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after the shots, bullets and sounds, you stop thinking, you stop feeling, you stop living, you're just part of a cry because of the teared dream of peace and love.
its because all of this that I decided to quit the army LOL
the very first time you kill a man a person, a human being, a living creature your life became meaningless, your soul shrunk until you can't find it, your eyes get all blurry and you have the last sound of the person stuck on your head for years and for few days you feel like you're allmighty, its terrible.
the sound of the last breatrh of a person is maybe the worst sound on this world, the one thing I wish I shouldn't heard so many times...
I'm reading things about Prolactine, my first asignment I can't believe it *squeal*
HoV comes out soon and Mozart and the Whale, I mean c'mon now is when I start to believe that movie will rock!!!
maybe that's the reason why I love so much BHD and all the other movies because they makes me remember that sad and dark part of my life that changed me so much.
its because all of this that I decided to quit the army LOL
the very first time you kill a man a person, a human being, a living creature your life became meaningless, your soul shrunk until you can't find it, your eyes get all blurry and you have the last sound of the person stuck on your head for years and for few days you feel like you're allmighty, its terrible.
the sound of the last breatrh of a person is maybe the worst sound on this world, the one thing I wish I shouldn't heard so many times...
I'm reading things about Prolactine, my first asignment I can't believe it *squeal*
HoV comes out soon and Mozart and the Whale, I mean c'mon now is when I start to believe that movie will rock!!!
maybe that's the reason why I love so much BHD and all the other movies because they makes me remember that sad and dark part of my life that changed me so much.
