after two days

I got pecked amd touched and examinated and tested and now we know that I need surgery *sigh* ok is not even serious but painful as hell.
Mum and Sean for the first time (and I'0m really shocked) want to wait ... wait???!!! I've had a bad experience "waiting" for things to happen" isn'tit? I mean I spend almost seven weeks on a hospital bed because of "waiting"...
now I'm sure of what I want, I want to get this suregery and get free of al the pain and other syntoms, and I don't care about Mum or Sean, and of course I'm not gonna wait to Carlos opinion.
I wen t to school today I already have my classes and my book list, too many books you know? LOL
my stomach is hurting again.

Bone, Sean, Serg and me Toror' Taur'ohtarie