Lets remember good times

because God knows i need a laugh.

nothing interesting just delaying my trip for one more week.

ok lets do it

let me tell you all about my dreams lately, I had several dreams most of them related to death.

I had this one where I was at the hospital tending a kid that had injuries on legs and arms, swallen and red, and his father was beign mean at him saying what a burden he was sick like that, I had to interview the kid to know if he had abuse issues and then couldn't give him what he needed, even knowing and asking the nurse for the painkillers and the furosemide. then all I could do was carry him around *and damn he was heavy* like a baby to calm him down until I start crying in frustration and I wake up

I had this second one, I was in a car, supposedly a bus, but was lower, kinda humvee like from the inside when we were on this road open, full of vegetation and even floweres on the sides, and I could feel the breeze on my face and the sun on my skin all pleacent and calmed hearign people talking and laughing when a truck, old blue truck appeared in front of us, the car i was traveling in was right in front and we crashed against it, but I didn't get to see the whole thing, only the moment when we impact and heard a small sound like a can being hit, and then I was on the side of the road laid down, I get up and se ethe blood on the road, both cars gone, I'm all alone there running from one side to the other of this huge puddle of blood, thinking I have to go, I need to go back and then I'm standing n the blood, my shoes and my legs covered on it, like I was swiming on it.
I ran to the other side of the puddle and get out, no cars, no voices, not even birds or sun anymore, saw three persons there a man and his sons and I ask them for help but I ask if they can see me, which to me is weird, the father answer that yes, they see me but only rich ones could help me and they will not want to, and then I turn and they're gone, I walk and walk around the puddle without any chance to get anywhere until I wake up.

The third is set ona house surrounded by fields of wheat and corn, I could see several places from this kinda hill and then the wind came, like tornadoes and destroy everything, i was holding with all my strenght from the grass but still felt the air been pulled out of my lungs and fear and then noticed my sisters are around and I was there feeling helpless and just give up and stop fighting, like ready to die,even said my prayers and then I woke up.

wonder what this means, there are more but with this three you have pretty much the general idea