FIC: My Home is Where you are Chapter 27
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szarabasjkaTittle: My Home Is Where You Are
Universe: RPF/Supernatural AU
Author: Kali
beta not at all now, so I'm sorry for any obvious mistake
gender: AU
Characters: Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Cortesse- Padalecki, Danneel Harris Ackles, Misha Collins/Victoria Vantoch. Osric Chao, Samantha Ferris, Julian Richings, Lauren Cohan, Amanda Tapping. Eric Kripke and as tribute to late Dear Director and Supernatural*the show* friend: Kim Manners.
NCIS:Michael Weatherly, Cote De Pablo, Sean Murray Mark Harmon, David McCalum,
Others: Christian Kane, mentions of Beth Risgraff, Aldis Hodge, others and a million OFC and OMC
rathed; +k
Pairing:JDM/JA, JP/GC, Boaz Prestley/DHA,
Warnings:a/b/o dynamics, abuse,
Spoilers:none, but you'll find a million of references
Summary: Jeff and Jared found a fertile O who just gave birth, Jensen is very innocent, to protect this victim Jeff a rejected alpha has to take him home and help him recover from the trauma and recover his past life, everything their parents left for him and punish the man who left him an orphan.
A/N: I tend to think in the weirdest things when preparing myself for stress, this one came for a promp on a SPNkink-meme.
A/N 2: WARNING FOR POSSIBLE TRIGGER in this previous chapters. only flashback if any in this and further
So... here it comes
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part_1 part_2 part_3 part_4 part_5 part_6 part_7 part_8 part_9 part_10 part_11 part_12 part_13 part_14 part_15 part_16 part_17 part_18 part_19 part_20 part_21 part_22 part_23 part_24 part_25 part_26
***
Jared was sitting next to Mark while they shared a couple drinks, Jensen next to Jeff and Jim away from him, while Priestly and Julie were discussing something. “Hey babe…” he said with a smile when his phone rang
“Jared… I need you to ask around, did anyone there know if Jensen took green as a child?”
Jared looks around worried “Gen…? Honey you’re not making any sense…”
Gen huffs and he can hear the baby fussing behind her “just… humor me, okay? And ask, ask about the drops Missouri gave Jensen…”
“Okay I will…” and bracing himself for what comes after that “aren’t you interested on the hearing results?”
Gen did a sound and he could hear Danni getting there too “we kinda… I-we know how it went, priestly sent Danni a message that said we lost…” and after a beat “how did they take it?”
Jared breaths slowly “I don’t know, Jensen seems to be paralyzed, and Jeff… he’s still in shock”
“Please find the info we’re asking…? Please? And cross your fingers, we might have come with a way out.”
***
Everything is a turmoil of things until the night arrives and he’s on his bed at the mansion, he refuses to be chased out of the house again as Felicia claimed, Jensen has this idea, he’d visit Michael the next day… with Jeff, nothing can hurt him when he’s with Jeff, right? but now he feels like the world is collapsing around him and the silence and stillness makes him nervous, he needs something that grounds him, something strong and solid against him, he needs Jeff.
Jensen gets up and barefoot and in his underwear gets out of the room his parents once occupied and, as always followed by Bisou, walks straight to the room he knows Jeff is sleeping in. he knocks but he can’t hear a thing so he simply opens the door, Bisou walks ahead, towards Jeff, who is asleep on a chair holding a bottle of whiskey “Jeff?” and Jensen moves closer, seeing him drunk is not something he wanted “Jeff?” but still no answer so he moves forward and tries to carry him to bed when Jeff start mumbling “Jeff…? Can I sleep with you? Please?” he begs and Jeff is awake in a second, moves forward and kisses him. Is not like the kisses he’s been given before, Jensen knows it, because now? Now Jeffrey Dean Morgan, the man who saved him knows they will never be together, and He knows too, and it hurts and he needs something to make it stop.
