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Tittle: I don’t want your happy ending.

Author: Kali

Kinks: J2, dub/non con, forced mating, angst, social humiliation, character’s death (not main) redemption, happy ending (there will be more but not for now)

Part ELEVEN is HERE

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Media had a feast with Jensen and Jared after that, because except for formal events and campaign related stuff, they were hardly ever seen together, Jared kept his partying and spending more and more while Jensen did just the same.

The bakery was forgotten even if Jensen went there to work, and Jared went to work when he felt too alone to deal with it on his own.

But they hardly were there together, Jared left before Alona got there to pick up cookies or some other sweet to send to Juliette; And Jensen got there around 4 pm to sit on the old booth they used to share and drink a cup of coffee in front of the window, everything in order to save face. Rachel used to call him because she was actually a fan, and because he was really interested in her health.

Nicki and Jared started fighting for no good reason almost every time he was there. “you can’t come in here every time you feel like!” she hissed in the back room as Rachel once more groaned holding her head in her hands.

“I’m a busy person!!”

Nicki sneered. “Busy doing what? Spending money you didn’t earn?” she laughed and Jared got closer scoffing.

“You’re jealous; that’s all.” And smiling he added. “Is not my fault I’m a celebrity.”

Rachel piped in. “you’re not a celebrity, if you were a celebrity you wouldn’t come to hide here every time your so called friends left you a side to go on one of their snob places.”

Jared looked at her for a second before turning to whatever he was baking. “I could’ve asked Jensen to get me there… I just didn’t want to go.”

“Once you said you wanted to be our partner…”

Jared tossed the batch of hot rolls. “Once you paid me hardly minimum wage.”

Samantha entered the kitchen. “What are you doing? If my cakes come out flat I’m gonna make you kid eat them and I’m not joking, now stop the nonsense!!”

Nicki raised both arms. “That’s it now Ducks are shooting to rifles, I’m done.” And oce she was at the door and without thinking she turned around and shouted. “If the only thing you care about is Jensen money then what the fuck are you waiting to ran away with someone you actually love? Like that Jerk Mark”

Jared ran to her pulling her inside the kitchen by an arm making her gasp in pain and Rachel shouted scared when Nicki lost her balance and landed face first against Jared.

“You have to scream, right? In front of the door and a dozen strangers… you had to scream.”

Nicki was pissed and scared and conflicted, she’s not mean; she would never do anything to hurt Jared. “I’m sorry Mr. Celebrity.” She walked out of the kitchen laughing as if she just heard the funniest joke in the world.

Jared fretted the sound of a notification on his phone. Right there, he wished he still had Jensen vague but useful reassurances about how media was not important.

After their first and only fight everything changed there was no more comfortable silences between them or trips to the beach house, even when Ju asked about Jared, Jensen only told her that he had things to do. “Is he already in school? He didn’t wait for me?”

Jensen held her on his lap as he applied sunscreen on her shoulders before going to the beach. “Grownups’ school is like that…”

It was the day after he was given the link to a gossip site by no other than Zach, Jared’s friend. There was a short video of Jared and Nicki fighting, it ended with Nicki laughing after shouting Jared only wanted Jensen’s money.

That was the first night Jensen was back on his old habits, and Jared found out in the old fashion way. He was dancing with an alpha, a guy tall, muscular and way too tanned when a group of guys asked for the club to be closed for them. Erica and Kristin called everyone they knew, Jared and a drunk and shirtless Stephen went to see who those guys were, when Jensen passed holding a bottle of Whiskey and ignoring him Jared just left, he never knew what happened, but if Jensen could do that, then why wouldn’t he do the same?

So it started, it was like a competition, Jensen going out to clubs and bars, but unless you knew who to go for gossip you wouldn’t have heard.
Jared; Jared went out and started drinking, and there’s this site that swears they caught him making out with another omega. And the more Jensen pulled away, the more time Jared spent away from the pent house and away from him; it was as if it weren’t his house anymore.

Now we don’t’ really have to talk about how media was enjoying dragging the name Ackles on the floor, one time Jensen refused a picture with a fan.
Or the time they caught Jared kicking the building’s door because he forgot his keys until Cliff had to come and pretty much lift him and put him in the car; Or how Armstrong was saying that Richard couldn’t be the best for office if he couldn’t even control his baby brother and his mate.
NO, let’s not mention how sad and awkward the pictures taken from the once golden couple were, how Jensen did his best not to look at Jared and Jared only wanted to talk about his clothes or his shoes, or how expensive and exclusive his stuff were. It was sad more than anything, but nobody could stop watching.

