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szarabasjkaLots of things happening, I'm depressed, I?m not even in the mood to write, and for first time in almost 5 years I had bad thoughts, the kind of thoughts I used to have...back then.
nothing serious, and my boys came to cheer me up, right now Josh is waiting for me in bed with a coffee and a movie, he's staying tonight in case I hae nightmares again, his gf is not happy that's more than sure.
I feel bad for making them suffer and worry, and causing all this pproblems, but couldn't deal with it anymore by myself, I was sure I was doing better than this.
nothing serious, and my boys came to cheer me up, right now Josh is waiting for me in bed with a coffee and a movie, he's staying tonight in case I hae nightmares again, his gf is not happy that's more than sure.
I feel bad for making them suffer and worry, and causing all this pproblems, but couldn't deal with it anymore by myself, I was sure I was doing better than this.