So Jensen kisses back and when Jeff parts his body to take off Jensen’s shirt he let him, when rough callused hands hold him and harsh desperate caresses are delivered he wants to cry, but he’s not gonna, because Jeff might understand what’s happening. “I’m not into boys, you know?” Jeff says “I never liked boys, not ever, not even curiosity…” and Jensen has to hold on him because Jeff is kissing and sucking on his neck and pushing him backwards, and he can’t even see or think straight “I wouldn’t even know what to do…” and another kiss, harsh and desperate bruising Jensen’s lips while Jeff’s hips jerk against his “until you… precious perfect thing… until you” and his hand grasps Jensen’s cock, he’s hard despite the unexpected roughness.
Jensen closes his eyes desperate, hips moving on its own, the whole thing a little bit too much, the way Jeff’s body pressed against him, the way those fingers, were tracing patterns on his sides, there was something warm and hard against his pelvis, and he felt his own dick rubbing against Jeff’s tight and couldn’t suppress a moan. The sound encouraged Jeff and he started sucking harder on Jensen’s lips, moved to his jaw and neck, sucking and biting and soothing the stinging pain with the flat of his tongue while letting out half words of lust and love “perfect” and “fucking” mixed with “love you” and “mine” Jensen’s hands clasped Jeff’s hips with the first forceful thrust of pelvis against pelvis, the same fire; like molten lava, start to boil in the pit of his stomach and the flutter of something between his legs, right there a sharp pain lit everything and he let out a loud gasp jerking away, that’s enough to break the charm.
Jeff’s eyes focus on him and he is moving away. “Baby…” whispers and the look of horror on his eyes grows when notices the bite mark with the little stain of blood on its surface “Oh... Jensen… sweetheart” his hand travels to tamper the almost inexistent flow “I’m so sorry”
Jensen isn’t ready to let go, he wants this, this could be his last chance and now he’s not afraid, he tries desperate to hold on him “S’okay” and he tries to pull Jeff on top of him again “you startled me that’s all…” it’s surprising how fast a man can sober up when needed, Jensen thinks
Jeff moves away “no” and sitting back “this is not right, you said it, and this is not what you want anymore…”
Jensen’s eyes filled with tears in seconds and he’s choking in a lump on his throat “I want this; I want it to be as good as it – as it were on the plane, but it scares me…” Jensen feels Jeff’s hand cleaning his cheek “I’m afraid... I-I shouldn’t even care… you know? Because Michael is not gonna care, and… I’m legally his and I just want to know how good it could be” and he sobs “but what if it’s so good? What if I never again feel it? What… what if… ” and sobbing “I’ll miss you forever…”
Jeff sighs out the name “Jensen…”
“Is okay, is okay I don’t mind…” and moves pressing his lips to Jeff’s
But Jeff avoids him “well… I do mind… you should too, not gonna… not like this…”
Before he could say anything else, Jeff gives him his t-shirt “Jeff, please, just, please… ”
Jeff is off the bed and holding a hand for him “come on sweetie, let’s get you to bed, in your room” and kisses his nose, the gesture and the smell of scotch making Jensen scrunch his nose, and Jeff giggles, Jensen can’t be mad at him if he do that.
***
On their way to Jensen’s room he finally calmed down and Jeff pulls him close “what were you doing there for a start?” he says rubbing Jensen’s arm
“I couldn’t sleep, I wanted to sleep with you… like back at home?” and nuzzled Jeff’s neck, but his friend moved away to look into his face, sadness filling his eyes “sweetheart, we’re not home anymore…” still when Jensen moved and kissed him he just chuckled and returned the kiss “what got into you tonight?” asked teasing but surprised
Jensen bit his bottom lip “I just don’t want to be alone tonight, at least not tonight…”
Jeff turned completely stopping in the hall and hugged him “I want you, I swear, okay? I want you with me” and kissed him again “but not sneaking around in the middle of the night” and the kisses continued until they were at Jensen’s door
“Stay with me?” begged the younger man “please?” Jeff shook no and opening the door pushed him inside with one last kiss “good night sweetie”
“No, Jeff, please….”
Jeff was breathing hard “listen to me” begged “it’s okay, Jen, it’s okay… listen to me” but Jensen started crying hating himself for the lack of control he had in front of Jeffrey “HEY!” he said loud enough to make Jensen jolt and focus “you’re an adult… and you’ll act like one… and face this, it hurts, but it hurts me too, okay?” Jensen nodded still holding the door open while Jeff was trying to get it closed “if we’re meant to be together it’ll happen”
It took a couple seconds of struggle to close the door a little Jeff still coercing Jensen with sweet words.
