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szarabasjka) wrote2006-08-31 09:08 pm
szarabasjka) wrote2006-08-31 09:08 pm
I had three...
three special cases today
a girl with a scabiosis, skin parasites, nasty looking wounds and I'll never be clean again. I'm sorry but I'm human and... you have no idea*shrug*
the first time in my life I saw a raped boy, and I'm not gonna forget it, I wish I could kick the shit out of the bastard who did it, I'm not gonna be able to sleep I swear... not a boy, he was about 20 but it doesn't make it better, poor inocent creature. he was so lost, so empty... so vulnerable *sob*
how am I suposed to read 'mea Culpa' now? Rapes are not amusement no matter what*sigh*
the third was a healthy baby boy about nine months, with the face of an angel and So quiet.. so sweet, after the doctor saw him he didn't want to go with his mother, he wanted ME, lol I'm not good with childs, they never likes me, but he did, so so sweet *squee*
Dennis is with me now, and I don't know what to do , he's always there smiling and hugging me... sometimes is even irritating.
my head is still spinning i can't face the real world sometimes is just too harsh...
Huitzil went to the beach yesterday, here's a pic that will make me remember him forever
a girl with a scabiosis, skin parasites, nasty looking wounds and I'll never be clean again. I'm sorry but I'm human and... you have no idea*shrug*
the first time in my life I saw a raped boy, and I'm not gonna forget it, I wish I could kick the shit out of the bastard who did it, I'm not gonna be able to sleep I swear... not a boy, he was about 20 but it doesn't make it better, poor inocent creature. he was so lost, so empty... so vulnerable *sob*
how am I suposed to read 'mea Culpa' now? Rapes are not amusement no matter what*sigh*
the third was a healthy baby boy about nine months, with the face of an angel and So quiet.. so sweet, after the doctor saw him he didn't want to go with his mother, he wanted ME, lol I'm not good with childs, they never likes me, but he did, so so sweet *squee*
Dennis is with me now, and I don't know what to do , he's always there smiling and hugging me... sometimes is even irritating.
my head is still spinning i can't face the real world sometimes is just too harsh...
Huitzil went to the beach yesterday, here's a pic that will make me remember him forever