Harrison

[szarabasjka]

finally I got it... I've been suffering for it for SO so so long...
Sean is sweet but is Josh who's here for me every time*blush*
my exam wasn't that bad... :D
things are getting better, and life is not that bad.
some Sara because I just found what's gonna happen



- wow... does Dad knows about this?- she started crying again
-calm down...- frounning he lead her inside - now tell me sassy, hat happened?-
- I'm pregnant...- her brother snorted
- no shit... really? - Sara met his eyes and couldn't helped but laugh too - who did it? who nailed my Ice Sara? -
- Cale Bojan...- answered sincere, the guy looked at her
- that means you don't know? - she shoke her head
- it means that Cale Bojan is the father... - the guy in front of her was stunned - but...- sobed- dad and mom... He said...- and again was crying
- calm down dear, you'll tell me everything... - hold her in his arms and let her cry
- but they hate me...- cleaned her face- dad hates me, you don't understand -
- aw... honey... - hold her chin and smiled at her - I'm his only Son, his first born, I've been named after him and I'm gay... believe me I know how it feels when your father hates you... - both of them laughed again - the part that I don't get yet is HOW you get pregnant with Cale'gorgeous'Bojan's spawn...and how you get here? what about the hospital? -
- we meet in a disco about four months ago, I didn't know where to go, and I don't care about that right now... - she was tired, after five hours on a plane and was still crying, tears running down her cheeks
- shhh.. sassy... you're safe now, I'm not gonna let them get you or your baby - her brother kissed her hair and she drifted into sleep
***
Cale wasn't sure about what he was feelling after his brawl with Sara, she never said she had an abortion, and if she did it, why her parents didn't wait for her?
- you're such an idiot... Dane was yawning - if you really love her why you don't walk to her parents house and ask her to be your wife...-
- is not that easy...Danny - his friend opened his eyes in aversion -
- don't call me Danny.-
- we know each other for a long while right? - Dane nodded- even before Dane.. when you were Daniel Broansfield -
- yes... Cale, we do - sigh - and now I'm telling you if I ever love like you love that girl, I'm gonna be happy - Cale run to find her.
But Sara wasn't at the hospital and her house were empty too, she wasn't with her parents because her mother called him to asking to talk with her daughter.
Cale spend the next months trying to find sara, her car were found at the airport but nobody knows where she was.
- your job is do what we say- said some executives from the studio - we have a contract my boy.. and we need you to date this girl - He had been fighting against it, the girl they wanted him to date was not only vane but shallow as hell
- I'll do this if you give me three weeks free this summer - the three older men in the table whispered for few second
- this is not negotiable Cale..- added one- we're already paying alot to keep gossips low about the girl you get pregnant, the one who aborted - Cale loose his breath - please get into sense and do what we're saying - 'three years, just three years' repeat himself and accepted, the very next day he was on the cover of every scandal paper ' Cale Bojan and the new hotness. he had sold his soul and he was paying the price...
***
- Sara....!- Charly walked into the house - you have a letter from the hospital!!! - a very pregnant Sara walked calmly
- you think they finally have good news? - opened the envelope while her brother hide a paper from her - OMG!!! I have it!! I got the place here!! - she was so happy hugged her brother and her hand touched the paper in his back - what's that? -
- nothing Sassy, just yellow press - shuddered - come on, lets celebrate this... - but Sara got the paper - sara don't... - she opened it and saw cale in first page
- Wow..she's prettier than me - she looked at him for few seconds and then gave him the paer - lets go, I want ice cream -
- you never told me what happened with him? -
- he chickened out right when I needed him more - and hiding her drowned eyes but with a shaky voice - I think he was mre worried about bad publicity than me - Chalry looked at the pic, Cale wasn't happy that was obvious
- are you gonna tell him? because.. its the father... -
- I don't know... -

Nate is Back!! he wrote me and posted on IMDb again!!!!!
please read this, is amazing


Allenhust!

Allenhurst! Boats are not moored
Off your weary shores.
Great vessels do not seek your face,
Passing to and fro in the distance,
But they cross your oceans and small docks
South of the great Hudson Bay.

Music sings from your prideful
Beachclub and cabanas,
Full of pretty women
And eager men, hoping
To entwine their fates
On your sands, amidst the flitting gulls.

Jet-Set mansions sit above whitewashed rocks,
Like high towers,
Far above the mocking taunts of crashing seas
Bent on washing away the memories of summers
Long-forgotten parties.

I have danced with the small sand sharks
Between the rocks of your lagoon,
And dodged your clear plastic-bag jellyfish,
But I have never danced with your daughters,
Though I would have if they sought me.

Yes, I remember their pretty eyes,
And dimpled pirate smiles that never
Came to be. And so, Allenhurst, you
Are to me a haunting memory, beautiful,
Yet, never fulfilling.
Bittersweet Allenhurst!