just hitting home

just ready to watch the first epi, Why?
because fucking bilateral hip replacements in diabnetic elders are so fucking SLOW it's ridiculous!!!

GOSH I've never been more tired but I couldn't care less, I haven't even eat in like 20 hours and all I care first is Supernatural...
something is terribly wrong with me

Supernatural 8x1 HUGE SPOILERS!!

"he was our responsability, and you couldn't answer the damn phone"
okay first tears so far.

*45 minutes later*
okay this is quite interesting.
I still don't get what's wrong with Sam, I don't know what's wrong with Dean and I don't know what happened to Cas, all I know is that we're back to square one, like in S5 or something.
I adore animals, I do , but stupid DOG!!! and stupid bitch vet... and stupid Sammy for buying it!! Why the car Sammy?? huh? WHY??

Dean is awesome, but what's wrong with Jensen's neck? was he sick? I swear I see swallen nodes on his neck, maybe is my doc side only but there's something weird there.

Dean is awesome! and I'm with him, you do what you have to do, you play whatever game it takes to get back to where you belong, and you learn to like what showed you the game, so I even understand why he teamed with Benny, all I want is to have Cas back!! ASAP! I'm sure Dean did everything to save Cas, he had to have done everything to save Cas.