I'm back

yep, after a whole weekend, saturday went as usual... kinda okay until real celebration was suposed to happen, then the whole thing went SHIT!

good thing? this handmade Cake by my sisters



then? then a gazzillion of people sent me messages and things went okay...
BTW dear LJ friends? thank youto each and every one of you either in PM's or in replies, I loved every message.

but then, then I let people get to close to me and what was supposed to be fun and a way to relax myself ended up with me crying and wanting to go to bed before anything worse happens.
even now, just thinking about it makes me MAD!!

It started as funny stuff, just a couple jokes until they became too mean to deak with, and having people laughing at you is never fun.
I'm not over sensitive or anything, HECK! I have rhino-like thick skin... yet this hurt, was that bad.
it only lasted a second and the first tear fell, causing even more laughs.
funny thing?= since I was ten, every fucking berthday evenif a good oen I end up crying, every fucking time, and even whenthere's nobody specially mean to me there's always a reason... and it hurts to be this unlucky.