Story: Absentminded 3/?
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Jeffrey closed the door at the end of the day; it was the fifth day Jensen haven’t worked and people was starting to get worried; small town gossipy people.
He loved Jensen; he was sure he was meant to spend his life with him; and he had been taking him or granted until the feral arrived to their lives.
He still wanted to help; after all Jensen could be helping because the kid reminded him of his mother, right? Even if the counselor said Jensen didn’t remember much of that time.
“Should I leave?” a sweet voice sounded from the door. “I have to tell you… you don’t look like you want t be interrupted in your brooding session.”
Jeff smiled; she always made him smile. “Samantha…” he said and the girl smiled; she had green eyes, not as pretty as Jensen’s, in some light they looked brown and boring and her front teeth were a bit too long. But it only added to how cute she looked.
“And what do I owe the pleasure Nurse Burton?” Jeff asked smiling and seeing the girl blush.
She looked down and let out a breath. “Your mom sent me… we baked cookies yesterday and sent me some for you and Jensen.” She said offering a can that Jeff moved to get. “how is he by the way…” she asked. “I haven’t seen him lately.”
Jeff shrugged looking at his feet. “We found a feral… and he’s taking care of him.”
Hilary smiled. “Really? That’s awesome! You’re always doing something selfless.”
Jeff scoffed a bit self conscious. “you make it sound as if it were something special… I’m not doing anything.”
“you’re always helping someone Jeff… but I thought I saw Jensen today.” She said thinking. “near the hospital?” she smiled as if she said too much; “that sounds awfully like me being nosey…””she said blushing and then; not knowing what to say or how to continue the conversation and looking only slightly uncomfortable turned to the door and saying a fast good bye started walking away.
“Hil?” Jeff let out nervous because there was no reason to call her back. “uh… have a nice day”
The lady smiled; her pretty features twisting in a honest smile and nodded leaving. “”say hi to Jensen for me.” Was the last she said.
Jeff finished with his errands and got into his car to drive to Jensen’s farm after picking up a pizza; Jensen’s favorite toppings on it.
The second he entered the property he noticed one thing, a column of smoke rising from the front yard and Jensen trying with all his power to stop Jared from throwing something away.
“Give it back!! For God’s sake you idiot!!” Jensen shouted and Jeff parked looking the exchange in mild amusement. Jared stubborn –you imbecile- expression as he faced Jensen was just hilarious.
And it was Jared who saw him and looked as him with golden eyes glowing and snarling his inhuman sharp fangs.
“Wow… calm down boy, I’m just laughing at my boyfriend.” He said offering both hands up in a gesture of peace. “I’m just here with pizza.”
Jensen threw whatever Jared had been trying to get and ran to him. “Bless you man, there’s a reason why I love you.” he got close and kissed the man’s face before taking the box and marching into the house. It was almost dark. “Jared was tossing into the fire my last burgers.”
Jeff chuckled. “No luck with the communication?”
Jensen already had a slice stuffed in his mouth by the time he set dishes , napkins and beers on the table, “the only thing clear; is that Tahmoh doesn’t mean sorrow; is a name, a male’s name…”
Jeff sat and opened his beer taking a sip made a face and a sound of surprise. “And how do you know that?”
Jensen sat seeing if Jared had come inside with him. “We went to the hospital today…”
“Yeah Hilary saw you there.” Jensen made a face.
“so you saw Hilary?” he said serious and Jeff smiled.
“jealous?” Jeff asked smiling at Jensen and the younger man let out a huff. “I’ll take that as a yes…” Jeff said teasing him.
Jensen kept chewing. “What else your perfect Hilary said…?” he asked pretending not being interested. Jeff moved one hand and held
Jensen’s; it was easy, comfortable, something they had had their entire life.
“She brought mom’s cookies, we should go see her, you know? She’s not getting any younger…”
Jensen nodded as he linked his fingers with Jeff’s. “We can go tomorrow, and maybe introduce her to Jared?” Jeff made a sound and it was Jensen’s time to smile. “Jealous?”
