Last night

Gosh I was scared, I just read Nate's memorial and I thought it wasMY Nate Nate_Skate, the one who helped me during the two years i was out of school, and I cried my eyes out for over two hours, what a cruel joke was that.. Natrone died and I do sorry for him but I'm happy too , because my Nate is ok,. I'm still trying to get intouch with him... stillscared to death, i called hector and he came as soon as posible and held me for hours until I stoped shaking, was terrible, really...
I had a terrible night cried the whole night not knowing why, I was so reliefed when they told me that I cried again.
weird, I wasn't aware of how much I cared for him.

about other stuff, life is ok this days.
I just found out that HIM is more sweet that I thought.

BTW.- life is ok today too...

F1 crappy!! but at least a second decent place...