So St. Valentine's day and so

well I have been away for few time, I was ok.. depressed and busy like youhave no idea.

but on 13th I stayed home since on 14th I'll be on call, I didn't get to the party because my parents decided *YEP they decided as if I care* I didn't need to go.

well I had to stay and then spent the whole 1th on call hearing of how good the ball was. SO Sean said he was mad at me for lettiong them give me crap and forced me to wear the dress I bought, took me to the movies and then we came back home and ended up curled in the couch watching movies, Amazing 15th. I fell asleep and woke up to find a rose on my hand, a little box on th epillow and in red ink on my arm writen "yould you be my valentine?" I weas about to cry, this guy confuses me like no other, seriously...

the point is that I have the most amazing earrings ever, *thou I never use earrings anyways* and my ego is the size of Afghanistan LOL. I'm going to see shrink lady now and I'm late already, I'll be around don't worry, I'm fine and Vinnie.. Josh knows already
I spoke to Tony because I had to, and he asked me not to call him again. WHY I keep calling? because I'm an idiot!! that's why.
Worse case scenario, I'm free now... And nobody else will ever had power over me.