Jeff scoffed louder and cleared his throat as he pulled his hand free. “Jealous of a guy that can’t even use a bathroom, and that burns burgers in an open fire?” Jensen smiled but then they heard something, Jared was standing there, he had the cooked burgers in maple leaves; he was looking from Jensen to Jeff with a deep frown. He offered a sound and set the leaf in front of Jensen ignoring Jeff; he motioned for him to eat and waited with a patient look as if feeding a specially skittish stray. Jensen let out a sigh and smiled to Jared patiently too. “Thank you…” he said. “Even if I shouldn‘t eats something that was tossed on a rock in the middle of my yard for an unsanitary period of time…” he huffed and with a dreadful look took a bite.
His face turned into one of surprise. “What?” Jeff was already getting up and bringing him a glass of water. “WHAT??”
Jensen smiled. “This is insanely good!! How simple burger can taste this good?” he said offering a bit to Jeff. “Here have a taste...” Jared made a noise and sniffed in Jeff’s direction.
Jeff doubted for a bit but then took the bite of food from Jensen’s fingers and made the same sound and Jared frowned again. “Okay I give you that. This is good enough…” he said. “Just not as good as pizza.” He offered Jared a piece of the box to Jared and pointed to a chair. “Here have a slice.” Jared smelled the piece and scrunched his nose intrigued, he took it and licked it making a face of half disgust half surprise, he took a careful small bite and chewed slowly, he turned to Jensen and smiled showing him his pizza, Jensen smiled too and pointed to a chair, Jared sat on it and kept chewing.
“Look at that; domesticated by pizza…” Jeff said drinking his beer and looking at Jensen’s face; an expression of pure adoration: eyes focused in nothing but Jared and ignoring him completely. Somehow it felt weird, it felt wrong…
***
Jodie Munford Morgan was sick, she had seen better days; she jokes about it every day and she wants nothing else in life than to see her boys happy; and of course if she could get at least one grandchild before his days end she would die happy… but she can deal with no kids as long as her boys are happy; especially because both boys are a couple and she is not about to ask who catches and who pitches… that’s just not... Oh Lord the idea had her blushing; she knows there’s a low rate on male pregnancies and if it happens -if those two are at least getting at it to start with- it’ll be a tremendous surprise.
She was waiting for them since Jeff called; Hilary was a sweet girl; and before Jensen showed interest in Jeff she was sure Hilary would be the one her son would pick. That’s why she sent her to visit Jeff; because if someone was able to convince him to do anything it was Hilary.
Now seeing them parking outside of her small house was enough to have her heart beating faster, is almost a week since her boys were there. “Hi!!!” she said trying to reach the door while Jeff was already jumping steps to get to her. “No, No lady, stay right there…” he said getting to her and hugging her. “So nice to see you…”
She held her boy tight and cooed when he giggled like a child. “Where’s that other kid huh?” she asked and looked out to find Jensen steering Jared into the house, it had taken them both an hour of effort to force Jared into jeans and a t-shirt. “Look at him!!” she said and laughed; the lady was laughing so hard Jeff stared at his mom I disbelief.
“I don’t think that’s helping at all…” Jeff said opening the door for Jensen and Jared.
“Mom…” Jensen said with a wide grin on his face, he frowned as he hugged the laughing woman and kissed her cheeks. “What’s so funny?” instead of answering them she made the gurgling and explosive sounds Jared used and left both her boys stunned.
“Sorry, lamb, but you look most uncomfortable.” She said and Jared huffed.
“I don’t get how they go around wearing all this heavy linen; its uncomfortable and constricting.” He complained waving his arms and testing the seams of his clothes making the lady laugh again.
“My kin is fragile against nature; we either cover ourselves or die.”
Jared looked stunned this time looking at Jeff and Jensen. “But they look Alpha!!” she laughed hard this time; so hard tears rolled down her face.
“I’m Jodie; from Munford –Morgan clan.” She said. “at your service.” Her hand flew in front of her. And Jared smiled bending to stand at her height.
“I’m Jared from Padalecki clan.” He answered polite. “But I had to leave my family behind.”
