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Tittle :Hold My Hand
Rating: K+
Gender: Fantasy/epic Supernatural fandom/RPF
Characters: Jensen Ackles, Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jared Padalecki, Misha Collins, Mark Pellegrino, Samantha Smith, Rachel Miner, all other Supernatural ladies and some others.
Pairings Jared/Misha, JDM/Samantha Smith
Sumary: they needed someone brave and with the heart hardened by pain to rule them, the Witch needed a virgin's first blood and heartbroken knight.
A/N: I tend to think in the craziest thing while getting ready for stress, this oine came after I was dumped by my BF when he wanted to get serious... Why? HELL'S knows!!
***
First part
second part
Third part
Misha stood in the courtyard looking to the retreating form, willowy and graceful, something had changed in the young lord's features, age, maybe, or maybe that Lord Collins finally was seeing in him the man he'd be one day, even for a fertile Jared had the strength and the power of a dominant lord.
Misha felt for a minute something else, love?
But the time they shared was the only one, since the young lord disappeared, offended by the fact that Lord Collins compared him to his lost wife "I'm not a woman" he thought "and I'm not a replacement, I might have to marry him but I'm not gonna be the mere filling of the empty place..." his heart felt more than usual heavy and tired.
"Sweetheart.." tried Lady Samantha to soothe "you're not seeing the important part" and sat next to him, "Jeff says that Misha had never spoke to anyone about her..." and holding his hand "he's healing, he'd love you... "
Jared moved away "Who'd love me? I'm not what a Lord wants as a spouse, I'm here just because the council forced him..."
Samantha smiled "really?" followed him to the window where Jared stood to look to his and Sam's future husbands "so you're gonna say is not something you wish yourself?" Jared turned "is it obligation you follow? is not your heart?" Jared frowned and turned away, Samantha looked out the window finding Misha's eyes on them.
Jared had no idea, he felt something yes, but he felt that same something before, when thinking on the man that would finally find him desirable, or useful, the one who'd take him away from his father's look of disdain and disappointment "I don't know" it was true he didn't know, because the second he started seeing Misha as a real creature, the young powerful man who reigned over the clans, but the broad shoulders the pink lips, always dry, always chapped, made him want to kiss him, and the easy smile, childish twinkle in those blue eyes, amazing blue eyes that haunted his dreams now... Jared's hand moved to hold the place where their hands touched "you're smiling" Samantha pointed and he blushed.
The time came, only few months, he'd go for just few months, Samantha would marry Jeffrey Dean Morgan in few months, as soon as the flowers were blooming.
But the day they parted after long moments watching Samantha and Jeffrey saying good bye Jared finally had the chance to be with Misha and say good bye "Jared, I'm afraid I made a mistake..."
Jared smiled and without touching the hand Misha was offering bent down for a second "thank you My lord for your hospitality... farewell"
"listen to me..." and held his hand "that man in the garden? is my late wife grandfather... he went mad after he lost his family, and nobody dares to talk to him because he's violent, until you..." Jared opened his mouth surprised "and the girl's name is Rachel... like her... because she was born in the same day, and we were celebrating her birthday when a bull broke the kid's back... the chair was a birthday present from my wife... and she's always alone.... until you" Jared was breathing hard "you're special and I wanted to say thank you from that day on but had no chance..." Jared felt weird, desperate, scared, there was something hot and heavy in his stomach and he smiled and bowed again "no need to thank me my lord, I'll take my leave..."
"Please.." Misha moved fast standing right in front of Jared cutting his way out "I just... look kid, I was serious, we're together in this, you might not want to marry and older man, and I wasn't looking for a husband but..." Jared noticed the warm touch on his wrist
"Jared...? time to go" Mark Pellegrino was there "I'll give you just two more second..." looked at Misha with dark somber eyes and closed the door
Lord Collins turned sour faced to the door "I don't like that man..."
Jared snickered and used that to retreat from his touch "I'm his charge, My lord, and he cares for me since I was ten..." bowed once more and left.
Jared was 17 by the time Lady Samantha Smith and Jeffrey Dean Morgan joined in matrimony and the event was attended by many, even a special envoy of priests, warriors of death and every noble house in the country.
he was with the rest of the betrothed virgins picking up flowers even if he had the ones that grew in the yard, he was bend one last time over a small patch of purple flat flowers when he heard the hissing sound. and saw straight into the red eyes of a demon getting up, in the last second mark Appeared from behind and plunged forward getting caught between the demon fangs, while his sword sank on the beast's chest, Jared shouted for help and took the dagger his protector carried with him at all times, he stood in guard waiting for any more attacks; "HELP!!!" he shouted again "Someone help me!!!" a dark grim creature rose from the floor foul mouth open revealing long white teeth and hissed low and menacing, the words first blood rumbled all around Jared.
