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szarabasjka) wrote2018-01-12 11:58 pm
szarabasjka) wrote2018-01-12 11:58 pm
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Guys... I'm kinda worried
remember when i was innocent and nive and thought this job was a good idea with a far better enviroment than the last one? I was SOOOO wrong!!
first of all there are people leaving every now and then like in any jobm the bad part is when one of the long time ones sudenly is fired in front of patients and staff.
it was so humiliating!! it was horrible.
it only results in one thing, I'm havig even more time now.
Next.
R and I kinda worked our differences before new years eve, and we're on far better good terms, in such good terms I spent my only three free hours yesterday with him just diriving around because neither of us dared to go anywhere for the risk of me falling asleep.
he's the sweetest tolerating my exhausted ass and being sweet.
and then he has to scare me shitless with his crazy ideas.
Why am I saying that? because R asked me to move in with him, we're not together for one year and he wants to live with me? me? with the hectic insane shcedule and almost zero free time? what is wrong with him??? should I mention his kid still hates me?
first of all there are people leaving every now and then like in any jobm the bad part is when one of the long time ones sudenly is fired in front of patients and staff.
it was so humiliating!! it was horrible.
it only results in one thing, I'm havig even more time now.
Next.
R and I kinda worked our differences before new years eve, and we're on far better good terms, in such good terms I spent my only three free hours yesterday with him just diriving around because neither of us dared to go anywhere for the risk of me falling asleep.
he's the sweetest tolerating my exhausted ass and being sweet.
and then he has to scare me shitless with his crazy ideas.
Why am I saying that? because R asked me to move in with him, we're not together for one year and he wants to live with me? me? with the hectic insane shcedule and almost zero free time? what is wrong with him??? should I mention his kid still hates me?
what should I do? I like him yes, but even if he has said the L word I never said it back, to me it is too soon.
I'm freaking out, I went far from where I usually run away and now I'm so out of my depth I have no idea of what to do!!
HELP!!
I'm freaking out, I went far from where I usually run away and now I'm so out of my depth I have no idea of what to do!!
HELP!!
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Ah, yeah I can understand why you would be hesitant to go back, you miss it, but it sounds like it's changed a whole lot since you were there last, and maybe it won't be anything like it used to be and that would ruin the memories you did have?
As for R, hm... I know sometimes guys can get a bit pouty when they have an idea, or take the risk of asking to move the relationship ahead a step, and get turned down, but I think he will see that you're right, and you should wait once he's had a chance to think about it.
The kid asking about you though, I wonder maybe if that's him noticing you're not around, and seeing R missing you? Sometimes kids can be surprisingly perceptive o.o
PS. LOL I'm so bad for doing that, I'll poke around at everything to try and keep up with people XD
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I know it's like LJ 2005 version but i like its simplicity.
About the job things happened and my life is better and far worst...
I'm kinda getting used to it which scares me