Jeff had his arms crossed. “Mother…? Anything you want to tell us?”
The lady nodded and moved inside slowly still talking to Jared. “I don’t have family anymore aside of my boys here; you will be my son too.”
Jared’s face lost every bit of composed calm; he started sobbing falling on his knees in front of the lady. “Mom…” he said and held her hands like people would’ve done in her tribe after an orphan being adopted.
“NO, NO!!” she said pulling him up as hard as she could. “I’m a mother to everyone boy; you won’t be alone while I’m alive.”
Jared smiled as the lady hugged him like a mother would have hugged a kid that had been away for a while.
“How come you never told us you could talk one of the dialects?” Jensen asked setting Jared on the carpet in the living room with a glass of water as he sat next to Jodie.
She smiled at him but kept quiet, it was Jeff who spoke. “You thought Jensen would remember?”
Jensen blinked. “I-I don’t remember a word, or I wouldn’t have confused Jared’s Tahmow with sorrow.”
“TahmoH” corrected Jared turning to Jodie. “Tahmoh asked me to find his sister.”
Jodie turned to her son. “Did you know he’s looking for someone?”
Jensen moved closer, his leg touching Jared. “Looking for someone?” he moved to sit next to him on the carpet. “Does he want to leave? Does it have to do with Tahmoh?”
Jared faced Jensen speaking in his own language. “You have no right to talk about him as if you know him; he saved my life and he’s dear to me.”
Jodie cooed. “He got all protective; don’t talk about his loved one as if you knew him.” and turning to Jared. “He’s a good man, and being on his good grace would be a gift to you my lamb.”
Jared blushed a bit turning to Jensen. “Could you tell him I thank him for his help and protection?” he looked down. “Most alphas would have shun me instead of keeping me safe in his wooden tent.”
“House…” Jodi corrected smiling; Jared opened his eyes at the word and when Jared repeated it. The lady also repeated the words so Jared could thank him himself.
Jensen blushed before Jared could even let the words out. “tell him its okay; it was the decent thing to do…” he said and the lady made him repeat the words too. After the motions and weird signs this was the first real communication between them.
“Since its obvious I’m here just for pie…” Jeff said getting up a bit upset. “I’m going for seconds.” He got up and left the room. Jodie looked him go and turned to Jensen.
Green eyes followed Jeff and he left the carpet in on fluid motion to follow him. “Jeff?” he said biting his bottom lip.
“I’m fine, I just… is like I’m not even there when you’re all engrossed in understanding him.” Jensen smiled and hid his face, every freckle standing out by the soft blush covering his face.
“Don’t be like that” Jensen said surrounding him with his arms. “Maybe mom can help us understand him and he’d get a life… like I did…”
Jeff let out a huff and closed the distance for a kiss.
“Boys!” Jodie said from the living room before murmuring very fast in Jared’s dialect. “you better not christening my kitchen I want grandchildren but I swear I’m not explaining them why everything smells like ammonia.” Jeff chuckled; sweet, endearing and goofy and Jensen blushed and hid his face in his boyfriend’s neck..
***
Jared refused to go on the car ever again, and Jensen had to leave him at home alone during the days while he went to work; by now he was used to barbeque because everything Jared cooked was cooked outside, either on an open fire or smoked.
As the days passed Jared became more and more possessive of Jensen without a reason and more and more suspicious of Jeff. Jodie told Jensen that it meant one thing; ferals allowed stronger partners around for protection during pregnancies; and other strong males were seen as a potential risks.
“We still don’t know if he’s pregnant!!” Jensen said as he heard Jared hurl on the porch. Doctor Felton came into the farm to check on him because Jared pretty much threw himself to the floor and refused to get up when Jensen explained they were going to the hospital again.
“They sting. No!!” he said and Jensen huffed, puffed, begged and got mad and nothing worked.
The doctor checked Jared in the front porch where Jensen had set a large bean bag, trying to make Jared comfortable even if he refused to be inside the house.
Serious face on and shaking his head from side to side the doctor shrugged. “we might need a couple tests… these… people.” He said vague. “they have a different biology; somewhat what we were a couple centuries back… do you know about them?”
