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Jun. 9th, 2010 10:53 amBrown eyes full of tears while saying every word, huge tender heart poundung hurt with each time the reasonof the tears shook no, still the story was true as every crack on that broken heart.
"we love each other, I know that, we love each other!!! but then you came with that shit about being a christian, and what your family will find not acceptable, what about me? huh? what about me?
but nothing worked, the marriage was going to happen, I wanted to say something, to let others know about us, but nothing, all I won from my attempts to let others know my love, OUR love, was one of those looks, he only gave me that look once.
"I have to, we've been dating for years now, is the right thing to do" that's what he said "she deserves to know, she deserves her own happyness" and he laughed,green eyes looking at me the way you look someone hysteric, rificulous, why is it funny? "you love me, not her, she deserves to look for her own happyness in the end" why is he not thinking on us? then, then he left me, next thing I knew they were on the Caribbean together and I... I was alone, but I'll show him, he'll see
He wants to marry her? ok! but I won't be here pinning for him, I'll show him, I'll marry first!! went desperated searchi9ng for someone, and there was someone, naive enough not to see what was obvious, romantic enough to think it was real, I'm hurting someone else... I should feel bad.
when the priest said it was done I cried, but because i understood the mistake, and he was there, crying too. the same way we cried on his wedding, what have we done?
Now were apart for more than just the fear of others knowing about our love, now there's more guilt to bear, more people to care about, now we're parted for good, now there's nothing left, now I'm not yours anymore, now... now there's nothing left, you'll see...
short story that ahs been aound for a while, and I kinda wrote on lunch break, needde it to be done or it'll be lost again.
"we love each other, I know that, we love each other!!! but then you came with that shit about being a christian, and what your family will find not acceptable, what about me? huh? what about me?
but nothing worked, the marriage was going to happen, I wanted to say something, to let others know about us, but nothing, all I won from my attempts to let others know my love, OUR love, was one of those looks, he only gave me that look once.
"I have to, we've been dating for years now, is the right thing to do" that's what he said "she deserves to know, she deserves her own happyness" and he laughed,green eyes looking at me the way you look someone hysteric, rificulous, why is it funny? "you love me, not her, she deserves to look for her own happyness in the end" why is he not thinking on us? then, then he left me, next thing I knew they were on the Caribbean together and I... I was alone, but I'll show him, he'll see
He wants to marry her? ok! but I won't be here pinning for him, I'll show him, I'll marry first!! went desperated searchi9ng for someone, and there was someone, naive enough not to see what was obvious, romantic enough to think it was real, I'm hurting someone else... I should feel bad.
when the priest said it was done I cried, but because i understood the mistake, and he was there, crying too. the same way we cried on his wedding, what have we done?
Now were apart for more than just the fear of others knowing about our love, now there's more guilt to bear, more people to care about, now we're parted for good, now there's nothing left, now I'm not yours anymore, now... now there's nothing left, you'll see...
short story that ahs been aound for a while, and I kinda wrote on lunch break, needde it to be done or it'll be lost again.
