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szarabasjka) wrote2012-06-15 10:47 am
szarabasjka) wrote2012-06-15 10:47 am
I cracked
it finally happened.
after an insane restless night I finally snapped, I came work and when the chief said something at me I cracked, he left and I collapsed, started crying and hyperventilating, the memories are here again and swear I want just to curl and stay in bed, Wish I could.
I was sent to talk to the shrink that saw me after my first melt down amd the anger issues, right whe I came back, now I feel sad and I need a hug *pouts* why can't I be just fine?
Why now?
after an insane restless night I finally snapped, I came work and when the chief said something at me I cracked, he left and I collapsed, started crying and hyperventilating, the memories are here again and swear I want just to curl and stay in bed, Wish I could.
I was sent to talk to the shrink that saw me after my first melt down amd the anger issues, right whe I came back, now I feel sad and I need a hug *pouts* why can't I be just fine?
Why now?
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PS: I thought about just inserting the link, but I thought the picture was more effective. Sorry it's so big!
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Loved it.
and it actually helped me alot.
thsnkyou so much!!