Alatriste

I loved the books and the new one "Cabo Trafalgar" its quite interesting but the french/old Spanish mix is driving me crazy LOL hard to understand...
Sean and I talked (if you could call talk to what happened here that day) and we agreed that we deserve a second chance because we know we love each other but right now we can't be together.
he even understand the fuzz with Josh and told me that IF I want to see how it goes with him its ok, he'll not use it against me ever, not sure thou if I want to keep this relationship, we're in the point I usually run away. that's why I'm lookinig for excuses to do it.
the point is I'm not sure if I want to run or just reset and start all over again.

you want to know what my horoscope says?
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Aries March 21 - April 19
You keep insisting that your love life is nobody's business, but the nice men and women in the lab coats are just trying to help you make more pandas.
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that's plain annoying when even stars told me what to do!!!
Old one in Spanish but good one( Read more... )

Josh was here last night he's going away and want to know/clarify what's going on with us, I didn't know so I told him that, he was disapointed and sad, and all I wanted to do was kiss him hug him and don't let him go.
just few days and he'll be here again and I'll be ready to make a decision, hope so