Jensen felt offended for Jared; it was more like talking about exotic pets than human beings. “My mom was one of ‘these people’ too.” Jensen said. “so you better be more specific.”
The doctor looked at Jensen as if he were a freak and started talking. “Long before we grew into civilization there were three genders; alphas-; dominant and violent; they were like the procreators per excellence.” He said air quoting it. “Betas; which might correspond to us. Regular, normal quite balanced people not ruled by their hormones all the time, then the last of the lot are the omegas; the breeders; they’re pretty much objects among them; they have to be pure so they can be sold to a mate; did you know that?”
Jensen shook his head no even if he had an idea as the doctor kept talking. “When one of them gets soiled; let’s say pre marital sex?” the doctor kept talking once Jensen made a face that he understood. “Either if it’s consensual or not; they’re killed off just like that, like they’re defective or damaged.” The man looked at Jared who was intently looking at Jensen’s face with increasing worry. “Some of them as you might know by now are chased away into our cities so they can have a second chance. Some of them even after marriage and so; if this one is pregnant we might have to see if he’s mated too; because we there’s a way to know too.” The man looked somewhat upset. “As if we were talking about a freaking dog.” He mumbled biting his lips. “I have to tell you though; it’s his call if he refuses the test nothing you say would make me do this, is that clear?”
Jensen smiled and nodded. “yes; and I’m glad. I won’t make Jared do anything he doesn’t’ want.”
The doctor let out a huff. “you’re the first one; most people see them as living sex dolls… they don’t’ have the inhibitions we grew up with and… you know… ” the man said; he bent down to look at Jared and touched his chest and extending his hand to Jared palm up with a friendly smile. Jared did the same smiling at the man saying something; the doctor made a motion as if to make him understand he didn’t know his language.
“I only know few things; where it hurts; does it hurts; what is happening… he wants to know what’s wrong with him.” the doctor said looking at Jensen before facing Jared and motioning to his stomach, after the universal sign for pregnant he raised his right thumb pointing first up and then down with a worried face. Jared gasped and looked at Jensen surprised; one of his hands flying to hold his stomach and turned to Jensen speaking once more fast and nonstop.
“We don’t know for sure.” Jensen showed his arm and made a motion to make him understand about a syringe on it; Jared huffed looking away and then smiled; he got up nodded and marched down the steps to the pickup truck making Jensen laugh loud. “I guess he’s okay with the tests…”
After the lab took a sample Jensen dragged Jared to a grocery store determined to show him his world was better than open fires and half burnt stuff. When Jared tried every fruit in the exhibitions he had to awkwardly apologize with the manager; when Jared dive nose first into the meat cuts display smelling everything he had to drag the boy out.
When Jared protested Jensen took a box of chocolate covered raisins stuffing a couple in his mouth so Jared would do the same. That was it; Jensen knew the boy would follow him into McDonalds any day now.
Jared got sick; like really sick it would’ve been the same to give him a six pack and order him to drink it on one go. Jared gagged and puked and made Jensen feel terrible. “I’m sorry, I swear I’m sorry…” he kept repeating while sitting in his vomit covered car while Jared whimpered still clutching the food in his hand. “I didn’t know I’m sorry.”
“Sorry?” repeated Jared touching his stomach Jensen shook his head no and tried to make him understand making a sad face and taking the raisins away, “I didn’t want you to get sick…”
“Sick?” Jared said half smiling Jensen faked puking and repeated the word sick; Jared opened his eyes and made a sound as if understanding giving a weird sound in return that Jensen couldn’t repeat.
Finally under control Jared was driven to Jeff’s mom with one of those pedyalite bags and fresh fruit, they’ll stay there for a while; actually Jensen wanted the man to stay with her while he went to say hi to Jeff.
Jodie was more than happy to spend some time with Jared and told Jensen Hilary had just gone to the store for her medicines.
