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Life will go on
Apr. 29th, 2010 06:41 pmSmall kinda short story I wronte in my head and I'm trying to pass into paper now, lets see...
The music was too loud, the voices, the laughs, the people gatered for them too many, too happy, the whole room too hot, too close, too much.
She was gorgeous, perfect, smiling hapyly, her hair tied in the perfect knot to hold an amazing tiara with bright stones, diamonds? nahh.. but the thought kept other ideas at bay.
The dress was... well was perfect for her, showing her body but classy, she was a princes, an angel, yeah... right... an angel... but not right now, and not in the eyes of this beholder. She looked like the picture of one of those wedding planner mags. like a manequin, wish I could hate her... but I can't.
He, he looks perfect, his tux fits him like it should, and his eyes are glued on her, the bastard... that grin, dorky and happy, hopeful and inlove, the bastard... he liks his lips and i can't help it but think, those lips will touch her and my blood boils,regret and anger, and selfhatred at the idea of my own selfishness
my date looks at me, eyes worried and knowing this must be hurting like a kick in the guts, still is not pitty but love what I see in those eyes, a resolve I couldn't show if I were the one facing my partner in the face of love, someone is hitting a glass with a spoon, and asking for speeches, Damn.. I wish i could stay in this chair, just watching them, just swallowing my love.
"thanks for inviting us to share your vows,I know you'll be together forever because I know both of you, and I wish it was me, the one with all that love, I wish I could be on that side, after finding the perfect one to sharing this, because I know that once you find your true love and you spend... I don't know four, five years or more with that person...' come on, do't you get the irony? 'and you learn everything about that person, MAN! then nothing else matters' eyes flutered for a sec to the table 'once you find something like that, you hold on and fight for it with everything within you. I know you two are gonna be very happy, because if you bastard don't make her very happy I'll hunt you down" people laughed, stupid people "the same way I'll go after you if she doesn't make you happy" more laughter and a heart broken talking "ok, ok, I might had one too many glasses already... I just wish you two a heaven of a life and all the joy you two deserve, because you found what you deserve" got quiet and sat, yeah they found what they deserve... and I got the same because I didn't stood up and fought for what I wanted at the right time...
I cried all the way home. what's gonna happen to me?
The music was too loud, the voices, the laughs, the people gatered for them too many, too happy, the whole room too hot, too close, too much.
She was gorgeous, perfect, smiling hapyly, her hair tied in the perfect knot to hold an amazing tiara with bright stones, diamonds? nahh.. but the thought kept other ideas at bay.
The dress was... well was perfect for her, showing her body but classy, she was a princes, an angel, yeah... right... an angel... but not right now, and not in the eyes of this beholder. She looked like the picture of one of those wedding planner mags. like a manequin, wish I could hate her... but I can't.
He, he looks perfect, his tux fits him like it should, and his eyes are glued on her, the bastard... that grin, dorky and happy, hopeful and inlove, the bastard... he liks his lips and i can't help it but think, those lips will touch her and my blood boils,regret and anger, and selfhatred at the idea of my own selfishness
my date looks at me, eyes worried and knowing this must be hurting like a kick in the guts, still is not pitty but love what I see in those eyes, a resolve I couldn't show if I were the one facing my partner in the face of love, someone is hitting a glass with a spoon, and asking for speeches, Damn.. I wish i could stay in this chair, just watching them, just swallowing my love.
"thanks for inviting us to share your vows,I know you'll be together forever because I know both of you, and I wish it was me, the one with all that love, I wish I could be on that side, after finding the perfect one to sharing this, because I know that once you find your true love and you spend... I don't know four, five years or more with that person...' come on, do't you get the irony? 'and you learn everything about that person, MAN! then nothing else matters' eyes flutered for a sec to the table 'once you find something like that, you hold on and fight for it with everything within you. I know you two are gonna be very happy, because if you bastard don't make her very happy I'll hunt you down" people laughed, stupid people "the same way I'll go after you if she doesn't make you happy" more laughter and a heart broken talking "ok, ok, I might had one too many glasses already... I just wish you two a heaven of a life and all the joy you two deserve, because you found what you deserve" got quiet and sat, yeah they found what they deserve... and I got the same because I didn't stood up and fought for what I wanted at the right time...
I cried all the way home. what's gonna happen to me?
