szarabasjka

saved of on-call by one small hair...
what I did? nothing, escept for the fact that I'm bleeding from my gums... its for the radiation? not sure, I've got my blood tests tomorrow, Still don't want to worry sister.

one of the oldest friends of my mother died, breast cancer, so we're kinda scared right now, I got flowers and we went to the wake, she wasn't even old, and her children, what an ungrateful bunch, we had some rain so no fireworks.
nothing, not even hot dogs.. sad thing for 4th of july huh?

the only thing I ate was some chicken for lunch ad lots of wter, what is that interesting? because I'm still having this weird feeling of having too much pop corn...

I'm ready to enjoy The Marathon of LOTR since tomorrow I'm free-

I finally found the right song for my SN vid, its gonna be more a Jensen's vid than anything...

Superman
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

Its not easy to be me

*after almost half hour and a conversation wih my parents on the phone* I'm gonna cry and have this terrible burning pain in my stomach I think I'm gonna puke *too much info banner*

here: something to ease the pain