Chapter 4
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liverpool46Tittle: Absentminded
Supernartural RPF
Pairing: J2, JDM/JA(*), JDM/?
kinks Jealousy, ABO, possible Mpreg, non-con/rape(mostly implied), characters death, love triagle, angst, happy ending.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
***
Jeffrey closed the door at the end of the day; it was the fifth day Jensen haven’t worked and people was starting to get worried; small town gossipy people.
He loved Jensen; he was sure he was meant to spend his life with him; and he had been taking him or granted until the feral arrived to their lives.
He still wanted to help; after all Jensen could be helping because the kid reminded him of his mother, right? Even if the counselor said Jensen didn’t remember much of that time.
“Should I leave?” a sweet voice sounded from the door. “I have to tell you… you don’t look like you want t be interrupted in your brooding session.”
Jeff smiled; she always made him smile. “Samantha…” he said and the girl smiled; she had green eyes, not as pretty as Jensen’s, in some light they looked brown and boring and her front teeth were a bit too long. But it only added to how cute she looked.
“And what do I owe the pleasure Nurse Burton?” Jeff asked smiling and seeing the girl blush.
She looked down and let out a breath. “Your mom sent me… we baked cookies yesterday and sent me some for you and Jensen.” She said offering a can that Jeff moved to get. “how is he by the way…” she asked. “I haven’t seen him lately.”
Jeff shrugged looking at his feet. “We found a feral… and he’s taking care of him.”
Hilary smiled. “Really? That’s awesome! You’re always doing something selfless.”
Jeff scoffed a bit self conscious. “you make it sound as if it were something special… I’m not doing anything.”
“you’re always helping someone Jeff… but I thought I saw Jensen today.” She said thinking. “near the hospital?” she smiled as if she said too much; “that sounds awfully like me being nosey…””she said blushing and then; not knowing what to say or how to continue the conversation and looking only slightly uncomfortable turned to the door and saying a fast good bye started walking away.
“Hil?” Jeff let out nervous because there was no reason to call her back. “uh… have a nice day”
The lady smiled; her pretty features twisting in a honest smile and nodded leaving. “”say hi to Jensen for me.” Was the last she said.
Jeff finished with his errands and got into his car to drive to Jensen’s farm after picking up a pizza; Jensen’s favorite toppings on it.
The second he entered the property he noticed one thing, a column of smoke rising from the front yard and Jensen trying with all his power to stop Jared from throwing something away.
“Give it back!! For God’s sake you idiot!!” Jensen shouted and Jeff parked looking the exchange in mild amusement. Jared stubborn –you imbecile- expression as he faced Jensen was just hilarious.
And it was Jared who saw him and looked as him with golden eyes glowing and snarling his inhuman sharp fangs.
“Wow… calm down boy, I’m just laughing at my boyfriend.” He said offering both hands up in a gesture of peace. “I’m just here with pizza.”
Jensen threw whatever Jared had been trying to get and ran to him. “Bless you man, there’s a reason why I love you.” he got close and kissed the man’s face before taking the box and marching into the house. It was almost dark. “Jared was tossing into the fire my last burgers.”
Jeff chuckled. “No luck with the communication?”
Jensen already had a slice stuffed in his mouth by the time he set dishes , napkins and beers on the table, “the only thing clear; is that Tahmoh doesn’t mean sorrow; is a name, a male’s name…”
Jeff sat and opened his beer taking a sip made a face and a sound of surprise. “And how do you know that?”
Jensen sat seeing if Jared had come inside with him. “We went to the hospital today…”
“Yeah Hilary saw you there.” Jensen made a face.
“so you saw Hilary?” he said serious and Jeff smiled.
“jealous?” Jeff asked smiling at Jensen and the younger man let out a huff. “I’ll take that as a yes…” Jeff said teasing him.
Jensen kept chewing. “What else your perfect Hilary said…?” he asked pretending not being interested. Jeff moved one hand and held
Jensen’s; it was easy, comfortable, something they had had their entire life.
“She brought mom’s cookies, we should go see her, you know? She’s not getting any younger…”
Jensen nodded as he linked his fingers with Jeff’s. “We can go tomorrow, and maybe introduce her to Jared?” Jeff made a sound and it was Jensen’s time to smile. “Jealous?”