Until the breaking point; it was week 12, waiting for the results of the mating tests and the annual Save the Children Gala was coming.

Jensen had been pestered by the organizers about buying a table, there was no way to say no, there will be an Animal cruelty free circus acting and there will be kids around, it was also the last of Kathryn activities before going into finals, and then going with Misha to see schools.

Also, it was the perfect time for Jensen to introduce Juliette Ackles to the mayhem, when he was turning 27; but there were nobody he wanted to celebrate with other than his daughter, his mate and anyone that were at least half sincere.

Kathryn was going with him since Misha was in Guatemala and Jared had to be there too, to keep public image, but there were three spots on his eight sits table, so he went to Nicki and Rachel asking them to come along.

“Us?” Rachel said smiling even if she looked pale and drowsy, I don’t think I’m in any condition of going to a ball.

Jensen sat next to her. “Come on… you have to be there, I’m trying to convince a couple guys of accepting my plans… I need you there with me.” she smiled and nodded.

Tito looked at Jensen as if he were asking him to ride a dragon. “Don’t do this to me man… I’m a simple guy…”

Jensen smiled as Jared made his way from the back following Samantha. It startled him but he kept his politician smile. “I am too, I just want you guys there and I want you to meet my daughter…” since none of them looked really sure. “I also spoke to Alaina, you guys are gonna make the dessert… you think you can make a thousand velvet cupcakes?”

Alaina had said yes, she was only part of the organization; Tom’s mom was the one leading the entire thing and having the desert cleared had her very happy, but she ordered him to get samples for the next morning.

“That’ll be a walk on the park.” chimed Samantha. “I can deliver them so you guys can get dressed…” Rachel let out a sigh as Nicki turned to Tito.

“That’s it. Santiago, ask me to prom…” Jensen laughed; he had no idea that Tito had a real name.

The guy harrumphed as he passed next to Jensen; he looked around nervously and went on one knee in front of her. “Nicki Lynn Aycox. Would you come with me to whatever the thing Jensen is taking us to?” and offered her a cinnamon ring.

Rachel laughed so hard Jensen had to hold her or she’ll fall from her chair. “What about me?” she said.

Jared was looking from afar, as he got his jacket on. Jensen looked at Jared. “You can come with me… ” Jensen offered holding her hand as Jared moved to the door and it made Jared stop and turn.

Rachel turned to Jared and then once more to Jensen. “A ménage de troi?” More laughter, it will be an amazing night.

Juliette was excited to be with her daddy, and didn’t let him let go of her hand. Jensen got in the car with her as Jared rushed out the door to join them.

“Why you don’t like my daddy and me anymore, Jared?” Juliette was once more looking at him in the face.

“Let him be sweetie…” Jensen called her attention to something else but after awhile the kid sat quietly, watching out the window. Jared felt like he felt when this started, out of place, as if he didn’t belong there, it’ll be a little bit, while he got to see his friends.

He was tired of Jensen, tired of his mate being unable to meet his eyes, no more attempts of domestic life, no more quiet dinners; no more safe warmth from his arm

And now he didn’t even let Ju get close, after he tried so hard to get them to know at the beach house.

“Jared?” the girl said again. “Did you brought sugar cookies?” Jared shook his head no. “bummer…” she said turning to her dad. “Daddy…”

Jensen faced her with a sad face. “Yes?”

Her little arms moved to hold her head as she leaned ahead. “Are you going to be mad at Jared all night?”

“I’m not mad at him… I just want to be quiet for a while…”

After a bit of silence he girl moved to Jared’s side. “Why is my daddy sad?” whispered and Jared shrugged. “You two are more like auntie Kali and Uncle Dick, than Auntie Ali and Uncle Dick.”

Jensen took something from his pocket, small bag of jelly beans. “Look what I found! Want some?” it got her quiet the rest of the way.

The second the car parked Jensen had to hold Juliette down, she was jumping around and bouncing excited, clowns and a fire thrower were waiting at the door, as they climbed down the car pictures were taken, Juliette gasped surprised. “We have talked about this, right?” Jensen soothed her. “Just smile and wave and don’t you leave my side.” she held Jensen’s fingers and then Jared felt it, her warm hand around one of his fingers too.

“Daddy says we don’t leave his side Jared.” she smiled looking up, it was the first honest smile in his face in over a month and Jared felt happy.
At one side they saw Rachel in a golden dress and Nicky in a very similar red one, they were beautiful but there was no Tito anywhere, until a guy, clean shaven turned to see them in the face, he still had the longish hair but looked different without the tracksuit and, beard.

