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szarabasjka) wrote2017-11-27 06:17 pm
szarabasjka) wrote2017-11-27 06:17 pm
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I have noticed something.
all of the amazing peoplei used to follow on LJ ad oter sites are getting old or tired of journals/blogs and leaving and i ave this weird feeling of being left alone on a party.i do have -lilke I bet most of them- real life stuff to deal with before this thing but still miss them all.
I long for a time when i spent the afternoon reading nonsense and laughing,
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last saturday R was waiting for me outside work but he got tired because I was almost 30 mins late and left right when i was coming out.it realy hurt, things are not as good as they used to be, so much we havent even called each other since then, not to mention that now I'm a far more busy person than i was when we started dating.
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backback baaaaack in the time when I was just a low med student in their first hospital practice I met this guy, an already somewhat famous specialist; now a real big name, D, happens that I'm working with him now, and he is an amazing person who does remember me... that's the problem with me, i'm not easy to forget but I'm impossible to remember lol.
-o-
I simply stopped writing, not even a couple lilnes a day, it feels wrong in some way...
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so that life is messy and my head is disperse....
all of the amazing peoplei used to follow on LJ ad oter sites are getting old or tired of journals/blogs and leaving and i ave this weird feeling of being left alone on a party.i do have -lilke I bet most of them- real life stuff to deal with before this thing but still miss them all.
I long for a time when i spent the afternoon reading nonsense and laughing,
-0-
last saturday R was waiting for me outside work but he got tired because I was almost 30 mins late and left right when i was coming out.it realy hurt, things are not as good as they used to be, so much we havent even called each other since then, not to mention that now I'm a far more busy person than i was when we started dating.
-o-
backback baaaaack in the time when I was just a low med student in their first hospital practice I met this guy, an already somewhat famous specialist; now a real big name, D, happens that I'm working with him now, and he is an amazing person who does remember me... that's the problem with me, i'm not easy to forget but I'm impossible to remember lol.
-o-
I simply stopped writing, not even a couple lilnes a day, it feels wrong in some way...
-0-
so that life is messy and my head is disperse....
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I miss LJ being really active, too. Of course, I myself don't post there nearly as often as I wish I did, because I'm often too tired from doing other stuff, or I feel like it's hard sometimes to get enough privacy to sit and openly type without worrying someone might look over my shoulder, or peak at the screen if I get up to get something to drink, or something.
But like all the LJ communities I was in are dead now, with the exception of one musical theatre trading group. All the other fandom communities are dead, as are the mental health communities I was part of, too. It makes me sad.
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At least work is going okay.
I miss my friends from back baaack in the 2002-2005, those insane LOTR crazed guys, something about the time of the year or something.
I till have sweet, kind friends that make this site worth it.