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szarabasjkaTittle :Insanity
Rating: G so far, not sure about this one, should be PG-13?
Gender: fantasy *actually created from one idea and one Prince Charming moment from a friend/boyfriend/guy I'm dating
Characters: AU, characters created thinking on actors and real people..
Sumary: It scared me at first, it scared me shitless to think on this, on US, when there's always being only me, it was just me, scared little thing, scared little thing full of obligations that will never be free to do whatever I feel like. But we have to go earlier than that because, aside of obligations and problems she had pain, and she had love.
ChapterIX
Chapter X/XII
It started like any other day, she went for her coffee once in campus, too early to find anyone, but she had no choice, her professor told them at 6:30, and he was always on time, they had to go throught the whole Neurology floor before 8:00, doctor started consults at that hour,got her coffee, and saw the blonde girl arriving 'Hey!' she said getting closer and Peggy knew she was in trouble 'how are you? I haven't seen you here anymore' Peggy smiled at that moment she'd give her right foot to get her coffee and run 'Yeah, my life is kinda messy right now' and finally the cup were set in front of her 'Bye' said smiling but the blonde didn't gave up 'I'll tell Mattie you were here...' and Peggy's chest hurt 'yeah.. tell him I say hi okay?' smiled and run out, or away...
Running was something he missed, still supporting part of his weight on that stupid cane, seeing others excersising, and remembering how she ended up on his café made him very angry for no reason, so he walked, limped would be more exact than that, towards the main bulding, he had to present his tesis again, it still had the small stain of chocolate souffle from the night at L'Orange, and then out of nowhere she's there, just six steps away from him, moved fast to grab her arm, angry, wanting to sceam, grabed her arm and made her turn, and when it happened she jolted scared, the ipod, that he made her forget was stuck on her ear, 12 stones Broken loud enough to aisolate her from the world 'hi...' she said and started breathing hard 'hi...' Mathew answered out of breath 'how are you? where were you?' she smiled nervous, this was better than he thought, he wasn't screaming or crying, and at least was acting like a man, this will be better than imagined.
It was better than she thought it would be, better than with the one we call John, much better, Mathew actually sounded interested, he didn't knew everything, lets set the obvious, but sounded interested 'I'm fine, how's your girlfriend?' said smiling, the fake smile he knew so well 'she's not my girlfriend' Peggy frowned and for few second Mathew felt like the worse kind of bastard, her cell called and she hesitated, even inside her head felt weird, why she hesitated? it was the cell she carried only for mom and dad 'I wishI had time... I really want to talk to you...' said, suprised honey eyes fix on hers
'come to the coffee shop... 'she sighed 'I can't, I have.. things to...' the phone again 'please?' Mathew felt like a child, wanted to held her arms and shale some sense into her.
'I'll try okay?' and then, like realizing something turned to him 'what about the girl? is she going to be there?'
'that was a mistake... she just...' thiswas harsh, and he felt bad for saying it, but was the truth 'she remind me of you' peggy frowned, scared and turned away 'please... tell me you'll come' she got her plug and started walking.
'She's here!!!' Mathew pushed one of his waiters while passing by to the door to greet her, and kissed her without question, making her whine on the kiss, her eyes were sad again, she never told him about her parents, and the now constant bikering, Dad always wanted something, and mom was always in need of more atention than him, he had to work out so he could get better, and she was tired of the house looking like a freaking gym, naia was so involved with his boyfriend that was no help,not that Peggy didn't understand that, once she became selfish too, is part of growing up, Lim was sick too, had her tonsils retired after a serious infection, was in pain and wanted to be pampered too, once more she was stressed, pulled back and forth and the kiss... the kiss put a name on the feeling she had all the time, the peace and solid comfort, it was Mathew the thing she missed so much, and started crying, he let her go, scared, what this tears meant? 'I can't believe I'm crying...' she mumbled and chuckled 'please don't freak out.. I'm not crazy...' Mathew held her in his arms 'of course you're not... of course you're not... God I love you Peggy' and she frozen there, was that real? Now she did freaked out, it was more than she could manage, never, nobody, not even the one we call John said that plain and simple like right now 'sorry...'he got still 'I didn't meant to... scare you... I..am sorry' she smiled, the real smile now 'no... nothing to be sorry... I'm just... there are things...' he held her hand ad pulled her to his ffice and locked the door, something in Mathew changed, he didn't want to share Peggy, knwing she'd be going any second, knowing she'd leave at the first sound of her phone, they stayed in the office the rest of the afternoon, it was late on a saturnday, for a while kisses and caresses were enough, but then... then he took off her shirt and Peggy gasped surprised, yet didn't pull away.
