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happy thanksgiving everyone
Nov. 27th, 2013 04:29 pmI remember the last three or four years, and how things were always ruined by someone.
this year I?m making dinner, I'm gonna cook and whoever cares for this will come, and I'm not allowing party poopers, especially because I'm gonna spoil the holiday this year.
At the end I'll be telling everyone I'm leaving on January closer to city and away from them.
this week one thing happened that wasn't expected, yesterday morning due weather I couldn't come home in my regular transport, not even cabs wanted to come here... So, I was there waiting and trying to decide what to do when the doctor that used to harass me appeared in his car...
Yeah me, stupid me standing there in the street, all alone, it was so easy I kept kicking myself for being such an idiot, anyway...
At the end of an endless "please let me drive you home", "I swear I'll be good", "I swear I'll behave", and endless "no thank you, I've learned my lesson when is about trusting you"
We kinda made a scene with a whole lot of people watching... finally when things were blown too big I finally get in the fucking car, mostly because I'm still pissed and decided that I'd break his hand if he did as much as touch me, and fuck hierarchy!
He did behaved decently, he even said for a little while he thought I was just playing hard to catch, which off course ended up with me laughing like a real idiot, and threatening him with violence if he ever dare to touch me again, even explaining that the only reason why I didn't already done that is because he's one of the guys I've worked with for long time.
he says I'm a mystery to him and he finds me "adorable" but never waned to disrespect me, so I in the end told him it'll be better if he never try to get close to me.
then out of nowhere he said it hurt him that I pulled away, and he said it honestly.
I don't know what to think,he's always helped me out and even heard he had a quite stern conversation with the bastard I had a problem with last week.
So... yeah you guys, do you think I should try and be friends with this guy again? because seriously he's a gifted surgeon and he's a great teacher when he's not planning on getting on my pants...
I just need some more sleep
and some time alone with my thoughts.
happy Turkey day y'all
this year I?m making dinner, I'm gonna cook and whoever cares for this will come, and I'm not allowing party poopers, especially because I'm gonna spoil the holiday this year.
At the end I'll be telling everyone I'm leaving on January closer to city and away from them.
this week one thing happened that wasn't expected, yesterday morning due weather I couldn't come home in my regular transport, not even cabs wanted to come here... So, I was there waiting and trying to decide what to do when the doctor that used to harass me appeared in his car...
Yeah me, stupid me standing there in the street, all alone, it was so easy I kept kicking myself for being such an idiot, anyway...
At the end of an endless "please let me drive you home", "I swear I'll be good", "I swear I'll behave", and endless "no thank you, I've learned my lesson when is about trusting you"
We kinda made a scene with a whole lot of people watching... finally when things were blown too big I finally get in the fucking car, mostly because I'm still pissed and decided that I'd break his hand if he did as much as touch me, and fuck hierarchy!
He did behaved decently, he even said for a little while he thought I was just playing hard to catch, which off course ended up with me laughing like a real idiot, and threatening him with violence if he ever dare to touch me again, even explaining that the only reason why I didn't already done that is because he's one of the guys I've worked with for long time.
he says I'm a mystery to him and he finds me "adorable" but never waned to disrespect me, so I in the end told him it'll be better if he never try to get close to me.
then out of nowhere he said it hurt him that I pulled away, and he said it honestly.
I don't know what to think,he's always helped me out and even heard he had a quite stern conversation with the bastard I had a problem with last week.
So... yeah you guys, do you think I should try and be friends with this guy again? because seriously he's a gifted surgeon and he's a great teacher when he's not planning on getting on my pants...
I just need some more sleep
and some time alone with my thoughts.
happy Turkey day y'all