Jensen kept crying and begging “please Jeff, please…” and the words got lost he mumbled in sobs “alone, tonight” and a sob “please just tonight, just this once”
Once more Jeff tried to close the door leaving Jensen inside “it’ll be fine, I swear, I promise I won’t let you…” and bent the inch that separated them to kiss Jensen’s lips making the young man moan “just let me…”
Jensen shook his head no and opened his mouth to beg “Jeff…” something took his friend down in one blow.
***
Christian woke up with a noise, something like a scream, and then the whispering started, and he stayed at the mansion with Jensen because it was the best, he does trust Cliff but he lost Jensen once already, right?
He was going back to sleep when the first whimper was heard, he sat on his bed in complete silence, maybe it was just his imagination… but no, there it was again, he woke up, Osric and Misha were in the house too, in the same floor, the rooms destined to the family – had said Jensen- there he heard the first beg, “please”-sob-“please no”- sob and a whisper- “just tonight” he was out of bed like a spring when the lower voice was understandable “trust me” and “it’ll be fine” moved across the corridor and saw Misha who asked him with a movement what was happening, as all answer Christian just shrugged. They moved across the hall in silence until they got close to Jensen’s room, Christian moved forward asking Misha to wait.
He saw two shadows at Jensen's door, one pushing the door, one trying to keep it closed while Jensen’s sobs were registered in his head.
Out of nowhere Christian was over the shadow outside the door “What the fuck are you doing?” and dragged Jeff to the hall by the neck “you sick fuck!!” the shorter man punched Jeff and sent him stumbling back against the wall “So you pretended you were helping? I’m gonna make you pay”
Jensen started screaming for him to stop “What are you doing? Christian Stop!!” and Kane turned around “don’t’ you dare to defend him” something ugly exploded in him seeing the tears in Jensen’s eyes “Man… you can’t believe this is okay…!” moved closer to Jensen who asked once more in a string of voice to stop “Damn…. Come on man, at least try… defend yourself…” and something like disgust on his face “do something, you have to do something”
Christian lost the floor while Jeff pulled him and throwed him against a wall “leave him alone” by the time he opened his eyes his face was covered in his own blood, just two punches, and he was bleeding. “You have no idea what was happening” offered Jeff as explanation some lights went on and people started appearing on the hall Cliff and Misha moved to back Christian while Jeff had already Jared and Priestly at his side.
Priestly was the one who spoke first “What the fuck is happening here?” and moved to Jensen “Jen? You okay?”
Jensen kept crying and pushed Priestly away “no, this is all my fault, is like I’m not good for anything aside of causing troubles” and cleaned his face “Christian is right…” and hiccupped “I need to man up… or I’ll always be the one that needs to be saved…” and looking to Jeff “and you won’t be there to save me all the time, right? I can’t be this useless”
Christian calmed and tried to move to him “Jay…” and sighing “I didn’t mean it like that…”
Jensen sighed cleaning the last of his tears, he was already deciding things in his head “but is true… if I … I’m an adult, If I want to be one I have to deal with my own problems, I have to do this by myself” and taking a calming breath “I’m not a child” his eyes traveled to Christian who was quiet, looking at something in his hand, the leather strap that was permanently on Jeff’s wrist.
Christian understood everything right there, why Jensen felt safe with him, but then… the pheromones he felt, the smell…
Jensen saw how Jeff was looking at the small black sign exposed to everyone, and how even Jared and Priestly were looking at it.
Jensen moved to cover Jeff’s wrist with his hand “Damn guys…” and sniffled the last of his tears “wait until I tell the girls about this… Felicia is gonna ride your ass Kane” and Christian looked mortified “and Just wait until I tell Danni” Priestly smiled openly “too much testosterone…” everyone started smiling and apologized with others “let’s go to bed… please?” turned to Jeff “I’m sorry, it was all my fault, I shouldn’t have insisted so much…” and raised his hand to kiss the tattoo.