'you okay?' he asks and peggy doesn't know what to say, just nodded, but her eyes search the whole office, like regretting being here 'we can go to my place...' he offers.
'lets go to mine...' the hot whisper made him hard in one second, the first time she even mentioned going to her place, and the first time they're gonna make love.
Its been a while, since the other one, THAT one, and Peggy never thought she'd felt like this again, she's happy, and excited and scared and feel like she can't get enough of him, is never enough of him, of the feeling of heat, of the love he professes, the calussed fingers, the lanky caresses, the strong arms holding her, warm and solid and soft and strong, the pain that turns into pleasure with the seconds passing, like her entire life she'd been waiting for this, for the second when he's finally inside of her, Mathew felt like the world is finally complete, like all those sappy theories of romance finally make sense, like being there, surrounded by that tight heat, those arms, kissing those sweet lips, feeling the hummingbird-like heartbeat next to him is enough, she came with a sob and kept crying he came when she finally sid it out loud 'I love you mathew... I do'
insanityXIa
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Gotta go!!!*ARGH!!!!* real life just pisses me off and pushy parents are just SOO annoying this days its crazy!!!
please, please darling, Marcus be here already.
Rating: G so far, not sure about this one, should be PG-13?
Gender: fantasy *actually created from one idea and one Prince Charming moment from a friend/boyfriend/guy I'm dating
Characters: AU, characters created thinking on actors and real people..
Sumary: It scared me at first, it scared me shitless to think on this, on US, when there's always being only me, it was just me, scared little thing, scared little thing full of obligations that will never be free to do whatever I feel like. But we have to go earlier than that because, aside of obligations and problems she had pain, and she had love.
ChapterIX
Chapter X/XII
It started like any other day, she went for her coffee once in campus, too early to find anyone, but she had no choice, her professor told them at 6:30, and he was always on time, they had to go throught the whole Neurology floor before 8:00, doctor started consults at that hour,got her coffee, and saw the blonde girl arriving 'Hey!' she said getting closer and Peggy knew she was in trouble 'how are you? I haven't seen you here anymore' Peggy smiled at that moment she'd give her right foot to get her coffee and run 'Yeah, my life is kinda messy right now' and finally the cup were set in front of her 'Bye' said smiling but the blonde didn't gave up 'I'll tell Mattie you were here...' and Peggy's chest hurt 'yeah.. tell him I say hi okay?' smiled and run out, or away...
Running was something he missed, still supporting part of his weight on that stupid cane, seeing others excersising, and remembering how she ended up on his café made him very angry for no reason, so he walked, limped would be more exact than that, towards the main bulding, he had to present his tesis again, it still had the small stain of chocolate souffle from the night at L'Orange, and then out of nowhere she's there, just six steps away from him, moved fast to grab her arm, angry, wanting to sceam, grabed her arm and made her turn, and when it happened she jolted scared, the ipod, that he made her forget was stuck on her ear, 12 stones Broken loud enough to aisolate her from the world 'hi...' she said and started breathing hard 'hi...' Mathew answered out of breath 'how are you? where were you?' she smiled nervous, this was better than he thought, he wasn't screaming or crying, and at least was acting like a man, this will be better than imagined.
