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Jun. 27th, 2017 08:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
szarabasjka I made a mistake tonight; I opened the wrong drawer and it was like changing channels to a time when his smile was here.
I saw that shirt, the one with the checkered pattern and those ugly old jeans.
I remember I used to laugh at his attempts to be serious for pictures when I knew he wanted to laugh.
I heard the voice the sound the laugh the sun in that stupid smile and those gentle eyes.
It was like changing channels to a time when you were with me and I cannot go back, I cannot pretend it didn't happen and that I don't want to cry because I miss you.
He was my sun; never to rise again.
I saw that shirt, the one with the checkered pattern and those ugly old jeans.
I remember I used to laugh at his attempts to be serious for pictures when I knew he wanted to laugh.
I heard the voice the sound the laugh the sun in that stupid smile and those gentle eyes.
It was like changing channels to a time when you were with me and I cannot go back, I cannot pretend it didn't happen and that I don't want to cry because I miss you.
He was my sun; never to rise again.