Jeff smiled too “Good night sweetie” and was leaving when Christian tried to catch up with him
Jensen noticed it and called for his friend “can I have a word with you Chris?”and waited until they were the last two in the hall
Chris walked to him eyes casted down “I’m sorry, I only saw him at your door and you begging to… I don’t know I guess I acted on impulse…”
Jensen made a gesture like pushing things aside “no need to apologize… I-I it is my fault too… but with Jeff…” and blushed “with him… it was never like… like that”
Christian looked at him flustered giving the leather strap to Jensen “I’m sorry, I had no idea… I thought it was only Day’s strategy for the trial… ”
Jensen took the strap “he’s a reject alpha” and sighing “but is not… I wanted to talk about something else…” and blowing some air he let it out “I want you with me tomorrow, I’m going to see Michael Weatherly”
***
Michael Weatherly woke up when someone called his name, the first thing that he focused his eyes on was a bouquet of tulips, he hated fucking tulips then he noticed the blue eyes and panicked, moved to press the button but he couldn’t find it
“Don’t’ strain yourself…” warned Christian, Michael tried to move to find a strong hand on him
Jensen was standing at his right and moved his mouth but he couldn’t register the words “… SO if we’re going to do this, you better know I’m not going with you” Michael looked at him stupidly “are you paying attention?”
Finally he was out of his stupor “I’m sorry I was thinking on what I am going to do with you once we’re living together... I’m your mate now and that means you have to marry me and you’ll be legally mine”
“Mating and marrying is different Michael, haven’t you heard of the new laws? The laws ABC supported?” and Jensen chuckled at his pale astonished face “yeah… you didn’t play your cards well enough” mocked. “Now let’s be clear about the rest, shall we?” and getting even closer to his face “I remember what you did to me, you were my baby’s dad, right?”
Michael’s face produced that stupid smile again “yeah... I forgot… if I impregnated at least once before” and chuckled holding his side, a sharp flash of the cold, because he felt cold and not pain at first, of the second stab “you know right? Now you can’t go anywhere, I could have you pregnant right now, and is gonna be me and you forever”
Jensen’s heart started to run, he could be pregnant, he felt his breathing changing, he felt fear and something else, disgust, turned his eyes to Christian and his friend was smiling, hoping his hesitation went unnoticed kept talking “I came here to give you my terms… not to hear your insane ideas” and clearing his throat looking to the door “we both know what happens to alphas who abuse kids, right?”
Once more Michael went pale “you can’t prove anything, you’re a freak, and nobody would believe you” and moved his hands desperate to find the button to call a nurse. “After all some laws haven’t changed, you’re a fertile and you’re mine now…” and looking at Christian “no matter how many goons you bring to see me”
Jensen once more took the button Michael managed to get from Christian “you can’t prove my baby was yours, as far as I remember it was Jeffrey’s” Jensen smiled “you had like 20 sexual partners so far, and not one baby? I believe someone else is the not able to reproduce…”
Michael turned angry eyes to the door and shouted at the top of his lungs “NURSE!!!”
A Lady with adorable blue eyes and huge bags under her eyes entered asking the visitors to leave her patient rest. On her way out Jensen turned back when Weatherly called him, Christian was fighting with the nurse who pushed him out.
“Is that guy fucking you now?”
Jensen felt the muscles on his jaw flex “he’s not like you”
Michael Smirked and blinked suggestively “maybe that’s because he doesn’t want a fucking whore… you know? Someone who couldn’t even keep his legs closed when he was almost a kid?”
He could see the muscle jumping on Jensen’s jaw, but that was the only sign that his words affected him “he’s not like you… and he respects me…”
Michael felt something pulling hard on his stomach, it hurt like a jolt of electricity when he laughed “nobody respects you” he said choking in laughter and pain, holding with one hand his wounds “he just don’t want second hand goods, nobody likes sloppy seconds.”
Jensen felt a pang of something painful inside of him, after all Jeff said no, more than once, every time, even last night. And he was moving to a hotel. “he said I’ll go home with him… he even” and Jensen smirked showing Michael his neck, hickies and the one bite, still angry red and swollen “now tell me he doesn’t want me” Michael’s mouth stayed closed and Jensen smirked “he cares… trust me”
When the sweet blonde nurse that entered the room she found just some nice flowers and a patient sweaty and nervous.