It was better than she thought it would be, better than with the one we call John, much better, Mathew actually sounded interested, he didn't knew everything, lets set the obvious, but sounded interested 'I'm fine, how's your girlfriend?' said smiling, the fake smile he knew so well 'she's not my girlfriend' Peggy frowned and for few second Mathew felt like the worse kind of bastard, her cell called and she hesitated, even inside her head felt weird, why she hesitated? it was the cell she carried only for mom and dad 'I wishI had time... I really want to talk to you...' said, suprised honey eyes fix on hers
'come to the coffee shop... 'she sighed 'I can't, I have.. things to...' the phone again 'please?' Mathew felt like a child, wanted to held her arms and shale some sense into her.
'I'll try okay?' and then, like realizing something turned to him 'what about the girl? is she going to be there?'
'that was a mistake... she just...' thiswas harsh, and he felt bad for saying it, but was the truth 'she remind me of you' peggy frowned, scared and turned away 'please... tell me you'll come' she got her plug and started walking.
'She's here!!!' Mathew pushed one of his waiters while passing by to the door to greet her, and kissed her without question, making her whine on the kiss, her eyes were sad again, she never told him about her parents, and the now constant bikering, Dad always wanted something, and mom was always in need of more atention than him, he had to work out so he could get better, and she was tired of the house looking like a freaking gym, naia was so involved with his boyfriend that was no help,not that Peggy didn't understand that, once she became selfish too, is part of growing up, Lim was sick too, had her tonsils retired after a serious infection, was in pain and wanted to be pampered too, once more she was stressed, pulled back and forth and the kiss... the kiss put a name on the feeling she had all the time, the peace and solid comfort, it was Mathew the thing she missed so much, and started crying, he let her go, scared, what this tears meant? 'I can't believe I'm crying...' she mumbled and chuckled 'please don't freak out.. I'm not crazy...' Mathew held her in his arms 'of course you're not... of course you're not... God I love you Peggy' and she frozen there, was that real? Now she did freaked out, it was more than she could manage, never, nobody, not even the one we call John said that plain and simple like right now 'sorry...'he got still 'I didn't meant to... scare you... I..am sorry' she smiled, the real smile now 'no... nothing to be sorry... I'm just... there are things...' he held her hand ad pulled her to his ffice and locked the door, something in Mathew changed, he didn't want to share Peggy, knwing she'd be going any second, knowing she'd leave at the first sound of her phone, they stayed in the office the rest of the afternoon, it was late on a saturnday, for a while kisses and caresses were enough, but then... then he took off her shirt and Peggy gasped surprised, yet didn't pull away.
'you okay?' he asks and peggy doesn't know what to say, just nodded, but her eyes search the whole office, like regretting being here 'we can go to my place...' he offers.
'lets go to mine...' the hot whisper made him hard in one second, the first time she even mentioned going to her place, and the first time they're gonna make love.
Its been a while, since the other one, THAT one, and Peggy never thought she'd felt like this again, she's happy, and excited and scared and feel like she can't get enough of him, is never enough of him, of the feeling of heat, of the love he professes, the calussed fingers, the lanky caresses, the strong arms holding her, warm and solid and soft and strong, the pain that turns into pleasure with the seconds passing, like her entire life she'd been waiting for this, for the second when he's finally inside of her, Mathew felt like the world is finally complete, like all those sappy theories of romance finally make sense, like being there, surrounded by that tight heat, those arms, kissing those sweet lips, feeling the hummingbird-like heartbeat next to him is enough, she came with a sob and kept crying he came when she finally sid it out loud 'I love you mathew... I do'
insanityXIa
__
Gotta go!!!*ARGH!!!!* real life just pisses me off and pushy parents are just SOO annoying this days its crazy!!!
please, please darling, Marcus be here already.
