her lips, offering him the rest of the fruit, he smiled back 'I do... ' and looking into her face 'what's your favorite?' Peggy held an apple up, and bit it ignoring his mouth open, making him swallow hard 'I'm not pecky with food' she said 'I've been where there was not much' she got a bottle of watter 'I've learnt to eat whatever I get' she drank some watter and offered the rest to him 'Lim and Naia don't know about it, all they know is the life we had after that...'
'Which includes Lambos and being known by name in stuck up restaurants...' she nodded ashamed 'you don't like that?' she got a big bite of her apple and moved to his side of the bed 'I don't.. I mean I have chances many hasn't... but then I have... so much right now' sighed 'I wish I could stay here with you forever...' smiled sad, Mathew reached her for a quick kiss 'you could if you want...' Peggy smiled, the real smile, and moved to the bathroom, once the door got close her phone rang, the hidden one, the one Mathew never held even for a second, he moved to check on it, the ID said "Daniel" so he turned it off, this was HIS time with Peggy and nobody will botter them.
Nobody called, and Peggy couldn't believe her luck, Mathew held her in bed for hours until she fell asleep, and got up when her regular phone rang, didn't recognized the number, turned to Mathew, he was still asleep 'hello?' And Daniel screamt 'Where were you??'
'what? Daniel?'
'its almost ten pegs, you're supposed to be here to sign the new state contract' she turned to the clock, yeah it was 9:49, DAMN!! 'I'll be there in less than ten D, I have the car, and...' he snorted 'I'm sorry.. really don't know what happened'
'Lim needed some ice cream, I brought her some, chocolate' turned to the other phone, it was off, sure the battery died or something
'Thanks .. I don't know what happened...'
'hey, its okay, you need some time for yourself I understand that... but answer your phone cuzz.. I need to know you're there...' Peggy smiled too many good things too fast.
Mathew's eyes opneed when he heard a bump, Peggy was half dressed, hair wet and running around with her trousers in hand and only one shoe 'what are you doing?' she turned, the clock said it was 9:56 'I overslept, I have to go' Peggy was mad, the cell was off, she didn't noticed she turned it off 'I have to go' Mathew sat, was wearing only boxers 'where?' she didn't answered 'hey, come on, where are you going and why?' she ignored him while putting her shoe on 'peggy... its sunday, I work all week and you run out the first second on a sunday morning...?' she got her key'how are we supposed to know each other if we are never ain the same place at the same time?' she checked her wallet 'you wouldn't understand' mumbled and mathew snorted 'try me.. what? are you... are you a spy?' he smiled dryly 'that's why you have two cells and you run out and you have unexplained bruises?' she turned to see him 'I saw you with a black eye not long ago, I saw your arms' yeah mom used to get violent and caused marks on her, but she was sick, she couldn't blame her for that, the other one, the black eye... the mark on her cheek, she thought no-one saw it 'is not that...' Mathew got up 'are you amrried then? that's why you can't stay with me... here?' he turned aroud looking for any signs of a man living there 'NO!!' answered tired and facing him 'Mathew... please...' moved closser and kissed him trying to say something her brain wasn't programed to say 'this is my life' he caressed her temple, and smiled 'I wish it were different, but is not'.
'I... I work all week and after all, we should have a day for us...' Peggy hid on his chest 'I know, but this is my life and if you ask me to change it.. I can't, I wish I could but I can't...' her phone rang and she got up 'tell me... that you understand... please?' Mathew sighed 'I'll be at the coffee shop, I'll be there waiting for you, at least give me a call okay?' she smiled and kissed him before going out.
Almost on her car a hand held hers, was Mathew, wearing only boxers, he put something on her wrist, was a ruber band 'that's for you to remember me, okay? you have to remember there's someone waiting here' she was about to cry
'why you do that?' said moving closer to kiss him 'why you always make me this... make me feel vulnerable all the time and right now I need to be a bitch' hid her face on his chest breathing deep his scent, their scents mingled and mumbled an 'I love you' that broke Mathew's heart, sounded way too much like a good bye
ChapterXIb
___
I'll edit latter I promise