Universe: RPF/Supernatural AU
Author: Kali
beta not at all now, so I'm sorry for any obvious mistake
gender: AU
Characters: Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Genevieve Cortesse- Padalecki, Danneel Harris Ackles, Misha Collins/Victoria Vantoch. Osric Chao, Samantha Ferris, Julian Richings, Lauren Cohan, Amanda Tapping. Eric Kripke and as tribute to late Dear Director and Supernatural*the show* friend: Kim Manners.
NCIS:Michael Weatherly, Cote De Pablo, Sean Murray Mark Harmon, David McCalum,
Others: Christian Kane, mentions of Beth Risgraff, Aldis Hodge, others and a million OFC and OMC
rathed; +k
Pairing:JDM/JA, JP/GC, Boaz Prestley/DHA,
Warnings:a/b/o dynamics, abuse,
Spoilers:none, but you'll find a million of references
Summary: Jeff and Jared found a fertile O who just gave birth, Jensen is very innocent, to protect this victim Jeff a rejected alpha has to take him home and help him recover from the trauma and recover his past life, everything their parents left for him and punish the man who left him an orphan.
A/N: I tend to think in the weirdest things when preparing myself for stress, this one came for a promp on a SPNkink-meme.
A/N 2: WARNING FOR POSSIBLE TRIGGER in this previous chapters. only flashback if any in this and further
So... here it comes
:::
part_1 part_2 part_3 part_4 part_5 part_6 part_7 part_8 part_9 part_10 part_11 part_12 part_13 part_14 part_15 part_16 part_17 part_18 part_19 part_20 part_21 part_22 part_23 part_24 part_25 part_26
***
Jared was sitting next to Mark while they shared a couple drinks, Jensen next to Jeff and Jim away from him, while Priestly and Julie were discussing something. “Hey babe…” he said with a smile when his phone rang
“Jared… I need you to ask around, did anyone there know if Jensen took green as a child?”
Jared looks around worried “Gen…? Honey you’re not making any sense…”
Gen huffs and he can hear the baby fussing behind her “just… humor me, okay? And ask, ask about the drops Missouri gave Jensen…”
“Okay I will…” and bracing himself for what comes after that “aren’t you interested on the hearing results?”
Gen did a sound and he could hear Danni getting there too “we kinda… I-we know how it went, priestly sent Danni a message that said we lost…” and after a beat “how did they take it?”
Jared breaths slowly “I don’t know, Jensen seems to be paralyzed, and Jeff… he’s still in shock”
“Please find the info we’re asking…? Please? And cross your fingers, we might have come with a way out.”
***
Everything is a turmoil of things until the night arrives and he’s on his bed at the mansion, he refuses to be chased out of the house again as Felicia claimed, Jensen has this idea, he’d visit Michael the next day… with Jeff, nothing can hurt him when he’s with Jeff, right? but now he feels like the world is collapsing around him and the silence and stillness makes him nervous, he needs something that grounds him, something strong and solid against him, he needs Jeff.
Jensen gets up and barefoot and in his underwear gets out of the room his parents once occupied and, as always followed by Bisou, walks straight to the room he knows Jeff is sleeping in. he knocks but he can’t hear a thing so he simply opens the door, Bisou walks ahead, towards Jeff, who is asleep on a chair holding a bottle of whiskey “Jeff?” and Jensen moves closer, seeing him drunk is not something he wanted “Jeff?” but still no answer so he moves forward and tries to carry him to bed when Jeff start mumbling “Jeff…? Can I sleep with you? Please?” he begs and Jeff is awake in a second, moves forward and kisses him. Is not like the kisses he’s been given before, Jensen knows it, because now? Now Jeffrey Dean Morgan, the man who saved him knows they will never be together, and He knows too, and it hurts and he needs something to make it stop.
So Jensen kisses back and when Jeff parts his body to take off Jensen’s shirt he let him, when rough callused hands hold him and harsh desperate caresses are delivered he wants to cry, but he’s not gonna, because Jeff might understand what’s happening. “I’m not into boys, you know?” Jeff says “I never liked boys, not ever, not even curiosity…” and Jensen has to hold on him because Jeff is kissing and sucking on his neck and pushing him backwards, and he can’t even see or think straight “I wouldn’t even know what to do…” and another kiss, harsh and desperate bruising Jensen’s lips while Jeff’s hips jerk against his “until you… precious perfect thing… until you” and his hand grasps Jensen’s cock, he’s hard despite the unexpected roughness.