Out of the blue while the red eyes creature and the young lord were looking into each other's eyes Jared heard the voice, it was Misha calling his name, his head turned and the monster was gone.
"Jared..!" Misha was there looking at the young man in front of him getting to the wrecked body of his keeper, the red stains on his hands while holding him close.
"Please, please" he begged hiccuping while holding Mark's hand and caressing his face, it was already cold and pale, "No... we spend so much together... so much... Mark... please..." and started sobbing, Misha tried to pry him away from the cold body just to be pushed away over and over.
It was not until Samantha came to him, still wearing his wedding dress to get him up "come one sweetheart, you have to come with me..." she whispered and Jared held her crying. "I know... I know shh I know sweetie"
The wedding was postponed until Mark was laid down, But Jared took his friend's remains home; it was a happy event for many but not for him or Misha who one more was quiet and moody sitting on his chair watching Jeff and Sam having ht best time of their life, he remembered having that same stupid goofy smile on his face when he married Rachel, and her adoring face every time she turned to Jeff was something he craved to have again, from Rachel, the one woman he thought he'd love forever.. until Jared.
Jared who rather stay with his dead keeper, maybe they loved each other, maybe Mark was his lover... maybe that's why.. maybe.
pissed at his own crazy mind left the great hall and rode alone in the woods.
By the next fall solstice and the time Jared will be sent to him, an almost 18 years old man, a carrier, old enough to marry. Had this time a different man behind him, his new keeper, shorter but stout, he looked graceful and always had his green gaze on Jared, since the gaze was all they could see, his face always hidden behind a warrior of death mask, every now and then he could hear Jared's voice and laughter when the masked man got close to him. waiting those anguishing seconds until Jared could explain who this new keeper was were too long, finally his young future partner got close to him "Jared" Misha walked to him smiling and bowed.
"Lord Collins..." Jared bowed when Misha tried to reach for him and moving one step back his hand moved to the masked man "This is my keeper, Lord Jensen Ackles, future Warrior of the Death, by choice" yes, because Padalecki's cousin lost his father and had to give up his right to rule over the nation when he was found a carrier and too young to marry.
The new keeper didn't took the mask off and just vowed once more, he was now known as a lord and he had to be treated like one, of course, since he was a masked one, he had to be quiet and his birth had to be kept secret. Misha wanted to know more about the young lord in charge of his betrothed but right there something else called their attention.
Jared's 18 birthday was at the end of the season, he's sent with more people, to stay with Misha until the end of winter when their wedding will be celebrated. So Jared travels with a huge group including his three sisters, all of them priestesses of the moon, who will perform a dance of fertility in front of the leader of their nation for the event, as tradition mandated, and were making an entrance with a sample of their dancing skills, someone were already making room for them while Jared was carried to the oposite end of the round pace prepared f sat in front of Collins, while Katie, big boobs, easy smile full lips, Alona, blonde, sweet face, a tinny waistline and perfect rear, and Lauren, brunette, pretty eyes and pretty lips; dancing covered only in sheer silk and jewels, making Jared once more feel like the ugly duckling he's been feeling since he found out he was a carrier.
The music was loud behind them, three girls swirling gracefully in front of everyone, an spectacle never seen, in beauty and sexiness, the second the whole city saw them they started talking about how beautiful they were, how graceful they were, how talented, and Jared feels alone once more, useless and gray, like at home, he's used to it, when he's around his sisters he pretends he doesn't exist. it's easier than being treated like something less than them, even misha who's blue eyes were glued to somewhere between Katie's bosom and Alona's smile... Jared groaned, he was sure he'd be dumped while one of his sisters would marry with Collins and Screw the idea of being a priestess.
The second the dance ended with the girls sprawled on the floor heaving chests and open knees in front of everyone Jared got up and moved away only followed by Jensen.
Only a pair of eyes saw it, but not from the square, No, from far away evil dark eyes, in a brightly painted house, where only few get close, casted away in the clear of a forest, looking into a deep pool of dark water was the Witch's daughter "it's your last chance, he'll start healing soon..." mumbled the resounding voice raspy and low "it has to be now... it'll be too late later on, the young one is almost ready and we're running out of time"
The woman passed a hand across her hair and modded "I will I will try..."
The same pool of water showed where Jared was hiding, with Jensen standing two steps behind him hearing to their once governess, Lady Samantha Smith from the house Campbell giving her newly wed husband, Jeffrey Dean Morgan great news, when she thought it was impossible she was carrying their first child.
