Last night around this time...
Apr. 20th, 2010 10:40 pmHector's dad passed away, he's my rock, my back bone and he's alone now, I'm feeling lost without my Hector, Poor thing he was so... lost*sigh*
Spent the whole day trying to help him but not sure if I helped or only stood in the way of things that needed to be done. right now he's finally asleep, his mom too and I'm here using this thing to try to update things.
my stomach hurts and I cried so much for no good reason I didn't even know the guy that much, I just love his son like noone's business.
I'm sad...

Life is a bitch!! is it bad I'm feeling happy this haven't happened to me?
Spent the whole day trying to help him but not sure if I helped or only stood in the way of things that needed to be done. right now he's finally asleep, his mom too and I'm here using this thing to try to update things.
my stomach hurts and I cried so much for no good reason I didn't even know the guy that much, I just love his son like noone's business.
I'm sad...
Life is a bitch!! is it bad I'm feeling happy this haven't happened to me?