Jensen closes his eyes desperate, hips moving on its own, the whole thing a little bit too much, the way Jeff’s body pressed against him, the way those fingers, were tracing patterns on his sides, there was something warm and hard against his pelvis, and he felt his own dick rubbing against Jeff’s tight and couldn’t suppress a moan. The sound encouraged Jeff and he started sucking harder on Jensen’s lips, moved to his jaw and neck, sucking and biting and soothing the stinging pain with the flat of his tongue while letting out half words of lust and love “perfect” and “fucking” mixed with “love you” and “mine” Jensen’s hands clasped Jeff’s hips with the first forceful thrust of pelvis against pelvis, the same fire; like molten lava, start to boil in the pit of his stomach and the flutter of something between his legs, right there a sharp pain lit everything and he let out a loud gasp jerking away, that’s enough to break the charm.
Jeff’s eyes focus on him and he is moving away. “Baby…” whispers and the look of horror on his eyes grows when notices the bite mark with the little stain of blood on its surface “Oh... Jensen… sweetheart” his hand travels to tamper the almost inexistent flow “I’m so sorry”
Jensen isn’t ready to let go, he wants this, this could be his last chance and now he’s not afraid, he tries desperate to hold on him “S’okay” and he tries to pull Jeff on top of him again “you startled me that’s all…” it’s surprising how fast a man can sober up when needed, Jensen thinks
Jeff moves away “no” and sitting back “this is not right, you said it, and this is not what you want anymore…”
Jensen’s eyes filled with tears in seconds and he’s choking in a lump on his throat “I want this; I want it to be as good as it – as it were on the plane, but it scares me…” Jensen feels Jeff’s hand cleaning his cheek “I’m afraid... I-I shouldn’t even care… you know? Because Michael is not gonna care, and… I’m legally his and I just want to know how good it could be” and he sobs “but what if it’s so good? What if I never again feel it? What… what if… ” and sobbing “I’ll miss you forever…”
Jeff sighs out the name “Jensen…”
“Is okay, is okay I don’t mind…” and moves pressing his lips to Jeff’s
But Jeff avoids him “well… I do mind… you should too, not gonna… not like this…”
Before he could say anything else, Jeff gives him his t-shirt “Jeff, please, just, please… ”
Jeff is off the bed and holding a hand for him “come on sweetie, let’s get you to bed, in your room” and kisses his nose, the gesture and the smell of scotch making Jensen scrunch his nose, and Jeff giggles, Jensen can’t be mad at him if he do that.
***
On their way to Jensen’s room he finally calmed down and Jeff pulls him close “what were you doing there for a start?” he says rubbing Jensen’s arm
“I couldn’t sleep, I wanted to sleep with you… like back at home?” and nuzzled Jeff’s neck, but his friend moved away to look into his face, sadness filling his eyes “sweetheart, we’re not home anymore…” still when Jensen moved and kissed him he just chuckled and returned the kiss “what got into you tonight?” asked teasing but surprised
Jensen bit his bottom lip “I just don’t want to be alone tonight, at least not tonight…”
Jeff turned completely stopping in the hall and hugged him “I want you, I swear, okay? I want you with me” and kissed him again “but not sneaking around in the middle of the night” and the kisses continued until they were at Jensen’s door
“Stay with me?” begged the younger man “please?” Jeff shook no and opening the door pushed him inside with one last kiss “good night sweetie”
“No, Jeff, please….”
Jeff was breathing hard “listen to me” begged “it’s okay, Jen, it’s okay… listen to me” but Jensen started crying hating himself for the lack of control he had in front of Jeffrey “HEY!” he said loud enough to make Jensen jolt and focus “you’re an adult… and you’ll act like one… and face this, it hurts, but it hurts me too, okay?” Jensen nodded still holding the door open while Jeff was trying to get it closed “if we’re meant to be together it’ll happen”
It took a couple seconds of struggle to close the door a little Jeff still coercing Jensen with sweet words.