Jeff scoffed louder and cleared his throat as he pulled his hand free. “Jealous of a guy that can’t even use a bathroom, and that burns burgers in an open fire?” Jensen smiled but then they heard something, Jared was standing there, he had the cooked burgers in maple leaves; he was looking from Jensen to Jeff with a deep frown. He offered a sound and set the leaf in front of Jensen ignoring Jeff; he motioned for him to eat and waited with a patient look as if feeding a specially skittish stray. Jensen let out a sigh and smiled to Jared patiently too. “Thank you…” he said. “Even if I shouldn‘t eats something that was tossed on a rock in the middle of my yard for an unsanitary period of time…” he huffed and with a dreadful look took a bite.
His face turned into one of surprise. “What?” Jeff was already getting up and bringing him a glass of water. “WHAT??”
Jensen smiled. “This is insanely good!! How simple burger can taste this good?” he said offering a bit to Jeff. “Here have a taste...” Jared made a noise and sniffed in Jeff’s direction.
Jeff doubted for a bit but then took the bite of food from Jensen’s fingers and made the same sound and Jared frowned again. “Okay I give you that. This is good enough…” he said. “Just not as good as pizza.” He offered Jared a piece of the box to Jared and pointed to a chair. “Here have a slice.” Jared smelled the piece and scrunched his nose intrigued, he took it and licked it making a face of half disgust half surprise, he took a careful small bite and chewed slowly, he turned to Jensen and smiled showing him his pizza, Jensen smiled too and pointed to a chair, Jared sat on it and kept chewing.
“Look at that; domesticated by pizza…” Jeff said drinking his beer and looking at Jensen’s face; an expression of pure adoration: eyes focused in nothing but Jared and ignoring him completely. Somehow it felt weird, it felt wrong…
***
Jodie Munford Morgan was sick, she had seen better days; she jokes about it every day and she wants nothing else in life than to see her boys happy; and of course if she could get at least one grandchild before his days end she would die happy… but she can deal with no kids as long as her boys are happy; especially because both boys are a couple and she is not about to ask who catches and who pitches… that’s just not... Oh Lord the idea had her blushing; she knows there’s a low rate on male pregnancies and if it happens -if those two are at least getting at it to start with- it’ll be a tremendous surprise.
She was waiting for them since Jeff called; Hilary was a sweet girl; and before Jensen showed interest in Jeff she was sure Hilary would be the one her son would pick. That’s why she sent her to visit Jeff; because if someone was able to convince him to do anything it was Hilary.
Now seeing them parking outside of her small house was enough to have her heart beating faster, is almost a week since her boys were there. “Hi!!!” she said trying to reach the door while Jeff was already jumping steps to get to her. “No, No lady, stay right there…” he said getting to her and hugging her. “So nice to see you…”
She held her boy tight and cooed when he giggled like a child. “Where’s that other kid huh?” she asked and looked out to find Jensen steering Jared into the house, it had taken them both an hour of effort to force Jared into jeans and a t-shirt. “Look at him!!” she said and laughed; the lady was laughing so hard Jeff stared at his mom I disbelief.
“I don’t think that’s helping at all…” Jeff said opening the door for Jensen and Jared.
“Mom…” Jensen said with a wide grin on his face, he frowned as he hugged the laughing woman and kissed her cheeks. “What’s so funny?” instead of answering them she made the gurgling and explosive sounds Jared used and left both her boys stunned.
“Sorry, lamb, but you look most uncomfortable.” She said and Jared huffed.
“I don’t get how they go around wearing all this heavy linen; its uncomfortable and constricting.” He complained waving his arms and testing the seams of his clothes making the lady laugh again.
“My kin is fragile against nature; we either cover ourselves or die.”
Jared looked stunned this time looking at Jeff and Jensen. “But they look Alpha!!” she laughed hard this time; so hard tears rolled down her face.
“I’m Jodie; from Munford –Morgan clan.” She said. “at your service.” Her hand flew in front of her. And Jared smiled bending to stand at her height.
