Dad's gone
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Title: Dad's gone
Rating: PG
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, John Winchester, Mary Winchester.
Summary: Dad is gone, all the time and for everyone of them...
A/N: I tend to think on the weirdest things while preparing for stress, this came to me in the last couple days thinking about the epi I just finished not an hour ago.
A/N1: read the first paragraph and then chose one of the paragraphs bellow each time, it applies to all of them.
"sometimes you have to stop hoping for things that will never happen."
Was dark and makes you feel alone, it is quite disturbing waking up in the middle of the night to notice this weird thing, the feeling of every monster closing over your bed.
But there's some things that help right? avoid the emptiness?
Dad's a presence every kid in this world wants, is like having your own superhero right there, at home for you, at least most of the times, unless you're one of those unlucky who instead of a personal superhero have a nightmare... we all have heard of that girl's dad for example, he's violent and police had to remove her from her house because of what he did to her, it were years before you could even get an idea of what happened to the poor little girl. At least until you grew up, having your Dad is one of the best things ever, his voice, or his smell, making you feel safe and complete and okay.
That's why it hurts the most, he said good bye, he said he'll be back but so far... nothing, it's been a week already and it makes you feel betrayed and thorn.
***
Is not like he's left alone, he has someone to take care of him, he's not alone yet it hurts.
It hurts for John when his dad didn't come back, not knowing what happened to him, not knowing if it's his fault. he's standing next to a window when the voice of his mom calls him for dinner
***
Is not like he has time for this, he has someone to look after for.
It hurts for Dean when his dad is away, not knowing if he's coming back, not knowing if he's safe, not knowing if it's his fault they never stay in one place...
He's standing next to a window when Bobby's voice calls him for dinner, Sammy is right there very proud of himself for seasoning the salad by himself.
***
Is not like he has time for this, he has to pretend everything's alright
It hurts for Sam, when Dad's away, not knowing if he'll be back, not knowing how long it'll take, not knowing if it's his fault that Mom died, at least he's safe, he has Dean but at some point you realize that you're just two kids alone...
He's standing next to a window when Bobby's voice calls him, asking his help to have dinner ready, yeah, he can do that.
***
Is not like she has time for this, there's training with mom tomorrow and she needs to be ready.
It hurts, for mary, when her dad leaves, not knwoing what he's after, not knowing if he'll be back, not knowing what mom's feeling right now, it must be hard on her too.
She's standing next to a window when her mom calls, Dad said she'll go with him next time, and it scares Mary, she'll never let this happen to her kids, NEVER!
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Too many Daddy issues on Supernatural right now.
Title: Dad's gone
Rating: PG
Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, John Winchester, Mary Winchester.
Summary: Dad is gone, all the time and for everyone of them...
A/N: I tend to think on the weirdest things while preparing for stress, this came to me in the last couple days thinking about the epi I just finished not an hour ago.
A/N1: read the first paragraph and then chose one of the paragraphs bellow each time, it applies to all of them.
"sometimes you have to stop hoping for things that will never happen."
Was dark and makes you feel alone, it is quite disturbing waking up in the middle of the night to notice this weird thing, the feeling of every monster closing over your bed.
But there's some things that help right? avoid the emptiness?
Dad's a presence every kid in this world wants, is like having your own superhero right there, at home for you, at least most of the times, unless you're one of those unlucky who instead of a personal superhero have a nightmare... we all have heard of that girl's dad for example, he's violent and police had to remove her from her house because of what he did to her, it were years before you could even get an idea of what happened to the poor little girl. At least until you grew up, having your Dad is one of the best things ever, his voice, or his smell, making you feel safe and complete and okay.
That's why it hurts the most, he said good bye, he said he'll be back but so far... nothing, it's been a week already and it makes you feel betrayed and thorn.
***
Is not like he's left alone, he has someone to take care of him, he's not alone yet it hurts.
It hurts for John when his dad didn't come back, not knowing what happened to him, not knowing if it's his fault. he's standing next to a window when the voice of his mom calls him for dinner
***
Is not like he has time for this, he has someone to look after for.
It hurts for Dean when his dad is away, not knowing if he's coming back, not knowing if he's safe, not knowing if it's his fault they never stay in one place...
He's standing next to a window when Bobby's voice calls him for dinner, Sammy is right there very proud of himself for seasoning the salad by himself.
***
Is not like he has time for this, he has to pretend everything's alright
It hurts for Sam, when Dad's away, not knowing if he'll be back, not knowing how long it'll take, not knowing if it's his fault that Mom died, at least he's safe, he has Dean but at some point you realize that you're just two kids alone...
He's standing next to a window when Bobby's voice calls him, asking his help to have dinner ready, yeah, he can do that.
***
Is not like she has time for this, there's training with mom tomorrow and she needs to be ready.
It hurts, for mary, when her dad leaves, not knwoing what he's after, not knowing if he'll be back, not knowing what mom's feeling right now, it must be hard on her too.
She's standing next to a window when her mom calls, Dad said she'll go with him next time, and it scares Mary, she'll never let this happen to her kids, NEVER!
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Too many Daddy issues on Supernatural right now.