"It has to be now..." repeated the voice
Rating: K+
Gender: Fantasy/epic Supernatural fandom/RPF
Characters: Jensen Ackles, Jeffrey Dean Morgan, Jared Padalecki, Misha Collins, Mark Pellegrino, Samantha Smith, Rachel Miner, all other Supernatural ladies and some others.
Pairings Jared/Misha, JDM/Samantha Smith
Sumary: they needed someone brave and with the heart hardened by pain to rule them, the Witch needed a virgin's first blood and heartbroken knight.
A/N: I tend to think in the craziest thing while getting ready for stress, this oine came after I was dumped by my BF when he wanted to get serious... Why? HELL'S knows!!
***
First part
second part
Third part
Misha stood in the courtyard looking to the retreating form, willowy and graceful, something had changed in the young lord's features, age, maybe, or maybe that Lord Collins finally was seeing in him the man he'd be one day, even for a fertile Jared had the strength and the power of a dominant lord.
Misha felt for a minute something else, love?
But the time they shared was the only one, since the young lord disappeared, offended by the fact that Lord Collins compared him to his lost wife "I'm not a woman" he thought "and I'm not a replacement, I might have to marry him but I'm not gonna be the mere filling of the empty place..." his heart felt more than usual heavy and tired.
"Sweetheart.." tried Lady Samantha to soothe "you're not seeing the important part" and sat next to him, "Jeff says that Misha had never spoke to anyone about her..." and holding his hand "he's healing, he'd love you... "
Jared moved away "Who'd love me? I'm not what a Lord wants as a spouse, I'm here just because the council forced him..."
Samantha smiled "really?" followed him to the window where Jared stood to look to his and Sam's future husbands "so you're gonna say is not something you wish yourself?" Jared turned "is it obligation you follow? is not your heart?" Jared frowned and turned away, Samantha looked out the window finding Misha's eyes on them.
Jared had no idea, he felt something yes, but he felt that same something before, when thinking on the man that would finally find him desirable, or useful, the one who'd take him away from his father's look of disdain and disappointment "I don't know" it was true he didn't know, because the second he started seeing Misha as a real creature, the young powerful man who reigned over the clans, but the broad shoulders the pink lips, always dry, always chapped, made him want to kiss him, and the easy smile, childish twinkle in those blue eyes, amazing blue eyes that haunted his dreams now... Jared's hand moved to hold the place where their hands touched "you're smiling" Samantha pointed and he blushed.
The time came, only few months, he'd go for just few months, Samantha would marry Jeffrey Dean Morgan in few months, as soon as the flowers were blooming.
But the day they parted after long moments watching Samantha and Jeffrey saying good bye Jared finally had the chance to be with Misha and say good bye "Jared, I'm afraid I made a mistake..."
Jared smiled and without touching the hand Misha was offering bent down for a second "thank you My lord for your hospitality... farewell"
"listen to me..." and held his hand "that man in the garden? is my late wife grandfather... he went mad after he lost his family, and nobody dares to talk to him because he's violent, until you..." Jared opened his mouth surprised "and the girl's name is Rachel... like her... because she was born in the same day, and we were celebrating her birthday when a bull broke the kid's back... the chair was a birthday present from my wife... and she's always alone.... until you" Jared was breathing hard "you're special and I wanted to say thank you from that day on but had no chance..." Jared felt weird, desperate, scared, there was something hot and heavy in his stomach and he smiled and bowed again "no need to thank me my lord, I'll take my leave..."
"Please.." Misha moved fast standing right in front of Jared cutting his way out "I just... look kid, I was serious, we're together in this, you might not want to marry and older man, and I wasn't looking for a husband but..." Jared noticed the warm touch on his wrist
"Jared...? time to go" Mark Pellegrino was there "I'll give you just two more second..." looked at Misha with dark somber eyes and closed the door
Lord Collins turned sour faced to the door "I don't like that man..."
Jared snickered and used that to retreat from his touch "I'm his charge, My lord, and he cares for me since I was ten..." bowed once more and left.
Jared was 17 by the time Lady Samantha Smith and Jeffrey Dean Morgan joined in matrimony and the event was attended by many, even a special envoy of priests, warriors of death and every noble house in the country.
he was with the rest of the betrothed virgins picking up flowers even if he had the ones that grew in the yard, he was bend one last time over a small patch of purple flat flowers when he heard the hissing sound. and saw straight into the red eyes of a demon getting up, in the last second mark Appeared from behind and plunged forward getting caught between the demon fangs, while his sword sank on the beast's chest, Jared shouted for help and took the dagger his protector carried with him at all times, he stood in guard waiting for any more attacks; "HELP!!!" he shouted again "Someone help me!!!" a dark grim creature rose from the floor foul mouth open revealing long white teeth and hissed low and menacing, the words first blood rumbled all around Jared.