“Mr. Ackles.” He smiled as he held one of the girls in each arm. “Santiago Cabrera, at your service.”

Rachel laughed. “He’s been acting like a freaking Musketeer since he picked us up.” Jared laughed as he hugged his friends; it was good not to be alone here.

Juliette giggled as a small person dressed as a ballerina blew perfumed bubbles over her and gave her a silky butterfly made out of paper.

Jared held Jensen’s arm, surprising himself and Jensen; he never said he was scared of clowns; it was stupid and childish and made him embarrassed. Jensen’s hand holding his and driving him away from them made things easier.

Kathryn was talking to her grandfather as they marched to their table. “Uncle Jay!” she was always excited to see him, and she smiled at Jared as if he never did anything to shame the family; even knowing the latest rumor. *Jared Ackles, trophy mate, once more drunk and embarrassing the Mayor’s name.*. “Jared!” she hugged him even before hugging Jensen or Juliette.

“This is Kathryn, Jensen’s niece.” Jared Offered to his friends. “These are my friends. The closest I have to a family.”

“Stop it silly.” She said scoffing mockingly. “You have Jensen and us now.” she turned to the others. “Not like you’re not an amazing family…”

Rachel and her just hit it off, for some reason they shared the same dry sarcastic sense of humor, Nicki was too busy playing footsy with Tito, Juliette had her father coming and going from the different circus acts.

Only Jared was there sitting alone and quiet; after a while Juliette was picked up by a lady and sent to the amazing group of caretakers the organization had, so the adults could have more interesting conversations.

“There you are!!” a girl in an almost see through dress held Jared by the hair making him bend backwards before kissing the corner of his mouth.
“We’re waiting for you in the terrace, move on!” she left and Jared looked at his friends a little embarrassed.

“I’m sorry, I’ll be right back.” Without another word he disappeared, they didn’t saw him until dinner was served, by then someone else showed at the table where Kathryn and Rachel were discussing the use of suppressors in young omegas that were not ready to mate.

“My daughter… the genius that will find the smartest person in any party and try to convince them they’re wrong…” Misha stood behind her making the girl squeal and get up

Misha looked as Jensen and smiling tossed him a small box. “Happy Birthday brother.”

Jensen blushed and thanked him and looked down while the rest of the table looked at him.

“Shit!” Misha made a face. “It was a secret huh?”

Kathryn rolled her eyes. “What you think daddy?”

Jensen cleared his throat and made his way to the kid’s area, dinner was about to be served and he wanted Juliette to wash her hands. “Where’s your uncle going?”

Kathryn looked at him. “Ju is here.” Announced before turning to Rachel, she had the chair between hers and her father’s. “Rachel Miner, this is my dad, Misha Collins.”

She didn’t get up because she couldn’t but Misha bent a little to greet her and then to Nicki and Tito who had him looking twice. “Wow… looking good!” he said with a one sided smile much to Kat’s dismay.

“Dad!!” she moaned making Rachel laugh and Misha turned at her with his mouth open.

It was absurd, Kathryn had never seen his aloof father so interested in anyone, and Misha was just glued to Rachel, Jensen felt alone and awkward after they had dinner and Ju literally ran over him to get to see the fireworks.

Rachel was laughing at something Misha said and Kathryn looked at him desperate. The music was loud, people were talking nonstop Nicki and Tito had disappeared on the dance floor.

“Come with me.” Jensen offered his niece a hand and dragged her to the dance floor but she was quiet and pouting. “wanna tell me what’s wrong?”

She was looking at her feet but raised blue eyes to him. “Who the fuck she is? Huh?” she looked at her dad smiling besotted to Rachel. “my dad is being ridiculous, it’s so embarrassing.”

Jensen smirked. “Jealous…” he teased. “He will be your dad still tomorrow…”

She made a face and looked to a side. “If he doesn’t decide to move with her tonight… why did you invited her?”

Jensen chuckled. “He’ll love you just the same even if they run away tonight and an Elvis marries them.” Kat made a sound that was muffled by the roaring sound of a table turned upside down and the boisterous sound of laughter.

Jared was drunk and his so called friends were laughing at him instead of helping him. “Uncle…” Kathryn let out as Jensen nodded, he asked her to go back to the table while Jensen moved to pick his mate up from the middle of broken glasses and food. Erica was bent over laughing so was Mike.