“I’m Jared from Padalecki clan.” He answered polite. “But I had to leave my family behind.”
Jeff had his arms crossed. “Mother…? Anything you want to tell us?”
The lady nodded and moved inside slowly still talking to Jared. “I don’t have family anymore aside of my boys here; you will be my son too.”
Jared’s face lost every bit of composed calm; he started sobbing falling on his knees in front of the lady. “Mom…” he said and held her hands like people would’ve done in her tribe after an orphan being adopted.
“NO, NO!!” she said pulling him up as hard as she could. “I’m a mother to everyone boy; you won’t be alone while I’m alive.”
Jared smiled as the lady hugged him like a mother would have hugged a kid that had been away for a while.
“How come you never told us you could talk one of the dialects?” Jensen asked setting Jared on the carpet in the living room with a glass of water as he sat next to Jodie.
She smiled at him but kept quiet, it was Jeff who spoke. “You thought Jensen would remember?”
Jensen blinked. “I-I don’t remember a word, or I wouldn’t have confused Jared’s Tahmow with sorrow.”
“TahmoH” corrected Jared turning to Jodie. “Tahmoh asked me to find his sister.”
Jodie turned to her son. “Did you know he’s looking for someone?”
Jensen moved closer, his leg touching Jared. “Looking for someone?” he moved to sit next to him on the carpet. “Does he want to leave? Does it have to do with Tahmoh?”
Jared faced Jensen speaking in his own language. “You have no right to talk about him as if you know him; he saved my life and he’s dear to me.”
Jodie cooed. “He got all protective; don’t talk about his loved one as if you knew him.” and turning to Jared. “He’s a good man, and being on his good grace would be a gift to you my lamb.”
Jared blushed a bit turning to Jensen. “Could you tell him I thank him for his help and protection?” he looked down. “Most alphas would have shun me instead of keeping me safe in his wooden tent.”
“House…” Jodi corrected smiling; Jared opened his eyes at the word and when Jared repeated it. The lady also repeated the words so Jared could thank him himself.
Jensen blushed before Jared could even let the words out. “tell him its okay; it was the decent thing to do…” he said and the lady made him repeat the words too. After the motions and weird signs this was the first real communication between them.
“Since its obvious I’m here just for pie…” Jeff said getting up a bit upset. “I’m going for seconds.” He got up and left the room. Jodie looked him go and turned to Jensen.
Green eyes followed Jeff and he left the carpet in on fluid motion to follow him. “Jeff?” he said biting his bottom lip.
“I’m fine, I just… is like I’m not even there when you’re all engrossed in understanding him.” Jensen smiled and hid his face, every freckle standing out by the soft blush covering his face.
“Don’t be like that” Jensen said surrounding him with his arms. “Maybe mom can help us understand him and he’d get a life… like I did…”
Jeff let out a huff and closed the distance for a kiss.
“Boys!” Jodie said from the living room before murmuring very fast in Jared’s dialect. “you better not christening my kitchen I want grandchildren but I swear I’m not explaining them why everything smells like ammonia.” Jeff chuckled; sweet, endearing and goofy and Jensen blushed and hid his face in his boyfriend’s neck..
***
Jared refused to go on the car ever again, and Jensen had to leave him at home alone during the days while he went to work; by now he was used to barbeque because everything Jared cooked was cooked outside, either on an open fire or smoked.
As the days passed Jared became more and more possessive of Jensen without a reason and more and more suspicious of Jeff. Jodie told Jensen that it meant one thing; ferals allowed stronger partners around for protection during pregnancies; and other strong males were seen as a potential risks.
“We still don’t know if he’s pregnant!!” Jensen said as he heard Jared hurl on the porch. Doctor Felton came into the farm to check on him because Jared pretty much threw himself to the floor and refused to get up when Jensen explained they were going to the hospital again.
“They sting. No!!” he said and Jensen huffed, puffed, begged and got mad and nothing worked.
The doctor checked Jared in the front porch where Jensen had set a large bean bag, trying to make Jared comfortable even if he refused to be inside the house.
