First dance
Dec. 10th, 2010 11:53 pmFirst attempt
Disclaimer: No money made, not mine
Fandom: Criminal mind
Tittle: It's chrsitmas in my heart
Characters: BAU team
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Here I am once more, glass in hand, My eyes moving over the others, yeah please hide the envy, is not their fault that you're such a klutz.
I can't dance, nobody believes me but its true, when the girls tried to teach me... what a mess, and Morgan made fun... after all I'm supposed to be graceful, even if they know I'm not, everyone there dancing and me, here... being the ugly duckling left sitting.
enough, I'm leaving, got my glass and finished in one swing, they wouldn't even notice I left. but the shadow of the one person missing in the celebration was right at my side without me noticing it.
'why they left you here?' lets add more humiliation, I got my jacket and bag, ready to go.
'I can't dance...' the corners of his mouth rising in a smile, stupid me feels all warm inside with that simple gesture.
'nonsense! everybody can dance...' he saw how much the rest were drinking, and how lonely I was here, how everybody else was laughing.
'not me, just... no reason to celebrate, I'm... you know... alone' yeah away from mom and away from who was supposedly my date for tonight, away from the one co-worker I related the most... 'I'm going home.' he blocked me
'no...' he sat there, in the next stool, dark eyes on me, not cold and serious as usual, something, a spark on them 'keep me company, for a little while please...' the waitress asked what he wanted, Hotch ordered a tequila shot, abeer and another one of whatever I was having, God it feels weird...
After five more minutes, the whole team dancing and making jokes, this place is pretty much deserted, only us here, good, after a case as stressful we need some room to relax. I notice my eyes glued on is lips, the way he sucks on a lemon, "too risky, you know is risky, move on" todl to myself and moved off the chair
'really, I have to go now' he once more turned to me
'sorry.. I'm boring... Right?' a twitch on his lips, self pity? on HIM no way...
'NO! It’s just...' breath, you big baby breath 'look, I'm the only one without a date here' Pathetic! Now he knows what kind of desperate case he has in front 'bye, and Merry Christmas' tried to give him a kiss in the cheek he held my arm
'stay, I don't want to face them alone...' the rest might not even notice us 'I don't have a date either...' and he swallowed hard and got closer 'sometimes... its just too much' I can smell it, the alcohol in his voice, otherwise he'd keep that to himself, gravity held me there, for some reason my body entirely forgot how to move when his breath touched my face, so close...
'I'm sorry...' it’s the first Christmas without Hayley, I should show more respect, and here I was talking about being alone, to him! of all people' Hayley is gone too, and further way than my mom. I might not be her number one fan, and with our history, she wasn't mine either, but I feel bad for him. I don't want him feeling alone 'I'm just...' he turned to me once more, and I noticed his thumb caressing the inside of my wrist, my stomach flipped
'okay-- I'll stay' shit I'm blushing, after all, used as I am to guys hitting on me and I blush the second he sits next to me...
'thanks, I feel better just having you here...' another smile, he bit his lips and drank his beer 'you should be dancing...' a new song started, my ears feeling only the thumping of my heart didn't registered the lyrics. 'Come on' he moved to the dance floor and pulled me with him, he must be more drunk than I thought, what the rest is gonna say.
'Wait no... I'm not lying I can't dance...' he held my waist
'everybody can dance with the right partner, and i'll be your partner tonight...' the only one who kinda knew about my crush was JJ and she's gone, she even once asked me, I had not the valor to tell her.
'Please' seems like begging is not gonna work either, so close, so warm
'Come on, you have to dance too' and I shook no, couldn't hide the smile too embarrassed for anything else 'they're your friends, nobody is going to think anything bad...' A strong hand held my fingers, long time since I felt this vulnerable, his hand sliped on my back and we started swaying on the beat, I saw Garcia dancing with Morgan smiling, Rossi and Morgan's date too, Emily winked at me and Garcia's bf gasped.
'that's the sweetest thing ever' Garcia told Morgan 'nobody was left sitting' Morgan looked at me, he's worried this could end up bad for me, I understand he worries. I’m grateful, he's like an older brother right now I don't care, Hotch started singing in my ear "... tomorrow may be grey, we may be torn apart, but if you stay tonight, it's Christmas in my heart" and his lips touched my neck. I don't know what this means, hope it means what it feels it is.
