So

Lots of things happening, I'm depressed, I?m not even in the mood to write, and for first time in almost 5 years I had bad thoughts, the kind of thoughts I used to have...back then.

nothing serious, and my boys came to cheer me up, right now Josh is waiting for me in bed with a coffee and a movie, he's staying tonight in case I hae nightmares again, his gf is not happy that's more than sure.

I feel bad for making them suffer and worry, and causing all this pproblems, but couldn't deal with it anymore by myself, I was sure I was doing better than this.

AS promised...

The return of the blue child, Yes, yes *my best Krusty impersonation* here I am, all happy... first day without hospital, so depressed like the shit?

BUT!! here non the less, Vinnie, Josh, Sean, I'm here don't worry boys, just... eatgin and leaving after Shrink appointment for today...*yippie...*

BTW cellphones with Internet access suck ASS!!!