dinner with the board

... not fo me, I'm still pissed at them, I'm sure with all my problems they're doing this for my resignation.
I'm *fingers almost touching* this close to gave in and do something else with my life, THIS*shaking fingers in front of flist faces* close...

I made a special chicken dinner and already ate while watching an OLD DA dvd, Berrisford agenda, last night I fell asleep before it were done.
love Joshua, so naive and sweet, and Alec*squee* he was always my fav.
nothing interesting, just still thinking about that stupid dinner, esp since Dr. V personally asked me to go... maybe because he's my mum's friend.
so...
I'm sad
song for today:

not a song but love the piano, Choppin for what I remember but not sure about the tittle, so stormy, so strong, and it was HIM playing, I hate him for being so f*cking perfect ,fake hate of course since I find him quite intriguing, kinda Viggo intriguing, he sings, acts, play many sports, play several instruments and is SHY!! SHY! he wasn't shy back in the days when I was in Texas, he was all charm and sweetness(tsk, tsk you're talking to yourself again kal)*¬¬.

well my point is that the piano is amazing

ooh!
btw I tried to enhace my lj settings,and dear ord ended up with a hear-how-my-eyes-are-burning pink text and vomit green backround, tried my best to come back to normal... and almost succeded.

pic for today?
I've been sent this as a banner for my Story, seems like th eother one wasn't good enough for some of the guys.


link for today, some weird pairing ff's please if yu're underaged DO NOT follow this link ok?
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