I never thought that a christmas wish could become truth in chrismas eve...
Disclaimer: No money made, not mine
Fandom: Criminal mind
Tittle: It's chrsitmas in my heart
Characters: BAU team
**
Here I am once more, glass in hand, My eyes moving over the others, yeah please hide the envy, is not their fault that you're such a klutz.
I can't dance, nobody believes me but its true, when the girls tried to teach me... what a mess, and Morgan made fun... after all I'm supposed to be graceful, even if they know I'm not, everyone there dancing and me, here... being the ugly duckling left sitting.
enough, I'm leaving, got my glass and finished in one swing, they wouldn't even notice I left. but the shadow of the one person missing in the celebration was right at my side without me noticing it.
'why they left you here?' lets add more humiliation, I got my jacket and bag, ready to go.
'I can't dance...' the corners of his mouth rising in a smile, stupid me feels all warm inside with that simple gesture.
'nonsense! everybody can dance...' he saw how much the rest were drinking, and how lonely I was here, how everybody else was laughing.
'not me, just... no reason to celebrate, I'm... you know... alone' yeah away from mom and away from who was supposedly my date for tonight, away from the one co-worker I related the most... 'I'm going home.' he blocked me
'no...' he sat there, in the next stool, dark eyes on me, not cold and serious as usual, something, a spark on them 'keep me company, for a little while please...' the waitress asked what he wanted, Hotch ordered a tequila shot, abeer and another one of whatever I was having, God it feels weird...
After five more minutes, the whole team dancing and making jokes, this place is pretty much deserted, only us here, good, after a case as stressful we need some room to relax. I notice my eyes glued on is lips, the way he sucks on a lemon, "too risky, you know is risky, move on" todl to myself and moved off the chair
'really, I have to go now' he once more turned to me
'sorry.. I'm boring... Right?' a twitch on his lips, self pity? on HIM no way...
'NO! It’s just...' breath, you big baby breath 'look, I'm the only one without a date here' Pathetic! Now he knows what kind of desperate case he has in front 'bye, and Merry Christmas' tried to give him a kiss in the cheek he held my arm
'stay, I don't want to face them alone...' the rest might not even notice us 'I don't have a date either...' and he swallowed hard and got closer 'sometimes... its just too much' I can smell it, the alcohol in his voice, otherwise he'd keep that to himself, gravity held me there, for some reason my body entirely forgot how to move when his breath touched my face, so close...
'I'm sorry...' it’s the first Christmas without Hayley, I should show more respect, and here I was talking about being alone, to him! of all people' Hayley is gone too, and further way than my mom. I might not be her number one fan, and with our history, she wasn't mine either, but I feel bad for him. I don't want him feeling alone 'I'm just...' he turned to me once more, and I noticed his thumb caressing the inside of my wrist, my stomach flipped
'okay-- I'll stay' shit I'm blushing, after all, used as I am to guys hitting on me and I blush the second he sits next to me...
'thanks, I feel better just having you here...' another smile, he bit his lips and drank his beer 'you should be dancing...' a new song started, my ears feeling only the thumping of my heart didn't registered the lyrics. 'Come on' he moved to the dance floor and pulled me with him, he must be more drunk than I thought, what the rest is gonna say.
'Wait no... I'm not lying I can't dance...' he held my waist
'everybody can dance with the right partner, and i'll be your partner tonight...' the only one who kinda knew about my crush was JJ and she's gone, she even once asked me, I had not the valor to tell her.
'Please' seems like begging is not gonna work either, so close, so warm
'Come on, you have to dance too' and I shook no, couldn't hide the smile too embarrassed for anything else 'they're your friends, nobody is going to think anything bad...' A strong hand held my fingers, long time since I felt this vulnerable, his hand sliped on my back and we started swaying on the beat, I saw Garcia dancing with Morgan smiling, Rossi and Morgan's date too, Emily winked at me and Garcia's bf gasped.
'that's the sweetest thing ever' Garcia told Morgan 'nobody was left sitting' Morgan looked at me, he's worried this could end up bad for me, I understand he worries. I’m grateful, he's like an older brother right now I don't care, Hotch started singing in my ear "... tomorrow may be grey, we may be torn apart, but if you stay tonight, it's Christmas in my heart" and his lips touched my neck. I don't know what this means, hope it means what it feels it is.
I never thought that a christmas wish could become truth in chrismas eve...