'Motion is sanctuary'

is right when you stop and start getting in touch with everything else that things go wrong.
I wish I could fly, I wish I could be away, just quiet and numb, just being nothing, just being alone and quiet.
just being cold and..... deaf *sigh*
I imagine myself just sitting there in total silence, with someone like
Josh or Sean Driving and not even music but engine noise... just me feeling the breeze and the freedom, just freedom and time, and no presure..
or obligations, just me with nothing else that matters right now, just
dreaming and hoping never stops.

Me in my Pj's Bottoms dreaming with being away


ok that's not me but its the kind of thing i wish i could do, just go away with no remorses.
Bolivar is loosing, Stronguest is one goal over them
New video here, BSB
http://www.vh1.com/artists/az/backstreet_boys/videos.jhtml?popThis=popVideo
please pray for me tomorrow I will know if everything works for me.

clouds on my head, need of courage and lots of dreams.

there's closed doors that I need to open, no more fear, no more wait, just the urge to know everything,to
see everything and the sense of being lost even knowing where my feet are.
just where it belong, near to them