Jensen kept crying and begging “please Jeff, please…” and the words got lost he mumbled in sobs “alone, tonight” and a sob “please just tonight, just this once”
Once more Jeff tried to close the door leaving Jensen inside “it’ll be fine, I swear, I promise I won’t let you…” and bent the inch that separated them to kiss Jensen’s lips making the young man moan “just let me…”
Jensen shook his head no and opened his mouth to beg “Jeff…” something took his friend down in one blow.
***
Christian woke up with a noise, something like a scream, and then the whispering started, and he stayed at the mansion with Jensen because it was the best, he does trust Cliff but he lost Jensen once already, right?
He was going back to sleep when the first whimper was heard, he sat on his bed in complete silence, maybe it was just his imagination… but no, there it was again, he woke up, Osric and Misha were in the house too, in the same floor, the rooms destined to the family – had said Jensen- there he heard the first beg, “please”-sob-“please no”- sob and a whisper- “just tonight” he was out of bed like a spring when the lower voice was understandable “trust me” and “it’ll be fine” moved across the corridor and saw Misha who asked him with a movement what was happening, as all answer Christian just shrugged. They moved across the hall in silence until they got close to Jensen’s room, Christian moved forward asking Misha to wait.
He saw two shadows at Jensen's door, one pushing the door, one trying to keep it closed while Jensen’s sobs were registered in his head.
Out of nowhere Christian was over the shadow outside the door “What the fuck are you doing?” and dragged Jeff to the hall by the neck “you sick fuck!!” the shorter man punched Jeff and sent him stumbling back against the wall “So you pretended you were helping? I’m gonna make you pay”
Jensen started screaming for him to stop “What are you doing? Christian Stop!!” and Kane turned around “don’t’ you dare to defend him” something ugly exploded in him seeing the tears in Jensen’s eyes “Man… you can’t believe this is okay…!” moved closer to Jensen who asked once more in a string of voice to stop “Damn…. Come on man, at least try… defend yourself…” and something like disgust on his face “do something, you have to do something”
Christian lost the floor while Jeff pulled him and throwed him against a wall “leave him alone” by the time he opened his eyes his face was covered in his own blood, just two punches, and he was bleeding. “You have no idea what was happening” offered Jeff as explanation some lights went on and people started appearing on the hall Cliff and Misha moved to back Christian while Jeff had already Jared and Priestly at his side.
Priestly was the one who spoke first “What the fuck is happening here?” and moved to Jensen “Jen? You okay?”
Jensen kept crying and pushed Priestly away “no, this is all my fault, is like I’m not good for anything aside of causing troubles” and cleaned his face “Christian is right…” and hiccupped “I need to man up… or I’ll always be the one that needs to be saved…” and looking to Jeff “and you won’t be there to save me all the time, right? I can’t be this useless”
Christian calmed and tried to move to him “Jay…” and sighing “I didn’t mean it like that…”
Jensen sighed cleaning the last of his tears, he was already deciding things in his head “but is true… if I … I’m an adult, If I want to be one I have to deal with my own problems, I have to do this by myself” and taking a calming breath “I’m not a child” his eyes traveled to Christian who was quiet, looking at something in his hand, the leather strap that was permanently on Jeff’s wrist.
Christian understood everything right there, why Jensen felt safe with him, but then… the pheromones he felt, the smell…
Jensen saw how Jeff was looking at the small black sign exposed to everyone, and how even Jared and Priestly were looking at it.
Jensen moved to cover Jeff’s wrist with his hand “Damn guys…” and sniffled the last of his tears “wait until I tell the girls about this… Felicia is gonna ride your ass Kane” and Christian looked mortified “and Just wait until I tell Danni” Priestly smiled openly “too much testosterone…” everyone started smiling and apologized with others “let’s go to bed… please?” turned to Jeff “I’m sorry, it was all my fault, I shouldn’t have insisted so much…” and raised his hand to kiss the tattoo.