Serious face on and shaking his head from side to side the doctor shrugged. “we might need a couple tests… these… people.” He said vague. “they have a different biology; somewhat what we were a couple centuries back… do you know about them?”
Jensen felt offended for Jared; it was more like talking about exotic pets than human beings. “My mom was one of ‘these people’ too.” Jensen said. “so you better be more specific.”
The doctor looked at Jensen as if he were a freak and started talking. “Long before we grew into civilization there were three genders; alphas-; dominant and violent; they were like the procreators per excellence.” He said air quoting it. “Betas; which might correspond to us. Regular, normal quite balanced people not ruled by their hormones all the time, then the last of the lot are the omegas; the breeders; they’re pretty much objects among them; they have to be pure so they can be sold to a mate; did you know that?”
Jensen shook his head no even if he had an idea as the doctor kept talking. “When one of them gets soiled; let’s say pre marital sex?” the doctor kept talking once Jensen made a face that he understood. “Either if it’s consensual or not; they’re killed off just like that, like they’re defective or damaged.” The man looked at Jared who was intently looking at Jensen’s face with increasing worry. “Some of them as you might know by now are chased away into our cities so they can have a second chance. Some of them even after marriage and so; if this one is pregnant we might have to see if he’s mated too; because we there’s a way to know too.” The man looked somewhat upset. “As if we were talking about a freaking dog.” He mumbled biting his lips. “I have to tell you though; it’s his call if he refuses the test nothing you say would make me do this, is that clear?”
Jensen smiled and nodded. “yes; and I’m glad. I won’t make Jared do anything he doesn’t’ want.”
The doctor let out a huff. “you’re the first one; most people see them as living sex dolls… they don’t’ have the inhibitions we grew up with and… you know… ” the man said; he bent down to look at Jared and touched his chest and extending his hand to Jared palm up with a friendly smile. Jared did the same smiling at the man saying something; the doctor made a motion as if to make him understand he didn’t know his language.
“I only know few things; where it hurts; does it hurts; what is happening… he wants to know what’s wrong with him.” the doctor said looking at Jensen before facing Jared and motioning to his stomach, after the universal sign for pregnant he raised his right thumb pointing first up and then down with a worried face. Jared gasped and looked at Jensen surprised; one of his hands flying to hold his stomach and turned to Jensen speaking once more fast and nonstop.
“We don’t know for sure.” Jensen showed his arm and made a motion to make him understand about a syringe on it; Jared huffed looking away and then smiled; he got up nodded and marched down the steps to the pickup truck making Jensen laugh loud. “I guess he’s okay with the tests…”
After the lab took a sample Jensen dragged Jared to a grocery store determined to show him his world was better than open fires and half burnt stuff. When Jared tried every fruit in the exhibitions he had to awkwardly apologize with the manager; when Jared dive nose first into the meat cuts display smelling everything he had to drag the boy out.
When Jared protested Jensen took a box of chocolate covered raisins stuffing a couple in his mouth so Jared would do the same. That was it; Jensen knew the boy would follow him into McDonalds any day now.
Jared got sick; like really sick it would’ve been the same to give him a six pack and order him to drink it on one go. Jared gagged and puked and made Jensen feel terrible. “I’m sorry, I swear I’m sorry…” he kept repeating while sitting in his vomit covered car while Jared whimpered still clutching the food in his hand. “I didn’t know I’m sorry.”
“Sorry?” repeated Jared touching his stomach Jensen shook his head no and tried to make him understand making a sad face and taking the raisins away, “I didn’t want you to get sick…”
“Sick?” Jared said half smiling Jensen faked puking and repeated the word sick; Jared opened his eyes and made a sound as if understanding giving a weird sound in return that Jensen couldn’t repeat.
Finally under control Jared was driven to Jeff’s mom with one of those pedyalite bags and fresh fruit, they’ll stay there for a while; actually Jensen wanted the man to stay with her while he went to say hi to Jeff.
Jodie was more than happy to spend some time with Jared and told Jensen Hilary had just gone to the store for her medicines.
Chapter 4
