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what if because of my delate on the papers everything doesn't work?
ok right now I can't get that figured ot.
about the rest of the serious things:
1) Mel: her entire life is ruined because ONE little mistake on the second surgery, the doctor cut off her Parathyroides glands at least two of them, that causes her calcium values change from one second to the next. everytime she had a low calcium crisis wich sadly looks like Epilepsy, she's brave and she's realy working hard to get well, hope everything goes well.
She has so many dreams, so many hopes, so many things to live yet... she doesn't deserve all this
2) Sean: a year ago I was tottally idiotic about him, because that little goose is simpply way too much for me, everytime I saw his smile I become the biggest dumb person here. right now I don't know what I feel for him all this time away from each other gave us time to clear our feelings or maybe mess it up a little more LOL the point is that he once already propoused to me and I said no, why? because Its what I do, reject perfect romantic marriage propousals*sigh* well I wasn't all ready and had so many things to do yet, maybe because I can't see my future attached to another person, I kinda regret it now, what should I do? should I call him? because he called me yesterday but we just get all quiet, is that a bad signal?
3) That other Crush: he was my friend, right now I don't know the name that we must call this relationship... he's amazing and well I know that I already cheated on Sean (God I wish I could change that)fo rhis cause, I miss Sean I'm feeling all Rory here!! I need help!!!
why feelings are so messy!!! I wish I could just get rid of both of them there's no way to separate my feelings right now.
4) My life it self!!!: all I really want is find my path, my cause, my world, I don't want to be part of someone's else world, i don't need someone's life definig mine.
does it sounds too selfish?
Besides there's very important things else, I have a new story on my head right now all I need is the foe's name Verona, Carol and Maxwell Verona ; LOL sounds great huh?
ok I'll try it tonight anything new I'll post here tomorrow.
*messing up my life*
Me
ok right now I can't get that figured ot.
about the rest of the serious things:
1) Mel: her entire life is ruined because ONE little mistake on the second surgery, the doctor cut off her Parathyroides glands at least two of them, that causes her calcium values change from one second to the next. everytime she had a low calcium crisis wich sadly looks like Epilepsy, she's brave and she's realy working hard to get well, hope everything goes well.
She has so many dreams, so many hopes, so many things to live yet... she doesn't deserve all this
2) Sean: a year ago I was tottally idiotic about him, because that little goose is simpply way too much for me, everytime I saw his smile I become the biggest dumb person here. right now I don't know what I feel for him all this time away from each other gave us time to clear our feelings or maybe mess it up a little more LOL the point is that he once already propoused to me and I said no, why? because Its what I do, reject perfect romantic marriage propousals*sigh* well I wasn't all ready and had so many things to do yet, maybe because I can't see my future attached to another person, I kinda regret it now, what should I do? should I call him? because he called me yesterday but we just get all quiet, is that a bad signal?
3) That other Crush: he was my friend, right now I don't know the name that we must call this relationship... he's amazing and well I know that I already cheated on Sean (God I wish I could change that)fo rhis cause, I miss Sean I'm feeling all Rory here!! I need help!!!
why feelings are so messy!!! I wish I could just get rid of both of them there's no way to separate my feelings right now.
4) My life it self!!!: all I really want is find my path, my cause, my world, I don't want to be part of someone's else world, i don't need someone's life definig mine.
does it sounds too selfish?
Besides there's very important things else, I have a new story on my head right now all I need is the foe's name Verona, Carol and Maxwell Verona ; LOL sounds great huh?
ok I'll try it tonight anything new I'll post here tomorrow.
*messing up my life*
Me
