let me tell you a Story

[szarabasjka]

 let me tell you a story on how I was dumped today... by the only guy I considered was good enough for me to drop the walls and all the jazz.
let me tell you how even if he dumped me and just left me there standing feeling awkward and sad I can't be mad at the bastard.
let me tell you a story on how a guy cried because he had to end a relationship because his son is acting out on him because he's too invested in a relationship the freaking brat does not like...
let's ignore the fact that I just wanted to kiss him and tell him it was fine, that not all dads do that for their kids.

Let me tell you why this time my broken heart is not even that bad.
maybe... maybe I shouldn't tell you this story at all, just too fresh; just too close, just not the moemnt to go around telling stories.

Comments

[phantomdaae1981]

I'm really sorry :-( It can be hard for kids to see their parent enter a new relationship, and it's honorable that the guy prioritizes his kid. BUT that doesn't make it suck any less that a guy you like and who likes you ended up breaking things off. And parents are allowed to have lives and relationships, so there's that side to it, as well. Because it's technically possible that with some more time, the kid might have been able to adjust and accept his dad being in a relationship with you. Unless the guy wants to live celibate, he really may not be doing his child any favors with this. It IS hard to see an upset child acting out, but that doesn't mean it was a hopeless situation, either. I'm angry/sad on your behalf :-( *hugs*

[szarabasjka]

I kinda got over it; you know? I'm not the poster girl for normal so... getting attached to others is never an option for me.

We have talked and we even made plans for next wednesday when the kid is with his mom, but I don't know if I want to play like this.
thanks for your concern.

[phantomdaae1981]

<3

[szarabasjka]

thanks