Out of the blue while the red eyes creature and the young lord were looking into each other's eyes Jared heard the voice, it was Misha calling his name, his head turned and the monster was gone.
"Jared..!" Misha was there looking at the young man in front of him getting to the wrecked body of his keeper, the red stains on his hands while holding him close.
"Please, please" he begged hiccuping while holding Mark's hand and caressing his face, it was already cold and pale, "No... we spend so much together... so much... Mark... please..." and started sobbing, Misha tried to pry him away from the cold body just to be pushed away over and over.
It was not until Samantha came to him, still wearing his wedding dress to get him up "come one sweetheart, you have to come with me..." she whispered and Jared held her crying. "I know... I know shh I know sweetie"
The wedding was postponed until Mark was laid down, But Jared took his friend's remains home; it was a happy event for many but not for him or Misha who one more was quiet and moody sitting on his chair watching Jeff and Sam having ht best time of their life, he remembered having that same stupid goofy smile on his face when he married Rachel, and her adoring face every time she turned to Jeff was something he craved to have again, from Rachel, the one woman he thought he'd love forever.. until Jared.
Jared who rather stay with his dead keeper, maybe they loved each other, maybe Mark was his lover... maybe that's why.. maybe.
pissed at his own crazy mind left the great hall and rode alone in the woods.
By the next fall solstice and the time Jared will be sent to him, an almost 18 years old man, a carrier, old enough to marry. Had this time a different man behind him, his new keeper, shorter but stout, he looked graceful and always had his green gaze on Jared, since the gaze was all they could see, his face always hidden behind a warrior of death mask, every now and then he could hear Jared's voice and laughter when the masked man got close to him. waiting those anguishing seconds until Jared could explain who this new keeper was were too long, finally his young future partner got close to him "Jared" Misha walked to him smiling and bowed.
"Lord Collins..." Jared bowed when Misha tried to reach for him and moving one step back his hand moved to the masked man "This is my keeper, Lord Jensen Ackles, future Warrior of the Death, by choice" yes, because Padalecki's cousin lost his father and had to give up his right to rule over the nation when he was found a carrier and too young to marry.
The new keeper didn't took the mask off and just vowed once more, he was now known as a lord and he had to be treated like one, of course, since he was a masked one, he had to be quiet and his birth had to be kept secret. Misha wanted to know more about the young lord in charge of his betrothed but right there something else called their attention.
Jared's 18 birthday was at the end of the season, he's sent with more people, to stay with Misha until the end of winter when their wedding will be celebrated. So Jared travels with a huge group including his three sisters, all of them priestesses of the moon, who will perform a dance of fertility in front of the leader of their nation for the event, as tradition mandated, and were making an entrance with a sample of their dancing skills, someone were already making room for them while Jared was carried to the oposite end of the round pace prepared f sat in front of Collins, while Katie, big boobs, easy smile full lips, Alona, blonde, sweet face, a tinny waistline and perfect rear, and Lauren, brunette, pretty eyes and pretty lips; dancing covered only in sheer silk and jewels, making Jared once more feel like the ugly duckling he's been feeling since he found out he was a carrier.
The music was loud behind them, three girls swirling gracefully in front of everyone, an spectacle never seen, in beauty and sexiness, the second the whole city saw them they started talking about how beautiful they were, how graceful they were, how talented, and Jared feels alone once more, useless and gray, like at home, he's used to it, when he's around his sisters he pretends he doesn't exist. it's easier than being treated like something less than them, even misha who's blue eyes were glued to somewhere between Katie's bosom and Alona's smile... Jared groaned, he was sure he'd be dumped while one of his sisters would marry with Collins and Screw the idea of being a priestess.
The second the dance ended with the girls sprawled on the floor heaving chests and open knees in front of everyone Jared got up and moved away only followed by Jensen.
Only a pair of eyes saw it, but not from the square, No, from far away evil dark eyes, in a brightly painted house, where only few get close, casted away in the clear of a forest, looking into a deep pool of dark water was the Witch's daughter "it's your last chance, he'll start healing soon..." mumbled the resounding voice raspy and low "it has to be now... it'll be too late later on, the young one is almost ready and we're running out of time"
The woman passed a hand across her hair and modded "I will I will try..."
The same pool of water showed where Jared was hiding, with Jensen standing two steps behind him hearing to their once governess, Lady Samantha Smith from the house Campbell giving her newly wed husband, Jeffrey Dean Morgan great news, when she thought it was impossible she was carrying their first child.
"It has to be now..." repeated the voice