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szarabasjka) wrote2013-06-07 10:01 pm
szarabasjka) wrote2013-06-07 10:01 pm
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just happens that
I did something, I've been invited to participate in a serious writing competition,. I know, accourding to my LJ my grammar and so are veryu basic, but guess what? my 12 pages short story was good enough to be part of the final round.
so yeah... I'm a writer aside of everything else...
aside of that?
life is messy, hospital is okay and seems like I'm gonna have lots of free time.
bf mentioned before came back from Turkey not long ago and guess what? he's talking seriously about a family and kids and all that, I'm freaking out!
I kinda think this marriage/kids/family is seriously not for me.
but then, then I find the idea of being the only one around my friends that will never be a mother sad enough to feel angry with myself for being so selfish..
so yeah I'm confused
FREE WEEKEND!!!
laundry and sleep!
so yeah... I'm a writer aside of everything else...
aside of that?
life is messy, hospital is okay and seems like I'm gonna have lots of free time.
bf mentioned before came back from Turkey not long ago and guess what? he's talking seriously about a family and kids and all that, I'm freaking out!
I kinda think this marriage/kids/family is seriously not for me.
but then, then I find the idea of being the only one around my friends that will never be a mother sad enough to feel angry with myself for being so selfish..
so yeah I'm confused
FREE WEEKEND!!!
laundry and sleep!