Jared was laughing too, but only to follow the rest; it was obviously embarrassing for him.

What was he thinking? Why tequila? He promised he won’t drink tequila ever again!

But it hurts, when he’s sober he can’t ignore the fact that he blown everything up, there was no more talks about a license and Jensen didn’t even cared to call or make sure Jared was at home, or wait for him for dinner or buy him newspapers. And it hurt!

“Here…” Jensen offered him a hand and Jared smiled at him, he cared. “Get up, you’re making a scene… again.” His eyes flew around the room and looked angry. Why was Jensen angry? Jared only wanted to forget how much he ruined what was supposed to be a nice life?

“I’m sorry…” Jared said as he touched Jensen’s shirt leaving a stain of red on it. “Oh shit.”

Jensen let out a sigh and pulled him closer. “Come with me…” said once more angry as flashes left lights on Jared’s eyes.

Jared couldn’t remember what happened until he felt the damp cold rag held against his neck.

“How are you feeling now?” Jared groaned the taste of bile and alcohol in his mouth. “When you feel better join us in the patio, the last of the circus is about to start.”

By the time Jared opened his eyes Jensen was gone. His phone binged once more, there were almost a hundred messages, several videos of him falling down and his so called friends laughing, as Jensen helped him up and Misha Nicki, Tito, and Rachel helped him out of the ball room into the rest room.
Meme’s were already piling up and the people response to his humiliation was amusement, not one felt sorry for him or was worried about his safety, nothing.

And Jared felt like crying.

“I knew you’ll ruin everything!” Richard was at the door. “I should have made it all disappear instead of ruining his name. I just thought”

Jared let out a sigh. “I don’t give a shit about what you thought Mayor Dick.” He got up and walked to the door.

“What do you give a fuck for then? Huh?” and moved closer smiling as if Jared never offended him. “Being the whore of one of those friends of yours? They might look like they care for you right now, but wait until you go back to the sewer where Jensen fucked you and nobody will remember your name.”

“Let him go Richard.” Misha was at the door.

“Stay out of this!” he said trying to sound and look imposing.

Misha moved ahead growling low in his throat, all the way Alpha in a way Jared had never seen. “Stay away from him… he’s not alone.”

Richard looked at Misha’s eyes. “So I guess Jensen mated him but you’re using him then…” and with a face. “That’s just creepy.” He said turning around and walking to the door. “Sewer Jared, that’s where your sluttiness is going to leave you, without a fucking penny of my brother’s money, or a fucking friend.”

Once he left Misha got close. “ready to go for dessert? I found a way to have a cake for Jensen.”

Jared’s head turned. “it’s his birthday?”

Misha scrunched his eyes. “what the fuck have you done this last two weeks?”

Jared didn’t answer so Misha understood they had a fight of some kind. “Don’t worry I’m on your side, always, I told you that in the beginning and I’m gonna honor my word.”

Jensen was holding Juliette and they were looking out the park to the lights fading in the sky and ignored Jared, even when they had a small chocolate cake and a secret celebration for Jensen, he was the only one not hugging or congratulating Jensen.

And it broke his heart.

The papers had a cover for the next day. “Happy Birthday Jensen Ackles, from all of us, except your mate apparently.

"Not only he made a scene after getting drunk in Save the Children Gala, he also had a secret fight with the Mayor in the restroom and when we found out it was Jensen’s birthday he was the only one not giving him a hug or a kiss, does this means that finally they’re about to split up?

Could this be because the mating tests taken a couple weeks ago had come negative?” the fake tan on the primly dressed guy on the screen made him look a bit like a ginger bread man. “we spoke to Mark Johnson, Jared’s friend who told us the mating could be not lasting the everlasting time supposed to last. Even if by law they’re now mated for life.” And with a even faker smile. “sources close to the couple said that this could be related to Jensen’s newly introduced daughter.”

“Thank you Ryan” another so-called journalist added. “also talking about J2 guess who got the worst dressed award for sixth week in a row? We spoke to Hugo Boss’s designer - the name was impossible to pronounce- who actually designed the suit he wore last night his opinion on why it looked so frumpy and ill fitted, he promised every suit is fitted properly but some people have a *air quoted*complicated figure *air quoted*. He believes that the cut was not flattering at all for him.” and with a close up to the designer’s face. “He even joked that Jared should be kind enough to switch to a different line of clothing because is not fair making only his designs look cheap.” The fake guy laughed. “That’s harsh Mr.”
Jared turned off the TV and started crying.
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