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Nov. 27th, 2017 06:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
szarabasjka I have noticed something.
all of the amazing peoplei used to follow on LJ ad oter sites are getting old or tired of journals/blogs and leaving and i ave this weird feeling of being left alone on a party.i do have -lilke I bet most of them- real life stuff to deal with before this thing but still miss them all.
I long for a time when i spent the afternoon reading nonsense and laughing,
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last saturday R was waiting for me outside work but he got tired because I was almost 30 mins late and left right when i was coming out.it realy hurt, things are not as good as they used to be, so much we havent even called each other since then, not to mention that now I'm a far more busy person than i was when we started dating.
-o-
backback baaaaack in the time when I was just a low med student in their first hospital practice I met this guy, an already somewhat famous specialist; now a real big name, D, happens that I'm working with him now, and he is an amazing person who does remember me... that's the problem with me, i'm not easy to forget but I'm impossible to remember lol.
-o-
I simply stopped writing, not even a couple lilnes a day, it feels wrong in some way...
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so that life is messy and my head is disperse....
all of the amazing peoplei used to follow on LJ ad oter sites are getting old or tired of journals/blogs and leaving and i ave this weird feeling of being left alone on a party.i do have -lilke I bet most of them- real life stuff to deal with before this thing but still miss them all.
I long for a time when i spent the afternoon reading nonsense and laughing,
-0-
last saturday R was waiting for me outside work but he got tired because I was almost 30 mins late and left right when i was coming out.it realy hurt, things are not as good as they used to be, so much we havent even called each other since then, not to mention that now I'm a far more busy person than i was when we started dating.
-o-
backback baaaaack in the time when I was just a low med student in their first hospital practice I met this guy, an already somewhat famous specialist; now a real big name, D, happens that I'm working with him now, and he is an amazing person who does remember me... that's the problem with me, i'm not easy to forget but I'm impossible to remember lol.
-o-
I simply stopped writing, not even a couple lilnes a day, it feels wrong in some way...
-0-
so that life is messy and my head is disperse....
