Tittle :Insanity
Rating: G so far, not sure what's gonna happen
Gender: fantasy *actually created from one idea and one Prince Charming moment from a friend/boyfriend/guy I'm dating
Characters: AU, characters created thinking on actors and real people.
Sumary:
It scared me at first, it scared me shitless to think on this, on US, when there's always being only me, it was just me, scared little thing, scared little thing full of obligations that will never be free to do whatever I feel like. but we have to start earlier than that, lets just start with life before the event itself lets go earlier than that, lets go a little earlier so we can know a little more about Peggy, and about Mathew.
ChapterIIwith her at the hospital was Danny, they met the first day at college and shared clases since then, they both persued med and both got in the same place, so it was like having a friend there, only that Danny wasn't exactly a friend, he thought peggy was a friend, thou a little bit of a stuck up, never going to parties the rest of the guys went to, never sharing a drink or a picnic, better cars, better clothes, not worrying about books or anything, always with a bank account behind her and something else, she had two cellphones, one for them and then another one... for a while others made fun of her, until the day Peggy heard, she was already away all the time and he felt the need to help her, he and his girlfriend Indira, who happens to be Peggy's closest thing to a friend, both took as personal job to protect her from others, she wasn't bad, she was just always sad.
Indira knew a secret from her, something she'd never tell anyone, the reason why she used to look at a couple at school, the reason for the way Peggy used to look to a couple at school, a couple that Danny knew too, a guy who once used to go around hand in hand with a different girl, a sad girl who always was quiet and worried, until out of nowhere he decided "she was too much trouble" for him, it was just around the time she went back to live out campus and when they were accepted in med school, so Danny and Indira wanted it to be done. for Peggy's sake
Peggy found them outside the main building the first day of registration for the next year, Danny was going to be a doctor, wanted to go for Neuro after that, Indira wasn't an MD, she was in microbilogy PhD, they smiled and hugged, after few weeks apart, and more knowing the news they had, there was Joseph too, he was right behind Peggy, and held her shoulder concerned, people have seen her at hospital with bruises, even sported a black eye for a while 'you okay Pegg?' asked not hiding his concern at all, she flusterd answered that she was perfectly fine. she inhaled and blinked, Indira too and both turned around, THAT guy was there, for respect to Peggy we're not gonna say his name, lets call him John, very generic huh? well John was there with Milly his girlfriend, he had the nerve to wave to them 'gotta go...' Peggy, checked her clock and was moving when the second cell sounded and she went cold on her feet and answered, what they heard was two yeah's and one I'll be there, and Pegaiai was gone, Danny wanted to punch John in the face, he was smirking, Joseph called his atention, but not Indira's who was one step to slap Milly in the face, they followed Peggy's way to see her stoping in front of someone, honey blond hair and crutches 'Who's that?' asked Johnafter a beat, Joseph smiled 'that's Peggy's guy...' and the guy just hugged her, Indira giggled, finally she was moving on.
She was moving... as fast as she could, Peggy made ONE mistake she'll regret forever, she once told someone about it, told about her family to someone, to the guy we call John, he made the right questions and they were together for three years, and then, when IT happened he moved on, just like that, moved on and was with Milly, the thorn on her side for those three years, before she had the time to inform her friends they were done, and that THAT was gone, everything was swirling on her head, the brake up, the pain, all those hopes broken, all those dreams, all that, all that, the smell at the hospital, the blood, knowing it will be gone too before she get to know anything about it, and then a shadow was over her, taking her out of her memories, thanks... she thought, the first her eyes saw, brown and shinny eyes, smiling eyes, then the hair, then the smell, he was eating an apple again 'you okay?' asked frouning, she just nodded, not trusting her voice, and then he just hugged her, warm and solid like grounding her
Mathew wanted to talk to her, when they crashed on the main building, his cell stirred, a text, from Joseph, turned to the stairs where his friend was standing, and saw a guy looking at them, one they never saw before, tried to read his message without falling in front of Peggy "she needs a hug" he turned and saw her eyes, determined, usually, cold and mean most of the time, lost, and sad, had to, he moved forward a little and hugged Peggy trusting his instinct, she just leaned in and sighed finally controlling the shivering, after just a second he asked her for some help with his books and she just followed him away from the building.
Peggy followed him away from the building but Mathew had no idea what to say now, no idea... 'um... are you ill? are you... sad?' asked surprised and almost expecting a dry remark for that 'yes...' said with a broken voice
'are you going to cry?' there was one thing Mathew hate, its crying girls, he can deal with everything, but crying girls make him into a mess, his sister only had to do that, two tears and he was on his knees, or on the rooftop, wherever she needed him, after all there were only the two of them.
He never cries, he want us to believe, but he did when his sister went to college and he stayed with mom and dad, he cried when he went to college too, because was far from home and he had to left them alone, and he cried in front of Peggy once, when the doctor said he was an idiot kid that ruined his joint, that his knee might never work again.
He had a girfriend back in the beggining, when this story wasn't even in the head of destiny, who dumped him for a guy loaded, secretly he resents people with money, because they have everything just so easy, he and a friend started "wake-up call café" to pay rent and so, and now they had enough to do whatever he feels like, he was studying art, and looking for his psychology PhD, le eats apples but his fave fruit is peach, and peaches make him think on her because she was wearing a t-shirt with the legend "I'm peachy" the night she sat outside his coffe shop 'that guy hurt you?' shut it!! said his brain, is not your problem, and was trying to follow such a nice and smart advise but her voice broke him again 'yes...' her cell rang and she sighed, huffed, blinked a couple times, rubbed her face 'I have no time for this...' shook her head once more and looked at him with a smile 'I'm sorry.. for the... coffee...? I had a bad day... I had no right' Mathew blushed
'I just hugged you... lets call it even' she smiled, the fake smile, but was better than nothing, and left.
She left because Mom just took the lambo dad sent home again, trying to buy his oldest daughter back, life called for her, if mom went robbing 7/11's again, she'd be easy to find in a orange Italian Supercar, there was no time for her to analyze the hug, or the reason for it, or the warm feeling it produced, or even try to remember John or his girlfriend or the pregnancy or anything else, family is first.. she told to herlself taking her car and flying home.
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