Jeff smiled too “Good night sweetie” and was leaving when Christian tried to catch up with him
Jensen noticed it and called for his friend “can I have a word with you Chris?”and waited until they were the last two in the hall
Chris walked to him eyes casted down “I’m sorry, I only saw him at your door and you begging to… I don’t know I guess I acted on impulse…”
Jensen made a gesture like pushing things aside “no need to apologize… I-I it is my fault too… but with Jeff…” and blushed “with him… it was never like… like that”
Christian looked at him flustered giving the leather strap to Jensen “I’m sorry, I had no idea… I thought it was only Day’s strategy for the trial… ”
Jensen took the strap “he’s a reject alpha” and sighing “but is not… I wanted to talk about something else…” and blowing some air he let it out “I want you with me tomorrow, I’m going to see Michael Weatherly”
***
Michael Weatherly woke up when someone called his name, the first thing that he focused his eyes on was a bouquet of tulips, he hated fucking tulips then he noticed the blue eyes and panicked, moved to press the button but he couldn’t find it
“Don’t’ strain yourself…” warned Christian, Michael tried to move to find a strong hand on him
Jensen was standing at his right and moved his mouth but he couldn’t register the words “… SO if we’re going to do this, you better know I’m not going with you” Michael looked at him stupidly “are you paying attention?”
Finally he was out of his stupor “I’m sorry I was thinking on what I am going to do with you once we’re living together... I’m your mate now and that means you have to marry me and you’ll be legally mine”
“Mating and marrying is different Michael, haven’t you heard of the new laws? The laws ABC supported?” and Jensen chuckled at his pale astonished face “yeah… you didn’t play your cards well enough” mocked. “Now let’s be clear about the rest, shall we?” and getting even closer to his face “I remember what you did to me, you were my baby’s dad, right?”
Michael’s face produced that stupid smile again “yeah... I forgot… if I impregnated at least once before” and chuckled holding his side, a sharp flash of the cold, because he felt cold and not pain at first, of the second stab “you know right? Now you can’t go anywhere, I could have you pregnant right now, and is gonna be me and you forever”
Jensen’s heart started to run, he could be pregnant, he felt his breathing changing, he felt fear and something else, disgust, turned his eyes to Christian and his friend was smiling, hoping his hesitation went unnoticed kept talking “I came here to give you my terms… not to hear your insane ideas” and clearing his throat looking to the door “we both know what happens to alphas who abuse kids, right?”
Once more Michael went pale “you can’t prove anything, you’re a freak, and nobody would believe you” and moved his hands desperate to find the button to call a nurse. “After all some laws haven’t changed, you’re a fertile and you’re mine now…” and looking at Christian “no matter how many goons you bring to see me”
Jensen once more took the button Michael managed to get from Christian “you can’t prove my baby was yours, as far as I remember it was Jeffrey’s” Jensen smiled “you had like 20 sexual partners so far, and not one baby? I believe someone else is the not able to reproduce…”
Michael turned angry eyes to the door and shouted at the top of his lungs “NURSE!!!”
A Lady with adorable blue eyes and huge bags under her eyes entered asking the visitors to leave her patient rest. On her way out Jensen turned back when Weatherly called him, Christian was fighting with the nurse who pushed him out.
“Is that guy fucking you now?”
Jensen felt the muscles on his jaw flex “he’s not like you”
Michael Smirked and blinked suggestively “maybe that’s because he doesn’t want a fucking whore… you know? Someone who couldn’t even keep his legs closed when he was almost a kid?”
He could see the muscle jumping on Jensen’s jaw, but that was the only sign that his words affected him “he’s not like you… and he respects me…”
Michael felt something pulling hard on his stomach, it hurt like a jolt of electricity when he laughed “nobody respects you” he said choking in laughter and pain, holding with one hand his wounds “he just don’t want second hand goods, nobody likes sloppy seconds.”
Jensen felt a pang of something painful inside of him, after all Jeff said no, more than once, every time, even last night. And he was moving to a hotel. “he said I’ll go home with him… he even” and Jensen smirked showing Michael his neck, hickies and the one bite, still angry red and swollen “now tell me he doesn’t want me” Michael’s mouth stayed closed and Jensen smirked “he cares… trust me”
When the sweet blonde nurse that entered the room she found just some nice flowers and a patient sweaty and nervous.
